Chapter 13

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I wake up the sound of my own screams. My body is covered in sweat and I can't seem to catch my own breath. I feel around in the

dark for the teddy bear Bosco had given me. I finally find it buried in a tangled mess of sheets. I grab the bear and cling to it as if my

life depended on it. It's always the same dream over and over again. I can feel the tears slowly making their way down my cheek. I

thought I had put that all behind me. The dreams had stopped and I was actually sleeping again. I shudder as I remember the dream.

It's always the same I start off right outside the house with Lettie. I'm talking to her when she bolts suddenly to the house. I try to grab

her but she's to quick. I begin to run after her but no matter how hard I try to catch up I can't make my legs move fast enough then the

building explodes just before I get inside. I hear her screams as the building becomes engulfed in flames. Then I find myself in the

room with Thomas Warner and I relieve the rape. All the torment he put me through and the feeling of complete helplessness and

terror I felt. I try to get away but my legs will not listen to my brain, which is telling me to run. After that I find myself in the hospital

and all I can see it blood everywhere. I look down and at my feet is Bosco motionless, lifeless and no matter how badly I want to

scream or help him I can't. Not a sound comes out of my mouth and I can't seem to make my body work either. It's like my body has

taken a mind of it's own and is no longer listening. Then finally a gunman comes out of nowhere a puts a gun to my head this is the

point in the dream where I usually wake up screaming. But this time to dream continued suddenly I find myself in the alley. I'm

surrounded and I'm being beaten. I try to escape but I can't there are to many of them and the surround each take and me turn taking

a swing at me. I feel fresh tears coming down my face as I think about the dream. I know the dreams doesn't make much sense and in

many of the cases what I dream isn't the way these events happened in real life but hey it's a dream they usually don't make much

sense.

I don't know why but suddenly I have this urge to see Bosco. The dreams just seemed so real a part of me wants to go make sure

he's ok even thought my brain is telling me that it was just a dream and he's fine I can't shake the image I have of him laying lifeless on

the floor. I slowly make my way to his room. I walk in and try my best not to wake him. I sit on the edge of his bed and put my head

against his chest to make sure his heart is still beating. Suddenly I feel a pair of hands slowly take me pull my completely on the bed. I

look up to see a pair of brown eyes starring back at me. He says nothing but instead pulls me closer to him and pulls the blankets

over top of me. He wipes away my tears with his thumb and just holds me in his arms never saying a word. Words aren't needed as I

law my head on his chest and feel his embrace around me. It's feels nice to fell someone next to me and for me to know I'm not alone.

He then kisses my cheek and we both begin drift off to sleep. Just as I'm falling asleep I hear him whisper, "I'm glad you here with me

tonight! We both need each other," as he pulls me closer and we both drift into a dreamless sleep.