"Ms Kathryn, Ms Kathryn…" Mai-Lee tried awakening Kathryn.

Kathryn put her small hand to her head and growled in pain, her head hurt, her body, everything fucking hurt. She opened her eyes and found the Vietnamese maid standing over her.

"Get out!" She screamed at the maid, all too frightened she hurried out of Kathryn's room.

Kathryn slowly got up, clutching the bath tub to help her gain balance. She felt weak and hurt. She turned to the bathroom mirror. Her face had black streaks down it and her eyes were still a puffy red from last nights crying.

Kathryn looked down at her naked slender body. "Fat" She said to herself placing a hand over her small thigh.

She got into the shower and turned on the water. The hot water ran down her back and made her head feel a little better. Her stomach ached and she was in constant pain.

She wrapped a towel around her after turning off the shower and going into her room to get her school clothes. She picked up her Manchester uniform, the short plaid skirt was not exactly what she had in mind to wear today.

As she put it on she studied herself in the mirror all she could think about was how fat her thighs were. Would Sebastian like me better if I was skinnier? She thought to herself frowning at the pretty girl in the mirror.

Sebastian was already awake early that morning; he hadn't slept much as usual. He got into the shower and washed himself before getting into his Manchester uniform. He hated the uniform.

He fixed his hair and put his glasses on. He was perfect. He knew he was good looking and knew that he could get most any girl he desired by just smiling at them.

He stepped outside his room and down to the dining area where Edward and Tiffany were already seated, eating their breakfast. Sebastian sat in his usual place, opposite Kathryn, who wasn't at the table yet.

He took a bite of the toast that was in front of him and gulped a bit of his orange juice. "First day back today Sebastian"

He nodded at his father.

"Excited?" Tiffany asked.

"Oh yes, I'm excited about listening to another speech and another teacher and more tests!" He faked the enthusiasm

Tiffany scowled at her step-son. In her eyes he wasn't being a perfect son and she just wanted him to be more like Kathryn, just do what he was told and not ruin the family name.

"Eat up Sebastian, don't want you going hungry" Tiffany told me giving him that look that she gave him when she looked like she wanted to jump him.

"Yes mother" He snarled.

Just as he was about to take another bite Kathryn sat on the seat across the table from him, her hair was swept up into a neat pony tail and she looked as gorgeous as ever.

"Good morning dear" Edward greeted her.

"Good morning father"

Kathryn looked to the less then appetizing meal before her; usually she would eat a little bit then say she had to get to school early. This morning though she didn't want to eat not after what he had said to her last night.

"I'm sorry mother but I have to get to school early I have some things to take care of, may I be excused?"

Her mother dismissed her and Kathryn got up from the seat, she hadn't once looked at Sebastian.

"I'll come Kathryn; I could get some studying in before school starts"

Kathryn still didn't look at him, she avoided him completely. It was like he hadn't even spoken. He picked up his bag and headed for the car following behind Kathryn.

They both got into the car, once it had left and they were out of the eyes of other Sebastian looked at her.

"What's up your ass this morning princess?"

She didn't reply and kept her gaze out the window, she fully intended on ignoring him, since every time she looked at him she thought of those words and how fat she must be.

"Hello? Earth to Kathryn!"

He grabbed her arm and pulled her roughly towards him.

"Let me go"

"Not until you speak to me"

"Hi, now let me go"

All as they were bickering she kept her eyes outside the window.

"Kathryn look at me!"

"No"

"Why?"

"I don't know, you might think I'm fat and call Elise to make out with her"

"What?"

"You heard me"

The limo pulled up at the school and before he could stop her she had gotten out the car and was on her way to her locker.

When Sebastian started to make his way towards her he was greeted by Elise.

"Oh my god Sebastian! I can't find this locker"

She pointed it out on the paper and Sebastian glanced over at it.

"There"

He pointed to the building next to the library. He kept his eyes on Kathryn who was now talking politely with another student.

"Sebastian is there something wrong?"

"No"

Sebastian kept walking and met up with Kathryn. He grabbed her arm and forced her into a secluded area where they could be alone to talk.

"Talk to me Kathryn!"

"Fuck off Valmont!"

She pushed him back and he fell into the prickle bush behind him.

"Bitch"

This time she didn't have a snide remark, she fidgeted nervously as he stared at her slender body. He got up and took her arm gently.

"What's wrong? You don't seem yourself today"

Shit, what do I say? She wondered to herself. Before he had time to shake an answer from her the bell had rung and Kathryn and every other student had to head to the hall where they would be holding an assembly to welcome back everyone after summer vacation.

Kathryn stood up on stage in front of the whole of Manchester behind the podium. As all eyes locked on her she pulled at her skirt. People were looking at her and she wasn't sure if that's how they were supposed to or if it was because she was fat.

Sebastian looked at her with a furrowed brow. She was acting weird; usually she'd get up on stage prance, spin some lies and bullshit remarks and then prance off working the stage as she did. Today her hand was playing with her skirt, pulling it down and looking around nervously.

"Welcome everyone back to…uh…to this new semester. I'm sure…um…sure that everyone will make an effort to do their…their absolute best this semester. I'd like to welcome those few students…students that are…n…new to…to the school" Kathryn took a long pause before continuing. "I hope y…you fit in well and make this a g…good year…t…t…thank you" She stepped down from the podium and ran out the hall doors.

Sebastian's eyes followed her; he couldn't get up and go after her he would most likely get in a lot of trouble for it.

At lunch Sebastian went to the janitor's closet on the East Side of the school where he usually found Kathryn playing with someone. Today she was not there.

He wandered the halls of the wing of that building until he came to a class room filled with whispers. He looked into the glass window and found Kathryn with one of the jocks; Riley McIntosh.

"Come on baby"

Riley's hand moved slowly up Kathryn's skirt. She looked shaken. She didn't look in control and from what Sebastian could tell she didn't look like she wanted to do it.

"Don't Riley Please?"

Riley kept his hand there for a few moments before moving it up slowly.

"Kathryn you promised me you'd fuck me, I know your horny, your wet" He said feeling her panties.

"We can fuck I just, I just don't want to take off my clothes"

"Then let me lift up your skirt so I can see those stunning thighs you possess"

Kathryn started to freak, her face went pale and she remembered Sebastian's words. They replayed again in her head.

"No"

He protested and pushed Kathryn down.

"Get off me"

"Just let me fuck you"

"I said you could just I don't want to…I don't want to take off my clothes"

"Kathryn you have a beautiful body why are you worrying"

"Because…I…it's…just…get off me!"

He pushed into her, her panties were still on and he had lifted up her skirt and taken off her sweater. His hand un-buttoned her blouse as he caressed her breasts.

"Riley get off me!"

Riley covered her mouth so she couldn't be heard. He screams were muffled from his hands and she started to feel sick. It was wearing her out. She had thrown up whatever she had eaten yesterday and she hadn't eaten today.

Her green eyes were now blurry, he was hurting her. He pushed into her roughly as she screamed into his hand; she was starting to cry as he fawned over her body.

Sebastian stood there in amazement who would do this to her. He rushed to the door and opened it quickly.

"GET THE FUCK OUT RILEY BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS!"

As quick as he got there he was gone. Kathryn was shaken and was sobbing miserably. She had emotions, Sebastian had heard her cry last night but he hadn't seen it and now he was. He felt horrible for her.

She couldn't move. She was traumatized and hurt. He had done it without having permission and had still continued once she was screaming and crying.

Sebastian went over and buttoned up her blouse and put her sweater back on her. He pulled up her panties and she sobbed into his shoulder. He held her.

When he let her go, she was pale white, she had stopped crying but she looked out of it.

"Sebastian"

Kathryn's head was spinning and her eyes glazed over. What was happening? It wasn't the drugs; she hadn't taken any this morning. She felt weak as she collapsed to the floor before Sebastian could grasp her.

"Kathryn?"

He pushed her gently. He started to get sick with worry. He picked up her small frail body and proceeded to the nurse's office. He kicked the door open to find Jimmy sweet talking the nurse. The nurse wasn't that ugly but she wasn't the most attractive of them all.

He placed Kathryn on the bed and explained small details. Sebastian had told the nurse he heard Kathryn crying and went into the room to see her when she collapsed. Partly true.

Sebastian was ushered out as the nurse regained Kathryn's consciousness.

"Ms Merteuil-Valmont, Kathryn had suffered a fall and she's probably not up to being yelled at right now"

"Don't you tell me how to talk to my own daughter you incompetent thing"

Sebastian over heard the voices of Tiffany yelling at the nurse. He was waiting outside the nurse's office with his father. Tiffany and Edward had been called to the school about Kathryn, Sebastian was pulled from class and told wait outside the nurse's office until his parents came.

"What happened Kathryn? Could contain your drugs?" Her mother snarled at her.

Kathryn was still lying on the bed; a bandage was placed on her forehead where she had bumped her head.

"Mother I just collapsed"

"Don't talk back at me young lady!"

"Sorry mother"

A few moments later Tiffany had Kathryn by the arm and led her out of the office where Sebastian and Edward were waiting. When in the eyes of the public she smiled kindly and let go of her hold on Kathryn.

When they all got home it was late, they had sat down for dinner but Kathryn hadn't eaten. Actually Sebastian hadn't recalled her eating at in today and in fact she had purged the day before, so she must be hungry.

Sebastian knocked on his step-sister's door. She didn't tell him to come in, but being Sebastian he walked in anyway. He looked around not seeing Kathryn; it was dark in her room. He finally made out a small figure standing at her mirror eying herself as if she was the ugliest girl in the world.

She hadn't heard Sebastian knock or that he had come in. She kept her gaze fixed on her body until a hand touched her shoulder. She jumped in fright and turned around.

"Shit Sebastian you scared me"

"Sorry"

He looked at Kathryn who was fidgeting nervously under his gaze. Usually she stood tall and proud and didn't move once. Her once confident eyes looked tired and sad.

"What were you doing?" he asked.

"Nothing" Lie.

"Kathryn tell me"

"Nothing, just leave Sebastian"

Kathryn turned from him with one swift movement and her head began to spin again. She put her hand to her head and Sebastian noticed. He grabbed her arm and gestured for her to take a seat to re gain her strength.

"Kathryn don't lie to me, something is going on"

"Nothing is going on Sebastian I would just very much appreciate if you would leave"

"And if I don't"

"I'll scream for my mother"

"I'm afraid she won't hear you, her and my father are on their way to Barcelona"

"Figures, I faint and she leaves"

Sebastian touched her cheek gently and pulled a seat in front of her. He lifted her chin up with his hand gently and looked into her tired, sad green eyes.

"Now tell me, what's wrong? You haven't eaten all day"

"Stalking are we?"

"Just keeping an eye on you"

"Look Valmont why don't you just go play happy families with Elise and leave me the fuck alone"

Kathryn went to stand back up but the sudden rush of getting up made her feel dizzy and light headed and she immediately felt weak and her legs collapsed, making her fall back into the seat.

"Why do you insist I have something going on with Elise?"

"You're with her all the time, you tell me she looks better than I in a bathing suit and you defend her to me"

"I'm being a good friend, and I didn't mean to say it"

"Bullshit Valmont, I don't want to hear your excuses anymore, just leave"

"I'm not going to leave you here Kathryn, you need to eat"

"No I don't"

Sebastian put an apple in front of her and smiled suggestively. He wanted her to eat it, but she wouldn't.

Kathryn stood up, feeling strong this time; she made it to the door and opened it before falling to the ground weakly. Sebastian walked over to her and sat beside her. Her hands were covering her face and she was as pale as ever.

"Please eat Kat"

"I didn't no begging was your style Sebastian"

"Leave"

He picked her up in his arms and cradled her. She punched his chest as hard as she could in her weak state. It only happened a few times because she became too weak to do any more.

He placed her on the sheets of her bed and kissed her forehead.

"Kathryn I don't like seeing you like this"

She turned her head. "You're the one who made me like this" She muttered.

"What?"

"Nothing"

"I'm the one who made you like this?"

"No"

"That's what you said!"

His voice was raised as he gripped Kathryn's frail wrist aggressively. He realized he was hurting her when she winced in pain.

"I'm sorry"

"Just leave Sebastian!"

"How did I make you like this?"

The words were like vomit coming out of his mouth. He couldn't stop them. He looked at Kathryn for an answer and found it when she turned away. The other night when they had fought, she had slapped him and he had told her that Elise looked hotter in a bathing suit then she did. Mind you this was all very un-true.

"I'm sorry Kathryn, I didn't mean for…you know your not"

"No Sebastian I am"

Kathryn threw the covers off her and pulled up her school skirt, she pointed down to her thighs which were so far from fat it scared Sebastian that she could think they were fat.

Sebastian leant his head down and kissed her inner thigh.

"Your not fat Kathryn…you're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen"

He kept kissing up her inner thigh until he reached her panties; Kathryn grasped his soft curly blonde hair as he removed her underwear. She was wet and Sebastian was only to happy to lick it up for her.

"Sebastian" Kathryn moaned biting her bottom lip.

He pushed a finger inside of her, moving it slowly around. Then another and another. His three fingers pushed in and out of her slowly as she moaned his name a few time and played with his blonde curls.

Sebastian moved to her mouth and kissed her lips softly. Kathryn's hand wandered down to his bulging pants. She un-did the zip and pulled out his hardening dick. She stroked it a few times and Sebastian could have come right then, if it wasn't for what she said.

"Fuck me Sebastian"

"What?"

Sebastian sat up stunned at her words. He wanted him to finally fuck her? Enjoy this moment Sebastian Valmont because it's never going to happen again he told himself.

"You heard me Sebastian"

Sebastian took his pants completely off, followed by his shirt and then hers and her skirt and her bra. He wasn't sure if he wanted to, not in her state he didn't want to hurt her.

"Are you sure? I mean you're not well, I don't want to hurt you"

"I'm sure, just go slow"

Sebastian kissed her cheek as he positioned himself above her, he looked into her eyes, no more were they tired and sad. They were filled with excitement and lust.

"I'm sorry Kathryn"

Sebastian whispered to her as he pushed into her slowly and carefully, Kathryn's body adjusting to his size. She moved around a little to be more comfortable.

"Kiss me Sebastian"

Sebastian hovered his lips above her and then finally kissed her small lips, still pushing in and out slowly and carefully. It wasn't just sex, it wasn't a good fuck and it wasn't just lust. He was making love to her and they both knew it.

"Sebastian I…" Sebastian had a feeling he knew what she was going to say.

"I know Kathryn"

"I love you" She whispered in her weakened state she had become quite exhausted and he wanted to send her over the edge so she could rest. He rubbed at her whilst still being inside and that was it. Kathryn dug her nails into him as she climaxed.

Feeling the tightness around his dick Sebastian came inside her just after she did. He moaned her name twice and kissed at her neck as he fell beside her. She was exhausted and Sebastian hated seeing her like this.

"I love you Kathryn" His head rested on her shoulder as her back was to him, they fit together so well it was unbelievable.

She closed her eyes, exhausted from the love they just made and nestled into Sebastian more. The warmth of his body made it so comforting that she could stay there forever if it wasn't for school and her reputation.

Sebastian never cuddled with people he had sex with; then again with Kathryn it wasn't just sex. It was of course sex with a damn attractive girl but the passion and lust between them had caused love. This soft gentle love making made Kathryn both disgusted and happy with herself for letting it happen.

"Kathryn?"

"Hmm"

"Don't be a bitch tomorrow"

Kathryn smirked; suddenly she had a passion in her so fiery she wanted to jump him. But at the same time she wanted to lay there entangled in his arms forever, away from the prying eyes of everyone.

"Please?" Sebastian wanted an answer.

"I'll try, now let me sleep, I'm tired"

He smiled at her. The smile that he always used when he admired her without her knowing. He finally had the one thing he had wanted for so long. But things being as they usually were he knew that soon enough everything would turn bad and him and Kathryn would go back to bickering. For now he would just cuddle her.

A/N: It sounds like I just ended the story! Oh but wait there's more, I haven't just merely a start for what's to begin in the upcoming chapters. I really liked how Kathryn and Sebastian didn't just have sex for the first time it was more and they both knew it.

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