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WARNING SOME RAPE AND INCESTUOUS ACTS IN THIS CHAPTER.
She stood in front of the burrow for a few hours. Her muscles ached but she couldn't get herself to move. She was a pawn, a slave, she couldn't help it though, its not my fault she thought. A group of people walked outside laughing and talking. What she wouldn't give to be like that again. She started walking towards them, her mind tried to stop but her muscles were over powered by the powerful spell. She got right up to Harry's group when she truly tried to fight the spell. They had all stopped laughing "Vivian" Harry laughed "what are you doing here?". Hermione gasped "Harry look at her eyes she's not acting normal!". Vivian was fighting a battle inside and so far she wasn't winning. "Harry get away from me now" Vivian said loudly as her hand raised up uncontrollably. He started to back away but tripped over a log. Vivian did the last thing she could think of she fought with her body and pointed her hand at herself and shouted, "crucio". The pain seemed to release whatever hold the spell had on her. She fell to the ground screaming In pain, "Harry look at her arm she's a death eater" she heard Hermione scream. The pain left her and she stood up, "Hermione if I were a true death eater would I have just attacked myself" she asked "I'm a leader not a follower" she laughed. Hermione looked confused "then why do you have the dark mark?". She looked to the ground "because this mark was forced on me, I had no choice". Harry looked at her "who forced it on you?" sounding unconvinced. "My father did" she answered him "you know my father well Harry" . He stared at her questionably "and whose your father?" he asked. She looked to the ground should she tell him? She asked herself, it would just cause more trouble. "My father is Voldemort" she heard a shriek from Hermione, and saw Ron cover his ears. Harry stood there obviously in shock, "but why would he force you?" he asked. "I don't know" she said in a low voice "he put me under the imperius curse to come after you and to bring you back to him" she paused "but I don't want to be used, I want to be my own person". They were all looking at her weirdly, she felt uncomfortable. "Well how did he get to you?" Harry asked. She wasn't able to answer an agonizing pain shot through her body, it took her a moment to realize it was coming from the mark on her arm. She screamed out in pain Harry walked over to her "what's wrong, what's going on". She shoved out of her face and fell onto the ground. "You dare to try to fool me Vivian, to run and turn your back on me?" Voldemort's voice hissed in her mind. The pain was getting to her she would do anything to get rid of it. "Bring the boy back NOW!" he yelled. I'll make you a deal ,she thought to herself either I leave him here and come back alone, Or I'll stay here. The pain slowly dispersed "fine come back alone fast. She stood up and looked up at Harry who looked rather nervous. "I have to leave now" she said quietly. "But why do you want to go back there" Harry asked. "Its not like I want to or have a choice, your lucky I convinced him to even leave you alone for now" she snapped. He stood there with an open mouth "how... when". She smiled "just now and all I did was tell him it was either me going alone or neither of us" she said "oh will Draco have a fit". Harry smiled "thank you, and uh I'm sorry for everything that has happened this year". She smiled "well I have to go or he will send someone and we don't want that, I'll see you after break". With that she closed her eyes concentrated on the grave yard. When she opened her eyes and saw the same grave yard as before but it was the afternoon now and almost no one was around. Except for 2 people, Voldemort and Draco. "Ah Draco look who has returned to us" Voldemort hissed. Draco looked over at Vivian and frowned. "Hello father" she snapped "what to what do I owe this pleasure?". He looked ready to kill, "well Vivian" he said as he grabbed her by the wrist roughly "I think we need to teach you some manners". He dragged her all the way to his house. When they reached her room her threw her to the ground. The next thing she knew she was bound to the end of her bed. "Malfoy grab the knife out of her dresser". "how did you know that was there?" she asked ,while Draco spoke the counter curse for the spell she put on it. He just smiled and grabbed the knife away from Draco. "I will teach you how to respect your father" he hissed. He took the knife( a black handle with a blue blade) and touched the cold blade to her skin. She shivered slightly, and voldemort laughed darkly. What he did next was unexpected, he plunged the knife right into her side. She gasped loudly, and lurched forward. Blood flowed freely from the wound, she tried to cover it with her hand but nothing helped. Finally she gave up trying to be strong and collapsed to the ground "please stop please" she moaned. Voldemort laughed and healed her quickly. She sat up breathing heavily, and started to say thank you when, "Malfoy your turn take a shot" Voldemort said holding out the knife out to him. She looked up at him blood covering her hands "please don't Draco, I love you" she whispered. She closed her eyes and closed her eyes waiting for the pain, but it never came. She opened her eyes, "my lord please don't make me" Draco begged. "Do it now Malfoy, don't disobey your master" he screamed. He stabbed her hard in the stomach, she screamed out in pain. Voldemort laughed, his laughter rang through the room loudly. She couldn't take the pain she was screaming and trashing around. "I'm sorry" she moaned "stop please". Blood now covered the floor, her hands slipped on the blood. Voldemort looked down at her helpless form and laughed. How many times is he going to laugh at my pain she thought to herself. She felt the pain leave her body, she looked up to see voldemort had healed her. "Well Malfoy do you think she will corporate?" he asked Draco. She looked up at Draco, he was studying her. "I don't thin we will have a problem with her disobeying you anymore my lord". She got up and walked over to her dresser she gasped. Her mothers picture was gone, "where is it" she screamed throwing things out of her dresser in a frantic search. She turned to face her father, he was smirking. Anger burst through her body. "WHERE IS IT" she screamed, but he just kept smiling, "ANSWER ME!". She fell to the ground the one thing she had to remember he mom was gone, he probably destroyed it. She looked up at Voldemort, he reached into his pocket and dropped a pile of ashes onto the ground. She scrambled over to it, she realized it was the ashes of the picture. She tried to speak but no words came out. She looked up at him tears blurring the vision in the corner of her eyes, but they didn't fall. "Malfoy lets leave Vivian to think things over". Draco nodded and they both left the room. Once the door shut she let her head drop, and didn't hold back her tears. She got up and walked to her bed, into a ball and let the tears flow. That was how she fell asleep, crying and wondering what tomorrow would bring.
A week had passed since that night. Every night was the same, it seemed like he was trying to make her evil. It seemed to be working especially since wasn't helping her, he did whatever Voldemort told him to do even if it meant hurting her, emotionally and physically. Tomorrow she would be safe inside hogwarts away from all this pain. But at the same time she dreaded going back, all this time at her fathers house had made her paranoid. "Vivian come down here" Voldemort called. She got out of bed got changed into her normal black clothes and headed downstairs. Draco and her father were standing by the door waiting for her. "There's a meeting tonight"he said "and your going so that you can hear your assignment". She nodded and fallowed him down to the graveyard. When they got there Voldemort called her over to him. She walked slowly over to him, "hold out your arm Vivian". She looked up at him with pleading eyes but he showed no comfort. She held it out to him, he put his wand firmly on the dark mark. The pain was instant it felt like her bones were on fire, and that they would fall of. She walked to her spot in the circle by Draco and waited for the others. It didn't take long they were all there withing minutes, and Voldemort was in the middle of the circle. "My lord have you decided what Vivian will do at hogwarts yet?" bellatrix asked. He laughed "well bella I have decided that the plan she ruined last week actually worked for the best. Now when she goes back to hogwarts Potter will feel safe around her now and even confide in her. So at the end of the year she can invite him over." he said smugly. The plan seems kinda easy she thought not much planning. The meeting wasn't very event full just normal stuff, people reporting things from the ministry. After what seemed like forever voldemort dismissed her and Draco. They walked up to the house and Draco followed her to her room. "How do you feel about the plan Vivian?", "seems kinda easy" she answered. He nodded as she laid down gracefully on her bed. "So are packed yet" she asked. "He laughed "no are you". She raised her hands and everything packed itself magicly, "now I am". They both laughed "do you think I've changed a lot Draco?". he looked at her and smiled "well it depends do you like the way you've changed?". she honestly didn't know " kinda" she said quietly, she looked at her clock it was 11:45. "Well Draco I think I need to sleep what about you?". "yeah I guess so" he said and kissed her softly "night". She laid down with her feet slightly curved, she had decided that curling up in a ball made it look weak and afraid. After a few minutes she feel into a almost peaceful sleep. She was standing in the middle of a corridor at hogwarts. She heard voices so she ran behind the nearest statue. Harry and his friend Ron were talking to each other quietly but she could still hear them. "Ron that's not possible , if she really was helping Voldemort why would she have saved me?". "I don't know Harry maybe it was all a plan". She shifted uneasy behind the statue "I won't believe it Ron I trust her", Ron just shrugged. Vivian woke up at 10:00, she decided not to tell Draco about the dream he would just tell Voldemort and that is just asking for trouble. She grabbed her trunk and headed down to meet Draco he had been living here over Christmas. They ate some breakfast and waited for Voldemort to come down. It was 10:49 when he finally arrived "Vivian here" he handed her wand back to her and some galleons "make sure to stick to the plan". She nodded curtly "I will don't worry I'll have him eating out of my hand" she said darkly. She heard Draco make a noise of disgust. "Draco what's wrong? Think I'll cheat on you" she laughed. He looked to the ground. "Father I will keep in contact" and with that she apperated to platform 9 and 3/4 and waited for Draco. He appeared next to her a moment later and grabbed her hand softly. They grabbed their trunks and got onto the train. They went to their normal compartment and waited for Crabb and Goyle. They didn't have to wait long, in a few minutes they both knew what had happened over the break, their fathers had told them. They talked for a while Draco did his prefect duties. When Draco came back they were almost at Hogwarts. She grabbed her uniform and went to change, her mind was racing how was she going to act normal after what happened? What if Dumbledor called more meetings with her? On her way she saw Harry in one of the compartments, she tried to sneak past him but he noticed her anyway. "Hey Vivian wait up" he called after her. She sighed and turned around. "Hi Harry" she said trying to act cheerful but it didn't work so well. He frowned "are you ok? Your paler then usual". She smiled "I'm fine Harry, how was your Christmas?". "oh it was fine, how about ... I'm sorry" he said quickly. She just shrugged "don't worry about it, I got to go though, don't want to be late" she said laughing. For once it wasn't forced. She changed into her skirt and blouse and walked out of the bathroom. She walked stealthily back to her compartment, once she got there she noticed they were all talking in the same whispers she had seen at the beginning of the year. "What's going on" she asked, they didn't answer her "more secrets?". all they did was nod "what you can't trust me!". Draco looked up at her sadness in his eyes. "Please don't be mad Vivian". She sat down apposite from them, what did I do to make them think they shouldn't trust me? A loud whistle signaled that hey had arrived at hogsmead. Crabb and Goyle left first leaving her and Draco alone, she subconsciously touched the scar on her stomach. She got up to leave but he pushed her down "we need to talk" he said forcefully. She looked up at him fearfully, still remembering a few nights ago when he did more than voldemort had told him to do, punishing wise. "I don't want you disrespecting me in front of my friends" he said almost lazily. She laughed loudly "your ordering something of me, I don't think so". Draco's eyes flashed dangerously "you will do what I say when I say it". She let her anger take over her "DO YOU THINK IM YOUR SLAVE, THAT IF YOU COMMAND ME I WILL DO YOUR BIDDING?". she stormed out of the compartment, she arrived at the last carriage and got in. Before she shut the door Draco climbed in and then slammed it shut. He kept trying to make conversation but she sat there ignoring him, fuming in anger. She jumped out right when they arrived not letting him utter another word. She arrived in the grate hall before Draco did. She picked a seat opposite the table from Crabb Goyle, by Sofia. They listened silently to Dumbledor's speech about school things and the war. When the feast started she talked laughing to Sofia, she felt the glares Draco was giving her, even though she had her back to him. They listened silently to Dumbledor's speech about bravery, confidence, and safety in numbers ,And then they headed off to the common room. They hung out in the common room until 12:00 at night, the whole time she felt Draco's eyes on here, hidden by the shadows. They both went their separate ways to their bedrooms. She lay down in her bed gracefully being careful not to curl up into a ball. After the week with her father he made sure she would never show a weakness like that again. After a few moments she fell into an uneasy sleep. Her dream started out normal enough, she was walking around the stair cases of the school, when the stairs changed like they were known to do. They lead her to a darkened room, lit by only two candles. It only had two chairs and a round table, she ran her hand softly over the edge of the table. "Vivian what a pleasure" a familiar voice hissed. She turned around and allowed herself to gasp, standing in front of her was her father in what called his glory. "Surprised to see me, I suppose you would be". She took her hand quickly away from the table "what do you want" she snapped. He chuckled darkly "well Vivian I was informed by Malfoy that you were disrespecting him, why were you disrespecting my most faithful servant?". that sneak she thought rating me out first chance he got. "Because I don't have to listen to him, he's not in charge of me". he laughed darkly, his laughter ringing in the hallow room. "Well that can change, at my command you could be his slave, and you would have to serve him". A chill ran down her spine "even at your command I would never obey him". "you will do what your told, and you insolence annoys me, crucio". She knew it was a dream but the feeling of fire over took her and she screamed so loud in pain she was sure she was screaming in real life. "I will never obey him, even on your command". "will you ever learn your lesson Vivian, I'm trying to make you stronger, a better person, crucio". She screamed louder than last time, anger laced this spell, making the pain overly unbearable. But this time she was being shaken awake she could hear people talking all around her. "Well Daughter I must let you go before they find out I'm here" he hissed "I will contact you soon, and I suggest you learn your place". With that the scenery changed, she saw Snape above her shaking her roughly, he was screaming. She jumped up quickly, snape tried to push her down but to no avail. She ran to the door opened it and slammed it shut. She sprinted down to the common room to find him, Draco was there smiling smugly. "HOW DARE YOU"he screamed, she saw people look over at her curiously. "YOU PATHETIC WORM" she screamed slapping him with all her strength, he looked up at her, his eyes menacing "I take it you talked to your father?" he said grinning. She raised her hand to slap him again but someone grabbed her by the wrist. "Miss Hawks, come with me. She turned around to see Snape, she followed silently as he lead her out of the entrance to the head masters office. She walked up the steps with her head down, it's all over she thought I'll be sent to azkaban just because of who my father is. Snape knocked sharply on the large oak doors, she heard the old silvery voice beckon them in. She followed snape in, her head still hung in shame as she sat down opposite Dumbledor. She listened to snape tell the story of what happened tonight in his point of view. "Miss Hawks would you like to tell up what you were dreaming about?" dumbledor asked. She shook her head silently, "I'm guessing Vivian that you learned something over the break". She looked up quickly as it started to make sense, all the meetings were because he knew the whole time. She nodded looking him strait in the eye. "And who told you this news" he asked patiently. "I think you know the answer to that sir" she answered eyeing him carefully. He nodded patiently "would you like to tell us what happened" he said then paused "we won't inform the ministry". They could help me she thought her heart soaring, there would be no chance of her being Draco's slave, never having to obey ever command any command but her own. But all chance of that was lost when Draco burst into to the door "sir I was told to bring Vivian to back to bed now". Dumbledor nodded wistfully "Vivian if you wish to speak to me at any time my doors will be open". She nodded sadly and followed Draco out in to the halls. He grabbed her wrist roughly and dragged her to an abandoned corridor "its time we payed a visit to your father" he said coldly. She tried to back away from him but he had a firm grip on her forearm, that was now burning. "Draco, stop leave me alone" she said as he took a serpent ring out of his robe pocket. He grabbed her hand roughly and shoved the ring on her middle finger. She felt him put his hand around her waist and the familiar feeling of a portkey. The world was spinning around her it was a few moments before her feet finally hit the ground. She looked around and saw she was at her fathers house, and by the looks of it in his room. "Ah Vivian, Malfoy and to what do I owe this visit" her fathers voice hissed. When she turned to face him she tried to get Draco's hand off her waist and walk over to him, but he held his grip firmly. She stood in silence as Draco told her father what happened when she had woke up from her meeting with him in her dream. "Well Vivian I did not expect that you would go as far as hitting Malfoy, it is a very muggle thing to do" Voldemort said darkly. She pushed Draco off her, successful this time, "why am I here?" she asked while pacing. Her head snapped up at her fathers laughter "well Vivian I told you that no matter what my word is law among my followers" he said and then turned to Draco "well Malfoy I think I have found your prize for your excellent service to me". She looked at both of them "what are you talking about". Voldemort laughed darkly "I assume Vivian that you are not some sort of slut and that you have saved yourself?". she looked away disgusted, he wouldn't let Draco rape her, would he? "Answer me Vivian" he shouted at her. The emotion called fear screamed at her from the very being of her soul and she nodded slowly. "Go ahead Malfoy" he said in a whisper "take your prize". She backed away from both of them slowly but it only lead her to a wall. "Vivian, are you scared" Malfoy said laughing "powerful witches don't get scared, are you weak like we thought?". "am I" she thought "maybe he is right?". he came closer to her grabbed her and threw her on the bed behind them. "It's useless to fight it Vivian" Draco whispered in her ear "you will be mine, and only mine". She heard him whisper words she couldn't even begin to understand. She tried to attack him with her magic but nothing came out of her hands. "Like your fathers new spell Vivian?" he asked her. The next half an hour felt like forever, she begged him to stop but every time she asked she got hit from Draco, and heard laughter from her father. When it was finally over the sun was coming up and she was looking through the window spacing out. "Malfoy it is time you got back, go get Vivian a new school uniform" Voldemort said. She turned her attention away from the window as Draco left, she was naked so she tried to cover herself with the blankets. She felt her father sit next to her "so beautiful" he whispered, she jumped when she felt him touch her cheek. When she looked over at him she saw his eyes searching her body "you remind me of your mother, you look just like her" he said still whispering. She tried to back away but he grabbed her wrist "your body is to beautiful to be covered by clothes". She was disgusted and she didn't try to hide this emotion, it was plastered all over her face. He laughed darkly "your mother was beautiful just like you, it pained me to see Draco with you instead of me, you remind me of her". She got out of his grip "your disgusting" she said. He smirked "even if I am if I want you I can have you". Before she could get away he grabbed her into an embrace and kissed her roughly. No matter how hard she struggled she was weak from before. When he finally let go she got distance between them so that he couldn't touch her. "My lord" she heard Malfoy's shocked voice say from the door "I got Vivian's uniform". Her father tore his eyes away from her "very well" he said as he grabbed them "get changed". She grabbed the clothes quickly before he could change his mind, as she changed she felt both of them watching her intently. When she was changed Draco stood beside her, he laughed when she flinched and he put his arm around her waist. "I will communicating with you soon my lord" Draco said, then he grabbed the ring off her finger then pushed it back on again. The world started spinning again and when her feat hit the ground she pushed Draco's hand away, she was home.