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Chapters 3—What on Earth are you doing here?
After we left Wasaga Beach. I'm going to feel sad for the rest of the school year. I know he hasn't seen his parents
since he moved back to Degrassi. Well while he was gone, I kinda start to have a crush on Jay. I know I shouldn't
have but hey Sean and I have broken up. I dated Jay for awhile, and finally he got me to have oral sex. My mom
was happy that I was dating again, but for my step-dad he was not pleased. I told him he won't do anything wrong
with me. I decided to leave tonight after everyone went to bed to go visit Sean. I broke it off between me and Jay.
I hope everything is fine with Sean and I haven't seen him in awhile. I already packed my things Manny asked why
were they packed and I told her I'm going to be visiting my aunt in a town that's close by Sean's. I waited until it
was midnight and I took off. I grabbed my stuff to go on my trip. I had this book of pictures of me and Sean. I got
onto the bus and was heading where I wanted to be was with him. Hopefully he doesn't have a girlfriend now. If
he does I will be disappointed. I'm hoping he was not asleep yet. While on the bus ride I was looking at the
pictures and I really do miss Sean. No one knows how I feel I have to go because what will happen if I don't. He
will probably think I'm a loser anyways because how I had oral sex with Jay. But look at those pics of us we had
so much fun together going on dates, spending time with each other at his or my house, playing games and other
things between us. So, I put my binder away because the bus came to a stop and told us where we were. I wish
Jay didn't ruin my and Sean's relationship, but of course he did he wanted Sean and he got him. I remember
following him one day after school I wish he could of just kissed me right there and we made up. I remember the
day we broke up it was when I asked him to help me clean the Ravine ooh what fun now. He goes and helps me
out and not spends time with Jay and his loser friends. We started to kiss a little bit but I told him we had garbage
to pick up but told me it could wait. So, I smiled back at him and we started to make out on the ground. Then
Kendra had to show up didn't she. I was so mad. We had a great time making out but I told him anyone can walk
by. So, I got up and left. I know I shouldn't of but hey that was me. Now I wouldn't mind doing that in the woods
with him again. I stopped of course daydreaming of him and me. I just have to wait until to see what happens. I got
up and got off the bus and while I was walking. I thought do I think Sean will remember me. Yeah of course he
will remember you. I got to the place where he is staying with his parents and saw a light on and I'm hoping it was
him. I go over to the window and started tapping on it. I hope it's not his parents at all. I waited for a least a
minute and I saw the blinds come up and the window opened up. I haven't seen that face since I left to go back to
Degrassi and he was crying. He's said to me "what on earth are you doing here?" I reply by saying "I miss you
and can I come in." He got my bag and put it gently on the floor. I turned around so it was easier for me to get in.
Then I felt two strong arms to help me get in. He was holding me for a sec I think or it could have been longer. We
both stare at each other in our eyes. I finally came in to his room.