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Chapter 3

Jasper P.O.V-

I don't know what happened back there with Bella at the gym, but all I know is that I liked it.

I liked it a lot and I wanted more.

The only thing stopping me from chasing Bella after the bell rang to signal everyone to leave the school was Bella's emotions.

At first, in Biology Bella's emotions were disappointment and almost love but it was so slight that I think Bella and I knew that it couldn't be true.

Although, I don't know who the 'almost love' was for, but whoever it was changed when Bella saw me.

She didn't seem to interested that I was in her Biology class until the teacher told her to sit next to me.

She started to talk to me and then her next emotion was happiness.

It made me happy to have someone other then my family be content with just simply talking to me, or being near me, or just being my friend a true friend.

I know my family was the only thing I had before Bella and I just can't give up on them because of one girl.

Although, all my family members have someone they can love forever…for eternity.

I wished I could have someone in my life that I could love forever, but I just never found that one special person.

Until, I looked in those big brown eyes of Bella. I felt one emotion, I thought that I could never find.

Love.

Yes, it is love, it is true that love has many meanings, but this type of love was the kind that is caring, passion and some sort of completion.

I knew she felt it to, because not only did I read her emotions, but also her eyes shone with love.

It was love at first sight.

We both knew it too.

It was decided, as I was walking to the school parking lot I saw her, Bella.

She was at her truck and was about to open the door, before I yelled after her.

"Bella! Wait Up!" I yelled

As I starting to walk towards her I stopped.

I felt suddenly puzzled, confusion and a little stupid because I had know idea what I was going to say to her.

Then I saw Bella walking towards me with a smile on her face,

"Hey Jasper, what's up?" She asked still smiling and some curiosity.

"Uhhh….I…was…umm...what? I just couldn't find the right words.

She laughed, and I loved that laugh it was music to my ears as soon as I heard it.

Then she looked into my eyes, I looked back at hers, and I knew exactly what I wanted to say then, but I knew I couldn't. I had to say something else but just not what I wanted to.

"I just can't wait to see you tomorrow, and I hope you like it here in Forks." I said

As soon as those words left my mouth, her face fell suddenly as so did mine.

I watched her lips go from a big smile to an emotionless one, I had the urge to kiss her but I restrained myself because I knew it was wrong.

I knew the words that left my mouth were not what I wanted to say, and not exactly what she wanted to hear.

Then she smiled but not as big as before, but I guess just only because I was with her at that moment.

"I can't wait to see you tomorrow either Jasper, and thanks for making Forks better then I thought it would have been." She said smiling a bigger smile then before and it showed her perfect, white teeth.

"Your welcome, what are friends for? Ill see you tomorrow bye Bella." I said as I returned the smile just as big to her.

"See you tomorrow Jasper, bye." She said still smiling as she walked back again to her truck.

I started to walk back to my car and turned back to catch a glimpse of Bella in her truck still smiling on her beautiful face and started to pull away from the parking lot.

When I got into my new black Lamborghini, I got for a back-to-school present from Carlisle and Esme.

I sped off into the highway thinking of one thing and one thing only.

Bella.

(A/n I was going to end it right there but decided not to!)

When I got home, I was greeted to a screaming Alice.

"JASPER HALE!!! I HAD A VISION OF YOU CALLING AFTER THAT NEW GIRL AND THEN IT ENDED WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!" She screamed at me.

"Bella." I corrected her, I was still a little dazed from daydreaming about Bella just now.

Thinking about her smile, her laugh, the way she says my name, when she fell into my arms how it felt like my arms were made specifically for her, and how tempting she was to kiss. Also...how tempting her blood was, then one thing Alice said made me snap back to reality.

"Did you kill her?" She asked cautiously

'How could I kill the best thing that has happened to me?!' I thought to myself

'Even though her blood was extremely tempting not enough for me to kill her just like that…right? I was able to resist her blood when she blushed, when she fell into my arms, and when I caught her when she tripped? Was it just an instinct to catch her when she falls? Or, was it my unconditional love for her that made me restrain myself from her blood?' I thought

As I thought this Alice was still screaming at me.

"JASPER TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED?!!!!!" She yelled and by this time everyone was gathered in the living room to see what all the commotion was about.

"I just talked to her that's all, and I DID NOT KILL HER!!!!" I said the first part as calmly as I could, but I couldn't hold my yell inside for long for the second part.

"Now, if you excuse me I'll be in my room if anyone needs me." I said without another word nor waiting for anyone to reply as I ran up to my room vampire speed and closed the door.

I walked into my bathroom, and went to take a shower to try to clear my thoughts.

'Did my love for Bella really stop me from being attracted to her blood to the point where I could harm her?' I shuddered at the thought of me harming innocent Bella.

So I put that thought in the back of my head for now.

That night I laid down on my couch and thought about one thing. Something that made me have emotions I though I would never get to experience. Something that made see things differently in a way I wouldn't have before.

My Savior, Bella.

A/n- ok I accidentally deleted this chapter TWICE!!!! TWICE!!! THIS IS MY THIRD TIME RE-DOING THIS CHAPTER TONIGHT!!! OMG I WAS SOOOOOOO MAD!!!!! GRRRRR!!!! Anyway I'm kind of over it and wanted to thank you guys for reviewing so much and I have been dancing around like a weirdo still!! Lol!! Although we all have something weird about us do it doesn't matter!! And I wanted to know your opinion on this chapter!!! And if I should continue on this story but judging by all the reviews I've been getting I'll finish the story!! And sorry if it is short I'll try and make longer ones I promise!! Please give me an honost opinion if you want to!! And Thanks SOoOoOoO much for reviewing!! YOU ALL ROCK MY POLKA-DOT SOCKS!!! Lol!!!