Chapter 4 – Sleepover

The journey back to Ryan's house had seemed longer, than Ryan first thought, finally they got to the small house and he got out of the car, and walked up the path up to the front door and opened the door to find his mum standing by the sink

"Hey mom"

"Honey, you staying"

"No, I was going to stay at friends why?"

"Just wondering"

Ryan's mom came over to him and gave him a hug

"So how was school carvail?"

"Good, I have to go I will see you tomorrow, for work"

"Okay"

Ryan went in to his room, and gathered a few t-shirts and pair of trousers and some essentials and gave out a gave his mom a kiss on the check and left. Seth was waiting in the car as soon as Ryan came back, he got in and drove off.

Marissa arrived home and went to her bedroom and lay on the bed crying, why had she screwed up so much, she could have just said to him those words and then everything would have turned out differently, she would be planning there first proper date, but instead she was crying over him, she got up of her bed and went to her small desk and got a small piece of paper and a pen and started to write a note

"Dear Ryan,

I'm so sorry for the way I treated you tonight at the carnival, it was wrong of me, I know you that you want to start were we last left of. The thing is that I love you and I'm hopeselly devoted to you and I want you to come back to me.

Marissa XX"

She folded it up and put it in her draw and then, walked over to her bathroom and got ready for bed.

Seth and Ryan arrived back at Seth's house, this time Seth had remembered his keys and let him self in and they went up to his bedroom, where he put down a spare duvet and pillow for Ryan on the floor of his bedroom. Ryan putt his stuff on the floor and sat down on the floor, he was so upset about what happened that his eyes welled up and went outside to the pool and sat down by it and took of his boots and tangled his feet in the pool, the water seemed to cool him, he took of his jacket, and placed it down by his boots. All he could think of what could of happened between them, all what he did to be rejected by her, he reached into his jeans pocket and found a small piece of paper and a pencil and started to write a note

"Marissa, I was just hoping tonight we could get back to what we had, but it was never going to be, could you give me another chance, I hope we could talk soon, if not I understand

Ryan"

He put the note back is in his pocket, just as Seth came outside to see where Ryan was. Ryan took his feet out of the pool and gathered his stuff and joined Seth in his bedroom.

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around
and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you