Chapter 17

Meredith studied the OR board in front of her. She had one surgery. Just one. She needed more than just one surgery. One basic surgery too. Chief has been giving her one or two surgeries a day. That's it, one or two. He's going easy on her just because she almost died. That sucks. It really, really sucks. She's a surgical junkie, they all have to be to be in this field. That and you have to be competitive.

"I only have one surgery," she mumbled to Cristina next to her.

"Well I've got five," her pager beeped,"And there's my second one."

Meredith rolled her eyes the second Cristina left. Cristina is both, an over competitive surgical junkie who can't live a day without cutting someone open. She's also likes to pretend that she's emotionless. She isn't, you have to see it in her eyes. Meredith could tell what her person's feeling by her eyes.

"Hmmm," Derek studied the board,"You have one surgery."

Meredith turned her head to look at him,"And you've got... a lot more."

"Four more to be exact," he smiled still looking at the board.

"So, I guess you're coming home late," Meredith noted.

"Yup."

"Okay," Meredith turned back towards the board.

"Okay."

Meredith walked away slowly. She could hear heavy footsteps a couple feet behind. She turned her head to see who it was. It was Derek, of course it was Derek. She gave him a teasing smile and walked slower. Derek picked up his speed and grabbed her arm.

Warning!! Very, as my ten year old cousin says, 'yucky stuff' ahead.

He opened his door and threw her on his desk. He kissed her hungrily. He paused and smiled at her, Meredith smiled back kissing him. She started to untie his scrub bottoms. The knot was tied on tightly. She broke the kiss to try and figure out how to undo the stubborn knot. Derek pushed her hands away and undid it himself. Mer then pulled his pants down. Derek untied Meredith's knot with ease, he smirked at her. She narrowed her eyes. She teased him with her tongue. He used his own against her.

His arms found there way to Meredith's breasts. He could feel her nippled erect through her laced bra. He quickly discarded her shirt and his own. He kissed her softly, slowly. He unhooked her bra. Derek kissed her down her neck. Lower, and lower he kissed her. He finally reached her breasts he kissed them gently. He then used his tongue licked the border of her areola. Meredith moaned in pleasure. Derek smirked and repeated his actions. She moaned again louder.

He slid his hands towards her panties. He thumbed her sides making Meredith groan. The panties slid off with ease. Derek then slid his finger to find she was already wet. He then placed his finger inside of her and started pumping, in, out. She arched her back.

Meredith was getting impatient. Derek took off his boxers and put him inside of her. He started pumping. They started to get in a rhythmic motion when Derek's pager went off.

He stopped and stared at the pager,"Damnit," He grabbed the pager, still on top of Meredith, to see what it was. His surgery was in five minutes. He groaned,"I've gotta go."

"Don't go," Meredith moaned as Derek got off of her. They both started dressing quickly,"We barely started."

He frowned,"I know."

She grinned,"We could do much more of this later."

"We could," he smirked. He kissed her quickly and left.

Meredith walked out of Derek's desk beaming. She was disappointed of having to finish early but the thoughts of tonight is keeping her going. She was walking through the halls in a daze. She bumped into someone scattering papers.

"Sorry," she said picking up the charts she dropped.

"Its okay."

She immediately recognized the voice. She looked up,"How'd you get in?"

"The door," Scott smirked.

"Seriously, stop it. Just leave me alone," she started walking away.

Scott grabbed her arm and twirled her around so she was facing him,"I still love you Mer."

"But I don't. Just sign the papers so we could get this over with."

"No, I want to try again. Lets try again," he looked desperately in Mer's eyes.

"No Scott I-"

Scott crashed her lips onto hers. She tried to push him away but he held her tightly. He was pushing his tongue in her mouth. Meredith bit it. Doing so she tasted blood. Scott pushed away, his tongue throbbing.

"What the hell Mer?!" Scott scowled.

"Just go away," Meredith walked in the opposite direction leaving Scott by himself and his

cut tongue.

Meredith almost gagged when Scott pushed his tongue in her mouth. Before she would've killed so he'd do that to her one more time. But now to have someone other than Derek touch her felt... Wrong, just plain wrong. Disgusting too. It was clear to her now that she no longer loved her husband, but how does she convince him of that?