Disclaimer: Ha ha. Half the time I don't remember to write one. But, ya. I don't own Grey's Anatomy or any of the songs that I've used. Because, seriously, I am just NOT that cool.
To those of you that have reviewed, you guys are awesome. For those of you that haven't reviewed, you should. I like reviews. They're kind of addictive, like alcohol but without the morning after hang over.
You don't know what you do to me
You changed around the scenery
And now everything is new to me
But it looks just right, yeah it looks just right
Whoa, it's strange but it's beautiful
Yeah, and I know where I am
Okay, it feels like the twilight zone around here. I mean, seriously. George cheated on Callie with Izzie. Alex has been prancing a different girl through my house every night since he moved in. Christina and Burke… Are dysfunctional when they're at their best. And I've always been dark and twisty dysfunctional Meredith who might just like to have a wee bit too much fun with the opposite sex.
Oh, I never been here before
I've never been loved like this
Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me
I've never been moved this way
Nobody's ever made me say
I'm ninety-nine point nine percent sure I've never been here before
And right now, I'm the one with the semi-functional relationship? The only one in a good relationship? Derek and I have our problems, don't get me wrong. Everything hasn't been moonbeams and rainbows. He's been… hovering? Hovering is a good word for it. He's been hovering over me ever since the ferryboat accident.
I'm walkin' in a wonderland
Gone ever since it all began
And I don't even want to understand
'Cause it feels that good, yeah it feels that good
It's a state that ain't on a map
Yet I know where I'm at
But it's ok. I don't mind the hovering. As long as it doesn't interfere with work. I'm okay with it. Because I enjoy spending time with Derek. I admit it. I've been on cloud nine or whatever since we got back together. Completely over the moon for him, except for the lapse of dark and twistyness when my mom called me ordinary. But I'm getting through that. Derek is helping me get through that.
Oh, I've never been here before
I've never been loved like this
Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me
I've never been moved this way
Nobody's ever made me say
Ninety-nine point nine percent sure I've never been here before
Ninety-nine point,ninety-nine point
Na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na
Ninety-nine point,ninety-nine point
Na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na,na
I still can't believe we're back together. And that he's no longer married. It finally seems like things are starting to fall into place for me. At least on the relationship front. I've never been here before, completely uncharted territory for me. It's scary and nauseating and exhilarating all at once. But I feel bad. Should I feel bad for finally being happy? I mean, with dead mommy always in my mind and everything with Izzy and Callie and George. George deserves so much more than what he's been getting. I mean, it was his own fault about Callie. But who am I to judge? I willingly slept with a married man. I just thought George had better judgment than me. And Izzie. Izzie's a smart girl. Everything with Denny and Alex… They both deserve to be happy. And so does Callie. I mean, she might have gone all cage fighter on me once, but it was because she thought I'd told a secret. She still deserves to be happy.
It's a state that ain't on a map
Yet I know where I'm at
Oh,I never been here before
I've never been loved like this
Never been tumblin',stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me
I've never been moved this way
Nobody's ever made me say
I'm ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before
I set my magazine down on the night table and stretch my toes towards the bottom of the bed and look over at Derek. He's doing his best to try to fall asleep. To ignore the fact that he's in my bed. With me. But it's not really working. He looked like he was asleep when I got here. And really, I didn't want to disturb him. We're doctors. We don't get much time to sleep. It'd been a long day for both of us. I'm still in the process of winding down from such a hectic day. My brain won't quit buzzing with activity.
I've never been here before
I've never been loved like this
Never been tumblin, stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me
I've never been moved this way
Nobody's ever made me say
Ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before
"Hey. So you're done ignoring me?"
"Ignoring you? You were the one with his back to me when I got into bed."
"I didn't hear you. Ear plugs." Derek pulls out the earplugs in question.
"I'm glad you're in my bed."
"Me, too" Derek rolls onto his back and I climb under the covers and curl up next to him.
No, I've never been here before
I've never been here before (I've never moved this way)
I've never been here before
Ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before
It's good to be in a semi-functional relationship for once.