Chapter 22

After two tubs of cookie dough, two bottles of tequila, two large pizzas, and half a cake Meredith was full. She tried to fill her up physically so she could feel full mentally. So far it wasn't working.

Meredith rolled over to her side and groaned. She immediately turned off the Notebook, it was too happy with the true love sappy stuff. Love sucks. Boys suck. She needed to be alone and today was the perfect day with everyone at the hospital.

She covered her head with the soft cotton blanket as if to stop all the thoughts racing in her head. It didn't work. Of course it didn't work.

Checking the time on the DVD clock it was already three o'clock. That means Izzie will be coming home in... Five hours. Five more hours until she had to deal with her.

Meredith stared at the mustard colored Manila folder on the coffee table. It had been staring at her all day. This was the divorce papers. They were signed, they had to be. Izzie left them without even talking to her before she left to work.

So, all day they were sitting there in front of her saying,"Ha, ha, ha! You're not married anymore!"

So this is how Derek felt after he divorced Addision. It sucks, no wonder he wouldn't talk to her for a while. But still she still chose him over Scott. That had to count for something. She didn't choose the lying cheating husband like when Derek chose the lying cheating wife.

Meredith sighed. No matter what it hurts to see your first love of your life cheat, twice. Twice. Not once but twice he had to be a lying, cheating, deceitful bastard. A very big bastard. He's now the official McEx-Husband. Or McEx. Even McBastard would do, then again anyone who'd piss her off would be a McBastard so that didn't work. McEx-Husband or McEx will have to do.

Meredith could hear the creaking of the door opening. She craned her neck to see who it was.

"Mer," Derek walked in with his hands in his pockets.

"Der?" Meredith looked back at the clock,"Its three thirty-six. What are you doing here?"

"Trying to keep you sober," Derek smirked.

She rolled her eyes.

"Mer, I'm worried about you. Last night when you came home you were different. You weren't..." he thought about the right word to say,"Yourself."

"Really?" the sarcasm from her voice was obvious.

"Come on Meredith," Derek was getting frustrated with Meredith shutting him out.

Meredith looked down waiting for the tears to come,"Well for starters I'm divorced."

Derek raised his eyebrows,"Really?"

"Yeah, well I think I am. Before that I saw," she ran her fingers through her stringy hair,"I saw Izzie and Scott. Together. In bed."

"Oh Mer," Derek came over to her. He wrapped his arms around her while she cried.

"I trusted her," she whimpered.

"I know. I know how it feels," he rubbed her back.

She looked into his deep blue eyes,"You won't do that right?"

"Never."

She smiled wide and nested herself in her arms. She felt safe and protected for once in her life.

Okay, that's it. Its over. No more Dark And Twisty. Its the end of my fic. But don't worry. I already started handwriting a sequal a couple months ago. Sooo keep your eyes out! Who knows? It could come out tomarrow, or next week next month. Maybe if I get some more reviews it'll come sooner?