DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING OF CARD CAPTORS SAKURA BUT THE EMOTIONS AND STORY ARE MINE...TO MY SAKURA THAT I WILL NEVER HAVE THIS IS OUR STORY...RATING DUE TO CHANGE WITH STORY...MAY TURN LEMONISH DUNNO HASN'T YET...
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I have known you for what seems like eternity
I've kept something from you cause of society
Though I tell you 'I love you,'
I can't see you like I use to
I keep telling myself as long as you're happy
But as long as you have him, why do you need me
Therefore, I know my part that I must play
However great my desire I can not stay
Since I've known you there's one thing I always wanted
Besides your happiness, it's your love, now with that said
I can leave, knowing you will be loved like I couldn't
Still I know this will hurt and we'll cry but we shouldn't
You will be happy so will I
You will be loved and I will want to die
But I won't cause I will move on
Please don't think me wrong
Because all of this is so that you will have a life
One that will be full of happiness and not strife
If things were different I would have let you known
But since they're not I will continue on my own
Never will anyone know how it is that I loved you
Never will you have to choose, this is what I do
Never will you hurt, my action will see to that
Never will you have to know what….
What….it's like to be loved by a girl like me
I hope that all you ever want you will have, my friend
Even that word is vile when I say it, you wonder what then
Well it's simple I want you to be happy beyond belief
And know that I love you, don't ask me 'what if,'
Cause 'what ifs,' never happen
That's why we can't, my friend
In my dreams they do
But in reality they don't but still….
Still……I love you
Bell Rings...letting the students know its time for lunch...all but one get up a dark haired violet-eyed girl who finishes her composition
"Tomoyo-chan lets go eat I'm starving," yells Sakura from the doorway with an endearing smile on her face.
"Hai, Sakura-chan I brought a bento for you that you'll love," replies Tomoyo while getting their lunch and putting away her sketch book.
"Hoe, a bento for me, why are you always so nice to me Tomoyo."
"Because you're my best friend and I love you," says Tomoyo with a genuine smile on her face. I wish you knew how I love you cause then this pain in my chest would go.
There she goes with that smile again and here comes the words that hurt the most "I love you too Tomoyo we'll always be bestfriends no matter what I promise," Sakura if you only knew what I meant...