Disclamer I don't own third watch or any of the characters in my story
Chapter 2
As I left Bosco's room I found myself not wanting to go home. I took one last look at him before I thanked the nurses for letting my come in so late. They
have so understanding towards me. They always let me come in after hours and just sit with him. They know that I won't bother him I just want to sit there
and feel close to him. I tried to visit him once during the regular hours but Faith started to yell and scream at me so I had to leave. That's why I resorted to
these late night visits.
As I walked I knew I would go to the one place where I felt a peace where I could let down all the walls around my heart and not have to worry about
keeping up my tough bitch attitude that I have portrayed for so long. That attitude is the one thing that has gotten me along in this world so far. I often wonder
if the price was worth it. Becoming someone in this world cost me friends. But my situation was different. I had no one to help me I created a life for myself
out of nothing and with no help so I didn't really have a choice. It was survival of the fittest and to be fit I had to be though! I finally reach my destination and
I take a seat on the long green grass. She's the one person that I thought would never desert me. But here I am at her grave. In a whisper I said, Lettie I miss
you so much how could you leave me like this? You're the only one who really ever understood me. Except for Bosco I thought to myself for a brief moment
but I pushed him away and he's never going to come back to me. With this sudden realization the two people that I loved most I had failed one was dead
and the other was lying in a hospital bed and it was partly my fault if I hadn't of wanted to get Donald Man's son so bad that I drove recklessly he would
have never hit that semi truck and Donald Mann wouldn't have wanted to kill us all. What good is my success in this world if I have no one to share it with I
asked out loud? Before I knew it the tears were streaming down my cheeks and I couldn't stop them. I don't know how long I stayed there but when I finally
went home I felt so alone I knew the answer success was nothing without someone to share it with. Life itself is nothing unless there is love in your life. I went
to bed with that in my head and wondered if I would ever know the kind of love that's there for life?