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I'm currently sat at home, ill!

Stupid flu bug! D:

I'm supposed to be doing my Psychology coursework but I don't understand it so, you lucky folk are gunna get a couple more chapters today :)

And this chapter is going to be difficult to write as my mum keeps coming in to see how I'm getting on with my coursework. AHA! So I have to keep minimizing this. Bloody nuisance I tell you!

Enjoy this chapter :)

This one is in Brody's POV
Elle :) x

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Chapter 5 – Feelings suck.

I knocked on the bathroom door.
"Lily, " I called "It's no use sulking in the bathroom, James can't help his feelings for you!"
I heard the bathroom lock click and the door opened. Lily's face appeared scowling at me.
"What?" I asked. Why's she scowling at me? I've done nothing!

"You." Lilly said.
"Me?" I asked " What about me?" God that girl can be so confusing at times.
"You're supposed to be my best friend." She started, "and you defend Potter and don't stick by me!"
I rolled my eyes, "Lily," I sighed, "I am your best friend. I'm only saying it's no use coming up here to sulk every time James Potter tries to get you to go out with him."
"I suppose so," She said "It's just he's so irritating!"
"He's really not that bad," I responded "He just gets nervous around you and acts like a gimp. He's working on it. You'll see the James Potter I know and be flabbergasted!" I smiled, "Rightio, I'm gunna go to breakfast." I said while opening the dorm door.
"Yeah, I'll be down in a few" Lily said distractedly, I looked over at her she had her nose stuck in a book yet again. I shook my head at her and walked down to the great hall.

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"Brody Baby!!" Sirius called as I entered the great hall, his mouth full of food. I cringed.
"Siripoos" I cooed as I walked over to him, "Hasn't your mummy taught you it's rude and not to mention a disgusting site to see somebody talk with their mouth full?" I smiled at him.

He swallowed his food and began taking a drink of pumpkin juice, he tried talking but instead pumpkin juice spilled down his chin. I couldn't help but to laugh at him. Even though he was grossest of eaters he still managed to remain fairly attractive.
"You really do lack table manners don't you, Black?" I asked.
"What do you expect me to do?" He exclaimed, "I hadn't eaten since last night, I was famished!" I laughed while shaking my head at him. I sat down next to him and begun to help myself to some toast. Sirius poked me; I turned to him and raised an eyebrow.

"What was that for??" I asked,
"I only just realised, you called me Black!" He pouted.
I laughed, "I'm sorry Siripoos!"

I looked to the end of the table, and there was a very fed up looking James Potter. I left my toast and went and sat opposite him he put his head down on the table and groaned.
"Thanks James" I pouted.
"What?"
"I come over to talk to you and you groaned!" I sniffed; "I feel so wanted and needed by my friends write now" I then smiled. "C'mon what's up with you, Jamsiebum?"
"Lily," He stated.

I didn't really need to ask did I?
"Still annoyed about earlier?" I asked
"More than ever," He groaned, "Why do I have to be such a gimp?"
"Look James," I began "I'm not going to lie to you and say Lily secretly likes you because she doesn't. Nor am I going to say she'll come round because we don't know that for definite. But maybe if you tried to be yourself around her maybe you get on first name terms with her? I think that's the first step, friendship." James clung on to my every word and as soon as I finished he nodded, "Yeah, you're right." He stood up and groaned, "Feelings suck" he mumbled while walking out of the Great Hall.

I went back to my seat and ate me toast, Sirius wasn't there he was probably in some broom cupboard having a snog session with some bimbo who couldn't tell her left from her right, I thought to myself. The thought of Sirius snogging somebody made me stomach pang with Jealousy, my blood boil. I finished my toast and went back to the common room trying to forget my jealousy.

As I entered the common room I looked over by the fireplace and saw yet another bookworm, Remus Lupin. I smiled to myself.
"Remmifaaaaaace" I cooed to him, he looked up at me raising an eyebrow.
"Brody, why are you calling me such a deranged names and speaking to me in that tone."
I shrugged, "I don't know, seemed like a fun thing to do." I smiled.
He smiled shaking his head and returned back to his book.

"God," I sighed.
He looked up again, "Problem?" He asked.

"Yes," I replied, "It's Saturday morning, and you are sat with your head in a book."
"Point?" He asked,
"How boring can you get Remmibum?" I laughed,
"What do you mean?"
"IT'S SATURDAY! THE WEEKEND HAS BEGUN! LETS GO PARTYYYYYYYYY! NOT READ STUPID BOOKS!" I screamed and ran around his chair singing. I soon stopped, Remus was laughing at me. I grinned at him. "Now, put you're book down Mr Lupin. And let's go outside. You're as bad as Lily what with all your books!" I said grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the portrait he smiled at me again, "And you," he began "Are just as bad as Sirius what with all your "books suck" attitude."

Remus Lupin had done it. He caused me to have a spasm of butterflies in my stomach that I'd been getting all week. Just by saying Sirius' name! Ridiculous isn't it?

I've come to a conclusion; I, Brody Ramsey fancy Sirius Black. Oh god, I really do like him. I can't like Sirius! People would think I'm just like the rest of those bimbos that ask him for a snog in the broom cupboard and giggle when he smiles and says "alright?" Most of all he's one of my best friends, I'd wreck our friendship just by telling him I liked him. And another thing, he'd never fancy me let alone consider me girlfriend material. I'm probably more like a sister to him than anything else. Ugh James is right; feelings suck!

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So there we have it.
Chapter 5 :)

They both like each other O: O: O: O!

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