A/n: Okay, so I know the last chapter was short-But I didn't mean it to be. I just wanted to get a new chapter up sometime this month, xD, so I just picked one of the ideas I was stuck on and ran with it.
Heyimjennwhatsup-I know, I just wanted to make sure I let you-And everyone else who was wondering-whether or not I was giving up or not.
Lilerin91-I think that will happen a little later on in the story-Have you read the book Speak? Well I'm kind of basing this story of it so if you want a hint to the full story line of this story, just read the book. It's really good, it's one of my favorite books
Luvs-Mitchel-Musso-Lol, when I read your review I almost fell out of my chair laughing about the gum. Thanks! I hoped I'd be able to pull off a good suspense story! I won't, I promise, Jake and Lilly will not end up together in this story. I wouldn't even think of it, it's horrible to say-But in my story, he's a totally monster! I couldn't do that to my main character!
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Simplypink-Fells proud I can't believe I'm one of your favorite authors and the only one so far, that is soooooo sweet! And I know how it is to really like a story, but for some reason just not continue reading it-Like it lost its spark Goes to read some of the old stories I abandoned, but I'm glad that you're reading again! Thank you!
MizPink-Yes tsk tsk! It was short…Sorry…I think for this story at least it's cured, because I'm back on track unlike with some of my other stories. So I hope I can update a new chapter for this story at least every two days-So be on the look out for an update!
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Spencer-Sweetie-Lol, I try to base Lilly off of the emo side of me-So I was hoping it would be relatable or at least recognizable to my readers. Thankies!
Emilia Henderson-I WILL!!! This is my favorite story by far, I hate myself when I get stuck trying to write a new chapter for the story, but mostly because I'm just going along-Like I know the end, I just don't know how to get there :D. Thanks! I didn't mean to end it so early, but at least I ended it on a kinda scary/exciting part:). Lol, I actually got the idea from Speak because she's always referring to Andy as the "Beast", so I wanted to add a little flavor to it!
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Hiya-Lol, It's always nice to hear someone say something was great even though nothing actually happened :D.
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&&:: Chapter Nine ::&&
The school seems as though it's looming over me and I can't seem to breathe at a normal pace.
Oh god…Save me...I think I've entered hell…
I stuff my hands into my pockets of my jeans, and bit at my lower lip, drawing blood. But I'd rather try to keep my mind off the day ahead by the pain that is now overwhelming me because of a simple task such as biting my lip.
I begin towards the school, Oliver protectively following me, as I now walk into the crowd of teens that stands right outside of the actual school building.
A feeling of Déjà vu, and I look over my shoulder to make sure that Oliver is behind me than believing he is behind me and in reality is not.
I try to smile at him for he's giving me this crazy look like "Are you O.K.?" and then slow down just a little so that he can catch up with me because he was almost lost in the sea of freshmen trying to find their new classes at a new school.
He massages my left shoulder blade with one hand affectionately as he is now standing beside me on my right side, "I can't believe out of four classes with have three together, what are the odds!"
"I know!" I say, and subconsciously I think back to the days before I flinched at a touch, even one from a close friend who I've known forever, because he has snatched back his hand as quickly as he had placed it.
We walk to our first class, and I'm not surprised when I see Miley sitting on a desk, with her back facing us, in the middle of a small crowd.
And I'm not surprised to hear HIS voice laughing along with the rest of theirs, only I am suddenly angry.
I clench my fists inside my pocket, and I taste once more the metallic taste of my blood. Anger, it boils my blood and fills my head with thoughts of rage and hate.
HE has made my life a living hell. I'm in the biggest fight I've ever had with my parents, I was raped by him, I'm pregnant! HE is the antagonist. The cause of all my recent problems…
It is HE that I love. Or loved. I loved to love him, I loved the fact of him loving me back for that hour at the party, I loved that he wanted me. But now…Now I can feel bile at the back of my throat whenever I see him. Now I want to yell, to scream, to cry. Now I hate everything about him, and yet…I can't do anything.
I try-I do! I sit down beside Oliver as far away from the laughing couple as I can get, and I try to open my mouth to tell Oliver what I've been trying to tell him.
Venom at the tip of my tongue, I want to scream what he did to me to the world, and watch as an armed police officer hauls him off to prison.
"Lilly! Oliver!" Miley shouts from across the classroom as she suddenly realizes that we have been sitting in the room this entire time.
I force a smile for my best friend, but at the back of my mind I know that if Miley's heading over here, that means HE will too.
"Hey Miley. Jake" Oliver gives Miley a brilliant smile, but there's this icy tone to his voice when he says Jake's name.
"Hi" I offer Miley, as she gives me a short hug and I'm reminded of Scottie earlier-It's like she's eager to get to her other friends.
The bell rings overhead, and I silently thank the lord. Saved by the Bell.
As the class starts, I look over at Oliver. His face looking down at the paper in front of him while he scribbles down notes in the familiar pigeon scratch penmanship, batting his long bangs from his face every few minutes or so.
Why couldn't I have noticed how cute, how sweet, how adorable he is until now? Until after the worst summer in all of history?!
The ninety minute class passes by ever too slowly, and I rest my head on my arms to catch up with a little much needed repause (Manufactoring the Z's), well that is until I feel a hand rest upon mine.
I look out of the corner of my eye at whose hand it is, and I smile weakly at Oliver.
"Lilly, class is about to end" he whispers, and I lift my head. Obviously everyone else in the class got the memo as even the teacher was packing up his stuff.
I move my hand out from under Oliver's so that I can get my stuff together before bell rings, and in return get a blushing Ollie.
The red tinge to his cheeks just looks so cute on his tan face, that I can't help but let out a laugh. Which is strange, because even now in our lives that Oliver can make every situation better with the simplest things.
The students of the class stare at me, and even Miley gives me us a curious glance. And Oliver turns a darker shade of red at being one of the two that has captured everyone's attention.
And I can't help but giggle at the look, he's giving me like "This is all your fault." But he cracks a smile.
The bell rings, and our eyes met. Ze Spark!
I turn my head, so that I don't suddenly turn that same color, and now look into the cold eyes of HIM. HE smirks at me, and winks before HE turns and walks out of the class with HIS arm snaked around Miley's waist.
He just ruined, such a perfect moment! Another reason to add to the list of why I hate Jake Ryan…
A/n: I'll give you preview of the chapters to come if you can tell me what movie are these lines from: "Much needed repause" and "Manufactoring the Z's". Wink, Wink. Hint Hint. Bother Bother: "That is Sammy Davis Junior Junior. She is grandfather's seeing eye bitch" And I realize this one was kind of short too, but don't worry the next one will be longer! Pretty please R&R!!!
