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Chapter 8 disclaimer I don't own third watch or the characters!

Ring ring ring, "Who the hell could that be at this hour I get out of bed and groggily answer the phone. "Hello?

"Cruz!"

"Bosco why the hell are you calling me at this time of night? Or better question why the hell are you calling me at all?"

" I hear you like night time visits I figured this was as good a time as any come to the hospital."

Before I even have a chance to respond he's hung up. My mind is racing because I wonder if he knows. He couldn't possible know I keep telling myself as I

dry there. I get to the hospital and go up to his room. I can't seem to get enough courage to go inside. I'm still standing there when the same nurse, Mary she

comes over, you know dear you have to go in and face the music sometime but don't worry I have a feeling everything will turn out ok. With that she opens

the door and gently gives me a little push into the room. Bosco is lying in his bed, as soon as he sees me I feel like his eyes are seeing right through me. I feel

naked, as his piercing eyes look me over. "Come her and sit," is all he says to me." Like a dog I obey and sit next to him in the chair I've sat in many times

before.

"Why?" is all he says to me in that harsh tone that I've heard so many times before. I don't know what to say then suddenly I hear myself talking, "I tried to

come and visit you during hours but Faith go mad and started to yell and scream at me so I came after hours not to cause problems. "That's not what I meant

when I asked you and you know it!" Why did you bother to come at all?"

I just sit there silent wondering if I don't say anything I'll wake up soon from my nightmare. "Well?" he says in an angered tone.

Suddenly the last month is just all too much and I burst out" I just wanted to be near you. I didn't wanted bug your or anything. Also the only reason that I

told you those things was because it hurts you know! It hurts when everyone you know thinks you are this awful person without a heart! I know I'm not

perfect and I've done some pretty low things but you have to understand what it's like to have all the odds against you and no one to help you! I just wanted

you to know that I wasn't this horrible person underneath. I don't care what everyone else thinks but I just wanted you to know that. I turn to get up and

leave but he grabs my arm. I spin around to tell him to let go but before I have a chance he looks at me with this mystified look! He tightens his grip on my

arm and gently guides me back to the chair. "I don't hate you!" His tone is softened and he's no longer got anger in his voice. "I hate that you were the one

who gave me the most strength in my time of need! I hate how this changes everything I ever thought about you!" His voice is harsh and angry.

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