A/n: Ok people sorry I sort of left a cliffy and didn't pick it up for a little bit, but now I'm going pick it up again!

Chapter 5. Dreams

EPOV:

My angel stirred beneath my arms after what seemed to be an eternity. "Good Morning." I say.

"Mmmhmm." She replies, while yawning.

"Did you have a good night sleep last night, my love?" I hope she is honest with me.

A worried look came into her eyes, she seemed to stiffen. Why wouldn't she tell me?

"Yes… what did I say?" she asked nervous.

"I believe you were worried about something." I prompted, she needed to tell me this herself, she needed to be able to trust me.

"Y-yes." She stuttered.

"Will you please tell me?" she turned towards me and I used the full force of my eyes on her. Most people would be spilling out their deepest secrets to me by now, but she looked like she could still say no!

"Please?" I whispered. She took a jagged breath.

"I-I was scared…of the change."

"You know you have nothing to worry about right? I won't let anything hurt you, you could stay human." I pleaded with her.

"No, I want this Edward." She replied

"Do you?" I asked

"Yes, more than anything enough to leave behind, Charlie, Renée, J-Jacob."

"Yes I know but should you have to?" I could see how much this was hurting her.

"I don't know if I can take all of that away from you." I said concerened.

"But I want you to, please?" she said, now she was using her eyes on me!

It worked, "Very well then." I kissed the top of her head. I won't let her do this to herself, if she has any more doubts, I don't think I'll go through with it.

Since it was Sunday there was nothing to do. We settled staying at my house for the day. That was a big mistake, Alice ambushed Bella the second she walked into the living room.

"Shopping now!" she squealed.

"What why, we already got dresses!" Bella moaned.

"Yes sill but now you need to pick out flowers! Of course you still need to choose the tablecloth, and…" After that I stopped listening mostly because Alice had already dragged Bella out of the door.

The whole day I worried about Bella, even though I know that Alice can fend for herself.

My family noticed I was concerned (Well mainly Jasper felt it). So I told them about Bella's dream.

"Edward this is what she wants! Its natural for her to be worried, dreams aren't an exact science, maybe she's less afraid than you think." Esme had pointed out.

"I'm sure she'll be fine Edward." Carlisle had said.

"Edward you worry too much bro, she wants to be a part of this family, and she already is in my opinion!" Emmet replied.

"I can feel it, she only feels slightly nervous about this, she's already chosen the life she wants."

"Edward, I've tried to convince her to not go through with it, but it's as obvious as the day that this is what she really wants!" Rosalie had said. I couldn't believe Rosalie had tried to sooth me, she doesn't care about Bella, or at least she never shows it.

When Bella came back she was exhausted, she came in and fell into my arms. I carried her up the stairs and into our bed.

She slept soundly most of the night, she said my name as always. Near the end though, she started hyperventilating.

I was about to wake her up to dispel the illusion of nightmares that terrified my angel, but she started talking first, and I needed to hear her thoughts.

"Pain, the fire burns so much, stop the pain!" She screamed now and then I covered my ears because the sound of her scream was so loud. Whatever she was feeling, she wasn't telling me, and I needed to know…

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