"Sebastian?"
Blaine knocked on his friend's bedroom door. It had been two weeks since Kathryn had been taken away and Sebastian had barely come out of his room. The only times he came out were to eat and that was hardly ever. Sebastian had lost weight from not sleeping and not eating.
The room was dark, curtains closed and light off. Sebastian sat tiredly at his desk phone by his hand and papers in front of him. Tiffany hadn't told anyone where Kathryn was sent so he couldn't visit her or call her.
"Jesus Valmont how the fuck can you see in here?"
Blaine's remark was met with silence as Sebastian kept searching through papers. Every few minutes he would look at his cell phone hoping for a call from Kathryn.
"You look terrible Sebastian"
Sebastian then looked up; it was not often Sebastian was told that he looked horrible; the usually handsome blonde was paler then usual. His usually masculine face was bony and thin. He looked frail, bags under his eyes and an astray full of cigarette butts.
"Why don't we go out tonight Sebastian?"
"No"
"Why not?"
"I have things to do"
"Like what?"
"Things"
"Like looking for Kathryn? Forget it Valmont she's gone, she's not coming back until her mother thinks she's cured. There is no point in looking for her because Tiffany probably stuffed her in a rehab you'll never think of her ever had heard off"
"Fuck you Blaine! You are the one person I thought would support me about this!"
The handsome Sebastian got up from his seat and threw down the cigarette he had in his hand. No one understood why he was doing this. Everyone thought he was obsessed, he wasn't, he may have been a long time ago but Kathryn was much more then an obsession now.
Kathryn was the love of his life; he cared for her and would not stop looking until she was found and back safe in his arms. Until then he would not sleep, not eat or shower for that matter if that's what it took.
"I'd support you if it was something that was logical Sebastian! You are over obsessing about a girl who would kill you if she had the chance!"
"No she wouldn't! She'd never do something to me! Not now!"
"What do you mean not now?"
"Nothing"
"Sebastian what are you on about?"
"Leave Blaine"
"Fuck you Sebastian"
Blaine picked up a piece of paper Sebastian had been reading and screwed it up, chucking it towards his love. Sebastian unscrewed the paper and read it. Numbers of rehabs in Italy.
After Blaine had left Sadie came in. She sat in a chair beside Sebastian and grabbed his hand. She knew he was in pain and knew it would take time; she understood him and was not going to tell him to stop this.
"Need some help?" She offered.
Sebastian didn't say anything but smiled and handed her papers with numbers on them. She picked up her cell phone and dialled the first one. Kathryn wasn't there either, but she continued to dial other numbers for Sebastian.
Kathryn sat in her rehab room writing in the journal her therapist had given her. It was funny really, it was Sebastian who first had therapy and wrote everything in the journal and now Kathryn was doing the same to fill in her days and keep herself sane.
I miss him some days. He smelt so good and made me feel safe and secure. He was the only guy I truly loved and cared about. Then he went and wrote that, I don't know what to think. I know it was written a long time ago and I know he may not mean it now but it still hurts like hell.
Actually you know if he really fucking loved me like he said he did then he would be here right now, or maybe I wouldn't even be here. He would have found me and taken me home or away with him.
No Kathryn stop it, stop talking and writing about, Sebastian may have meant something those few hours you were together, but he means nothing now. He would never wait for you, the Sebastian everyone knows wouldn't wait, he would have probably fucked half a dozen girls by now and completely forgotten about me.
She shut her journal and wondered about him. He was pretty much all she could think about. He was her first thoughts and her last thoughts every day. She couldn't get him out of her head and she was pretty sure it was unhealthy.
Kathryn didn't really have anyone at Darlingham rehab, she didn't socialise like all the others and much rathered being alone in her room writing in her journal or just sitting alone.
A few guys had asked to screw her already, good looking yes and probably nice sizes but Kathryn wasn't interested. She was being completely faithful to Sebastian even though he was probably right now screwing a girl whilst she was in Australia.
Asshole, she knew she should have never trusted him. He had claimed to love her but then this happened. She didn't know whether to believe that he didn't do this or if he really did.
It was very early morning at the Valmont house, 3.00am. Sadie was asleep in Sebastian's bed and he sat at his desk still dialling numbers. He looked to Sadie who was cuddled up in a ball under his covers. She was even beautiful when she slept.
Sebastian looked at his calendar hanging on his wall by his desk. It was Kathryn's birthday today. He missed her; every time her birthday would come around he would go into her room at 6.00am and wake her. He always gave her the birthday gift he had bought first and then kissed her cheek.
He dialled another number, Darlingham Rehabilitation Centre, Australia. He waited whilst his call was being connected.
"Good evening, Darlingham Rehabilitation Centre, Mary speaking"
"Hello Mary, my name is Sebastian Valmont. I'm looking for a patient by the name of Kathryn Merteuil. Do you have a patient by that name?"
"I'm sorry sir but we can't give out that sort of information"
Sebastian thought for a few moments. What could he tell her that would make her give him any information? He wasn't going to give up on her.
"Are you still there sir?"
"Yeah, um look Mary, Kathryn is my step-sister and I dearly need to know if she is there. Can you please just tell me?"
"Okay Mr Valmont, let me check it. Can you hold please?"
"Sure"
Sebastian was put on hold. He lit up a cigarette and sighed, he didn't know why he was going to bother. She was not going to be there and he was probably just wasting his time with the lady on the other end of the phone.
"Still there Mr Valmont?"
"Yes I am"
She paused for a long time and Sebastian was waiting impatiently.
"We do have a patient by the name of Kathryn Merteuil sir"
His eyes widened and for the first time in a few weeks a large smile crossed his face. He yelled out in excitement which woke Sadie. She blinked for a few seconds and looked to Sebastian who was smiling. Sadie smiled back knowing what he had just done. He nodded and put out his cigarette.
"Um, Oh my god…uh is it possible to speak to her?"
"Sorry sir but it's late here and she's in her room"
"Please Mary, please I won't be long"
"I'll see if she's taking calls, please hold"
"Okay thanks"
He put his hand over the phone. "She's there Sadie, I found her"
"That's so good Sebastian, are you going to go there and see her?"
"Not only am I going to see her, I'm going to bring her home"
Mary came back on the phone. "She'll take the call, I'll put her through"
"Oh thank you so much"
He waited whilst his call was being put through to Kathryn's room. He was excited and nervous. Not very often was Sebastian nervous.
"Hello?"
"Kathryn it's me"
Kathryn's heart jumped, she knew who it was when she heard his voice. She wanted so much to be happy for his call but she wanted to hate him for her being there. If it was not for him she would not be here.
"Sebastian…what…how did…why are you calling me?"
"I thought you'd be happy to hear from me?"
"I would be if you weren't the reason I was here in the first place you asshole!"
"Wait you think I'm to blame for this?"
"Of course! That was your journal that people read and it was your words that my mother believed!"
"I didn't want anyone to read that and I would never hurt you, not now"
"I bet you have someone in your bed right now"
"No…I mean I do but…"
"Don't but me Sebastian, I knew you wouldn't wait!"
"It's not like that! Sadie fell asleep in here"
Her eyes became blurry from the tears that were quickly forming in her green eyes. She couldn't believe that he had let another girl sleep in his bed, Kathryn was hurt, she had given her whole heart to Sebastian and it had just been thrown back in her face.
"Fuck you Sebastian; fuck you and your fucking family. Fuck Sadie and fuck your bullshit lies"
"Kathryn I love you"
"I thought I loved you and I thought you loved me too"
"I do Kat, I do"
"Don't lie Sebastian, I can read through your lies"
"Happy Birthday Katie"
"Excuse me?"
"Your birthday, it's today. I know it's late and it's almost over, over there but it's still happening here. I remembered and I always will"
Kathryn was speechless, she smiled. He was the only one that had remembered or bothered to call. Her mother hadn't even come to say happy birthday, not a letter, call or gift for Kathryn on her 17th birthday.
"Thank you"
"I'm going to come and get you Kathryn; we're going to go away just you and me"
"Sebastian I have to go"
"I'll come Kathryn"
"Bye"
"I love y-"
He was cut off as Kathryn hung up the phone. Sebastian smiled to himself, at least he knew she was alive and well, he would get her and take her away.
"Kathryn Merteuil what are you doing out of your room at this hour?"
"I was taking a phone call"
"Nurses don't allow that at this time"
"Mary did, my s…boyfriend called"
The doctor who had found Kathryn came up to and grabbed her by the arm roughly. It was a rule at Sunny Oak that no patient was to be out of their room after 9.00pm, nor were phone calls allowed after 8.30pm. Kathryn was breaking both and that was a very big no, no here.
"You'll have to be punished for this Kathryn"
"What? I was only out for 5 minutes!"
"Breaking rules are breaking rules, you are not an exception"
He led Kathryn into his office and sat her down at a chair in front of his desk. His office was boring, a few family photos, certificates and lots of files and papers. He sat down behind his desk and looked at Kathryn.
"Now, shall we call your mother?"
"Like she'll care"
"She may not care, but you may be here for longer if you are behaving badly"
One thing Kathryn didn't want was to be here longer. She bit her lip and thought. What could she do to persuade the doctor not to call her mum; if he called her Kathryn could very well be here the rest of her life. That was something she definitely didn't want.
"No, please don't I don't want to be here longer"
"Then what shall we do about this?"
Kathryn put hair behind her ears and pondered. Right one thing she had and could manipulate people with was her looks and sexual charm.
"I'll let you fuck me if you don't do anything about this"
"Okay"
He agreed to it, like most people would. The old doctor probably wasn't getting any at home and Kathryn would be the most attractive girl he had ever had, not to mention the best.
The doctor undressed himself and got on top of a naked Kathryn. He pushed himself inside Kathryn, the heavy weight from his overweight body crushing her slightly. Again this was Sebastian's fault, if not for his phone call she wouldn't be in this position right now.
"Oh baby" He called in her ear.
He pinned her down by her wrists, holding her down tighter then he should have, and Kathryn winced as he kept fucking her.
"I'm going to come"
"Well done" Kathryn muttered, rolling her eyes.
The older man, was done, got off of Kathryn and straightened himself. He ordered Kathryn back to her room after she was dressed. Winking at her as she left the room and licking his lips in delight. Kathryn was disgusted in herself and what she had just done.
"Sebastian! Sebastian!" Sadie called, running up to him in the airport. "Stop running so fast"
"Our flight leaves in a few minutes"
The pair got on board and sat in their seats in first class. Sebastian and Sadie were on their way to London to see Kathryn, not yet had they formed a plan to free her but they were working on it. He had asked Sadie to come so Sebastian and Sadie could explain what they had planned.
"I've never been in first class before"
"Well here you are"
He pinched Sadie's slightly red cheeks and smiled at her. If not for the many thoughts of Kathryn running through his head he may have had a conversation with her.
Sebastian pulled out a velvet box from his pocket. He had bought it for Kathryn before she went to rehab for her birthday, this was his first chance in giving it to her so he brought it along. He opened the box and admired the shiny white gold engraved bracelet.
"My love" Sadie spoke.
He whipped his head around to Sadie.
"Is that for Kathryn?"
"Yes"
"For her birthday"
"Yeah"
"It's gorgeous"
"Thanks"
He closed the box and placed it back in his pocket. He focused his view outside the window. They would arrive in London soon, then he would drive 2 hours to the rehab centre and see Kathryn, it should be about visiting hours when they get there.
When the plane arrived sometime later Sebastian hurried off, Sadie followed closely behind him. Their bags were checked and they raced out of the airport into a hired car. They drove off to the outskirts of London for the rehab centre.
"Kathryn you have a visitor" A nurse told Kathryn.
Kathryn was seated in the living area off the wing; most of the teenagers there were busy with their visitors as it was visiting hours. Kathryn was alarmed when she was told she had a visitor, the only person she could think of seeing her would be her mother. Who had probably only come to scold her about her social life.
She sat at a table picking at her un-manicured fingernails. It was the first time in a long time that Kathryn's nails looked un-neat and not clean. She couldn't really care; her mother would come soon and yell at her about everything that could possibly be Kathryn's fault.
Before too long someone kissed her on the shoulder and ran their warm hands across her back. Of course this couldn't be her mother. Kathryn jumped up and turned around, finding a handsome Sebastian standing before her with a wide smile, Sadie standing beside him.
"SEBASTIAN!"
Kathryn leaped into his arms and embraced him, it was so good to see someone who didn't disgust her or scare her. He was just right, he still smelt good and he still looked perfect. She closed her eyes, wishing that they were anywhere but here.
"Kathryn, I missed you"
It was then Kathryn realised she had probably come off as pathetic and clingy when she had jumped into him. Her immediate reaction to her thoughts was to stand back, so she did. She took a seat at the table and waited for Sebastian and Sadie to be seated.
"Kathryn this is Sadie, I asked her to come"
"Hey, I've heard a lot about you" Sadie said, smiling.
"Hi"
"I promise you Kat, Sadie and I are working on a plan to get you out of here as soon as possible"
Sebastian grabbed her hand and looked into her emerald green eyes. He then noticed the slight red bruising around both of her wrists from the night before. He did not no what it was from and freaked.
"What the fuck happened?"
He touched it lightly; bring her wrists to his lips and kissing them lightly with his pink pouty lips. Kathryn closed her eyes and imagined this in a better situation, she wanted to get lost in the moment and kiss him like crazy but she wasn't going to do that.
"Don't"
She pulled her wrists away and covered them with the jacket she was wearing, her un-brushed messy hair hung in front of her face, she looked pale but she had gained weight. The weight made her breasts larger; Sebastian liked this aspect of her.
"Kathryn what happened? Did someone hurt you?"
"Don't worry"
"No, what happened?"
"If you must know I had to fuck one of the old doctors in here so I wouldn't get in trouble for that phone call okay! He did this to me!"
"I'm so sorry Kathryn"
"Look Sebastian why don't you just go home with little miss goldilocks?"
"I came to free you Kathryn"
"Well don't okay? Just leave me alone, you've found someone better suited to you. Go screw her instead of me"
"Kathryn it's not like that"
Tears were forming in Kathryn's eyes; they became glassy and very hard to see out of.
"I don't love you Sebastian"
"Don't lie Kathryn"
"I'm not, it's the truth"
"No it's not"
Kathryn was pushing Sebastian away, she didn't want to hurt and cry over Sebastian. She didn't want to worry about what he was doing, whether he was being faithful or not. Kathryn didn't want to think about him everyday, wonder what he was doing.
"It's the fucking truth Sebastian! I don't love you and I never will! We won't be together; I'm never going to give you the time of the day with me okay! Just leave!"
Now it was Sebastian's turn to cry. Tears ran down his face, his expression was different from any Kathryn had seen. He looked so hurt that it was breaking Kathryn's heart. She could tell she had broken his heart.
"You're lying"
"I DON'T LOVE YOU!" She yelled, standing up from her seat and wiping tears from her damp cheeks. "Go Sebastian" She whispered.
Sebastian pulled the velvet case from his pocket and a letter then had been folded in his pocket. He slid it across the table and wiped tears from his eyes and face.
"Happy birthday"
He grabbed Sadie by the arm and picked her up, rushing her out of the rehab centre without an explanation. He fled to the car and ordered the pretty blonde to get in; she did so without asking questions.
Inside Kathryn had ran from the living area back to her room with the velvet case and the letter, she had stopped crying for now and crumbled to her bed when she got to her room. Her door closed behind her and she ripped open the letter, unfolding it into her hands and straightening it out. The letter had Sebastian's messy handwriting written down the page.
Kathryn,
I really don't know what to write, or what to say to you. Your mother ripped my heart from me when she tore you from my life and I was and still am a mess without you. Blaine even told me I looked horrible, unusual for the gay as he is completely in love with me. Don't laugh, because the fag doesn't stand a chance.
No one really understood why I was acting like I am, why I locked myself in my room for days when you left or why I was searching for you. No one but Sadie, Sadie helped me find you and even if you don't like her I owe her a lot, if not for her right now I would be still phoning numbers looking for you and not writing this pathetic letter.
You are the only person that can make me say sappy bullshit and I'm pretty sure I'm the only person who would ever say sappy shit about you. For you are Kathryn, the cold hearted bitch that warmed my heart to you. I bought down your icy walls and warmed your heart towards me.
I'm missing you everyday that you're not with me and I can't stop thinking about you. Every moment is hell without you, even though I'm sure if you were here it'd be hell anyway. I miss destroying others lives with you and watching them fall as their mothers scolded them. Now I know what it's like to crumble as do you.
I guess we've learned a lesson here, in the end we shouldn't fuck with others for karma is a bitch and will fuck with us eventually. Though Karma is a bitch, it is nothing compared to you, I'm quite sure you'd find a way to screw karma over. Nothing goes past you, karma is no exception.
I think you'd be enlightened to know I found the culprit to you destruction. Elise and James, Elise came up to me after you were taken away (and I was crying, yes crying on the ground) and she told me all about her plan to destroy you, what I didn't understand was why? I found out that it had to do with Blaine, she is in love with him and thought getting rid of me would solve the problem.
Why destroy you? Is probably what you're asking yourself, this one I didn't need any help answering, Elise was one of the few people who knew my true feelings for you. She knowing that meant that she knew I would self destruct without you. I would completely ignore the outside world and become a hermit crab in his shell.
When I rescue you Kathryn we will destroy her and James, I have no doubts that you are not already thinking that. I hate the bitch for sending you there and I wish I could have seen through her, I'm sorry for not believing you about anything you said about Elise.
I'm not sure when I'll have a plan together to free you, but I'll try and make it soon. As I do not know I wrote this letter to you so at least you'll have me in words with you for now. With my letter is your birthday present which I looked everywhere to find, just the perfect one for you. I hope you like it.
I love you Kathryn, I know you love me. I'm going to marry you Kathryn, ha ha, how does that sound sweetheart? Marriage, you and me. One day we will have children who will turn out just as cold hearted as us both. For now we have each other and I miss you everyday. Soon enough we will be together.
Sincerely Sebastian.
Kathryn finished the letter in tears and hate for herself for pushing him away, he would not love her anymore, not after what she had said. She opened the velvet case and saw the stunning white gold bracelet Sebastian had bought her. He knew that she had liked Elise's and had bought her one, a better and prettier looking one though.
The engravement read My Love, from then Kathryn truly couldn't stand herself for being who she was. She was going to get out of here and apologize to Sebastian for everything she said.
A/N: Yeah so I know it's been awhile since I updated Two Of A Kind but I've been sick and I wanted to get my new story A Kathryn Tale up. So far two chapters on that. But back to this, that letter that Sebastian wrote probably didn't sound much like him; it's a bit hard for me to think Sebastian's way. It's easy to portray Kathryn, as I just be a complete bitch, but Sebastian is both an asshole and sweet so you have to have a goo combination of both to get his character.
Anyway stay looking for the next chapter.
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