I have to Keep telling myself that i'm blessed just to have Jude in my life after what I did to her that night of our date.

flashback

I had answerd her phone calls a week later and begged for her to forgive the way I acted then told what had happened to make me do that. (My sister had been put into rehab for the third time and I was the only one who could look after her five year old daughter Ella while she was there.)

After that we keep in contact anyway possible while I was in Montana. When I found out about her and the photos I blamed myself wanting to go there stairt away a kill this shithead, but she calmed me down and told me Darius had sorted it out. Other then phone calls we E-mailed eachother and sent leter and cd's of lates songs (yes I was recording in my mom's old studio she was a singer before me and Sara. I think thats why dad and her didn't like it when I went in Boyzattack.)

After Five months of this Sara had come home and I was on the frist flight home. I didn't tell Jude and asked Kwest to help me with what I wanted to do for Jude. I recorded a song just for her and got everything ready then gave it to Kwest to give to Jude while I hide while she listened waiting.

what happened

Kwest and Jude were in one of the studios when pulled the cd case out of his pocket "hey Jude this is from T for you to listen to. Don't asked why it was given to me."

She put in the cd and listened to his vocie come out the speakers:

Another day

Without your smile

Another day just passes by

But now I know

How much it means

For you to stay

Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love tonight remains so strong

It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but

Baby I believe

Something's burning strong between us

Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you.

By the end of the song Jude was sitting there crying when Tommy came in and got down on one knee holding out a red box with a 9' carrot dimond ring. "What do you say girl? I've know you for nearly three years now and Loved you that long and your 18 now,' -they both smirked at that- 'Judith Sisle Harrison I love you with all my heart will you marry my and grow old with me?"

Jude was speachless at what had just happened but knew her ansawer and nodded her head while jumped in his arms "YES YES yes I will marry you. was there ever a thought I'd say no to you?" "A little, i've just messed you around so much." "I never hated you for any of that."

As Tommy slipped the ring on her finger everyone from G-major clapped and cheered. "Did you all now he was going to do this evern you Sadie?" "whats that 'sposed to mean little sis?" "You can't keep a secret to save your life" Kwest said something then "I only told her this morning." At that she laught.

End of what Happend

End flashback

Yeah she could of hated me meaning of times since we met the way I treated her but she stayed with me. Making me a different person today because of it.

Song by Westlife