Chapter 6

Still nothing!

A/N:Embrace the fluff!

When Meredith woke up her back was cold. She turned around to find that Derek left. She sighed slightly missing him. She knew he had patients, she had patients! Actually, since she's studying under him they're sharing patients. So, that means the surgeries she had planned today are either performed by Derek or post-poned. Whatever, the point is he's here to work.

Last night was confusing. Okay not confusing like before but enough. Sure they were back together but what about that date thing with Lexie? What's so great about her anyway? She's just an intern! Then again Meredith was an intern herself when they got together... Seriously? Does she have to take everything away from her? So what? Derek said he loves her not Lexie.

She heard some feet shuffle and turned to her right to see Lexie sitting infront of the moniter. She wasn't actually looking at it she was reading a small book in her pale hands. Apparantly watching Meredith's glucose levels wasn't as fun as it sounds. Still, it gave Meredith a slight sinking feeling that she didn't even atempt to make her feel better or pay attention to her stats! She could die from her carelessness.

"My Dad, I mean our Dad," she closed the book and looked over at Meredith,"He's a good person. He's just, guilty I guess for leaving your Mom and you."

Meredith was too tired to fight back but she didn't want Lexie to think she's going soft on her. Which she isn't. Lexie is the perfect child from a perfect family. She would never understand.

"Of course," Meredith's voice was raspy and tired. She cleared her throat slightly,"Of course. Men who feel guilty go around slapping people and accuse innocent people of killing someone! Oh yeah, sounds real guilty."

Lexie's eyebrows knitted together,"I said he's not like that!"

Meredith's anger was starting to boil,"Can you stop that?!"

"Stop what?! Defending my Father? He's my family! He's all I've got left and my sister! Do you know how much pain I am in?! Do you even care?! You know what?! You are so selfish Meredith Grey! All I wanted to do is get to know you. Talk to you! And all you do is piss and moan all day long!" fusteraded Lexie stomped out of the room.

Bailey watched Lexie stomp off with tears and turned to see Meredith in her room with her head in her hands. She looked at her new intern and then her old one. And started walking towards the one that meant more to her.

"What's wrong Grey?" Bailey asked the girl infront of her.

Meredith looked up with a stray tear falling down her cheek,"She thinks I have it all. She thinks her life is so hard! 'Oh, no! Someone doesn't like me!' Yeah, her Mom died. At least she knew her Mom. I might as well be an orphan! Seriously?! Is it that hard coming home to a happy family? I never had that!"

"So, what if your childhood was crappy?" Crisina leaned against the doorway with her arms crossed,"Just becase you didn't have a family then doesn't mean you don't have one now. You've got me, Barbie, Bambi, and Evil Spawn. What did you call him Uncle Something?" she sighed walking over to Meredith,"Whatever, you have the chief and even

Nazi! You had Callie and McDreamy for a while but... That's not the point! You are loved in our crazy and twisted way."

Bailey and Meredith both cocked their head to the left,"Were you being considerate Yang?"

She shrugged slightly,"A person's gotta do what a person's gotta do."

Bailey walked out confused leaving a heavy tension between Meredith and Cristina. She pulled the chair that Lexie previously occupated and turned it so she could see Meredith's face. For a while Cristina looked at the floor and Meredith fiddled with her ID tag. The awkwardness got on Crisina's nerves slightly but for once she wanted Meredith to talk first.

"So, a family huh?" Meredith whispered.

Cristina knodded,"Family."

Meredith looked down at her hands and stared at her palms. She tried not to smile, but a small one creeped up upon her lips. A real live family of her own. This was a first. But maybe she could get used to this family thing.

"So..." Meredith started.

"So?" Cristina looked intently at Meredith waiting for her to start talking. Ramble really.

She looked up at Cristina directly in the eye,"You know about McDreamy-"

"Why the hell are you two back together?!" Cristina was boiling mad.

Meredith cocked her head head confused,"How'd you know?"

Cristina rolled her eyes over-dramatically,"You call him Derek when you guys are fine, Dr.Shepard when you're pissed or," she shudders,"flirting. And McDreamy when you're all lovey dovey."

Meredith opened her mouth slightly then closed it. She was baffled that Cristina knew her this well. Okay not baffled but it was pretty shocking that she pays any attention at to her at all. Especially when she's in a rambling mood and starts talking about the most random things.

"See, what'd I say," Cristina had a self-assured smirk on her face.

"I-I yeah, I am," Meredith stuttered.

She scoffed,"See can't take your eyes off of him for one second," Meredith opened her mouth to defend herself, "Scratch that. You ccan't stop thinking about Shep."

Merdith looked down and figited with her hospital ID badge again. Her cheeks turned a light shade of pink.

"This is so juevenille," Cristina chuckled.

She walked out laughing about the fact of how their lives are so dramatic. Overly dramatic, their lives should be some sort of show. Sex in Seattle? No, sounds to perky and preppy. Something about sex and doctors. That's all their lives are about anways. Sex and being doctors. All day, everyday.

GAGAGAGAGA

"Why am I always a patient?" Meredith aked a tired Derek who was slowly making his way on her hospital bed.

"Mmmmm..." he smiled lightly at her presance.

"That's not supposed to be funny!" she giggled as he climbed in bed with her. He started to kiss down Meredith's neck.

"Like the first time with that one surgery," Derek started nibbling at Meredith's ear,"Or when I drowned," Derek stopped and frowned slightly at her comment,"Or now with alcohol posioning. I'm a hudge magnet to this hospital."

"Really?" Der whispered into her ear. He trailed kisses down her neck again.

"How can you kiss a person with alcohol posioning?" she asked skeptically.

"Easy," Derek sucked on her tender skin behind her ear. He knew at the end it'll leave red marks all down her neck, but it was worth it.

"You know I smell like vomit and sweat? Plus I haven'y showered in two days," Derek prentended to look disgusted by sticking his tongue out. Mer just laughed at how silly he looked.

"Fine," he pouted,"I'll just go," he got up slowly.

Meredith yelped and grabbed him quickly by the arm. She pulled him back on the bed. Climbing on top of him Meredith wrapped her arms and legs around his body. Mer chewed on Derek's ear slightly. She paused for a second to whisper,"Don't go."

He laughed,"You love me and you know it."

Meredith smirked,"Damn right I do."

Derek ran his hands up Meredith's hospital gown. He slowly started rubbing his thumb against her breasts. She moaned slightly making him smirk. He started kissing from her lips then down her body. When as he was inches away from Meredith's crotch and she pushed him away. She crawled into a tight ball to protect herself.

"No Der."

Derek looked at her puzzled,"Wha-?"

Meredith chewed on her lower lip nervously,"I-I-I can't. I don't think I'm ready- I mean its too soon Der. We just started again..."

"Shhhh... Is this okay?" he put his hand on her back and puled Meredith close to his body. He kissed her softly. He stopped to look for her approval. Meredith nodded eagerly.

She started to kiss him back, harder. Pressing her lips on his passionately. Mer pushed her tongue through Derek's lips. He opened his mouth slightly letting her in. Meredith push him down and climbed on top of him. She pushed her tongue roughly against Derek's teeth. He grunted telling her to go harder. He wanted her to go harder. He stuck his out his own tongue against Meredith's playing a game of tag. Meredith pulled back, both were panting hard. Now Meredith was straddling Derek. She felt a a hard buldge on the very bottom of her stomach. She gave him a small smile, teasing Der. She leaned forward again to suck on his top lip. While doing this she grinded her hips against his errection. He grunted again craving more. Meredith then kissed quickly and moved to suck on Derek's bottom lip. She smiled and lied down in his arms.

"You're such a tease," Derek whispered pulling Mer as close as he can.

She turned around to face him with a smug smile,"You love me and you know it."

"Damn right I do," Derek smiled back and kissed her again.

'look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
look me in the heart and un break broken, it won't happen
it's love that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go'

'Where Does the Good Go' by Tegan and Sara

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