Disclaimer-ok so I don't own it. What are we going to do? I will find something I do own and if I don't...then I'll say I own nothing!

Bella's P.O.V.-

I walked into the house smiling.

"ISABELLA MARIE SWAN! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" I heard Charlie yell at me.

"Dad, didn't you read the note I went out." I said

"But I was worried sick." He said calming down.

"Dad I a here, don't worry o.k? You can trust me." I said

"I know Bells, just I'm don't know... I am worried about you." He said

"I know dad." I said and started to make dinner before he could say anything else.

When it was done I sat down and started eating.

"Dad, I need to tell you something." I said and he looked up from his plate.

"What is it?" He said nervously.

"Well, dad I know you have heard of the Cullens and Hales right?" I asked.

"Yea, they're good kids, There father is a good person too." He said

"Well, dad I'm kind of...er...dating Jasper Hale." I said looking at my father too see his reaction.

"Which one is that, is he the brown haired short one or the big one or the blonde?" He asked

"The blonde, and his name is Jasper." I said.

"Bella, is that who you were with just now?" He asked.

"Yes..." I said looking down.

"Bella I don't want you running off like that. Especailly with a boy...EVER!" He said gravely and angrily.

"So you're dating him?" Charlie asked.

"Yea, pretty much." I said.

"I trust you Bella, but if anything happens..." He started to say but he didn't need to finish.

"Dad I know, you can trust me." I said reassuringly

"I trust you it's just I don't know if I trust the boys, but the Hales and Cullens are good people." He said

"Dad I know they are good people, and I won't let anything happen I love you. As I walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek lightly.

A yawn made it's way to my mouth. "I'm tired dad I'm going to go to bed now" I said and walked up stairs.

I took a shower and put on a white night gown and went to bed dreaming of Jasper and Me together forever.

2 months later! (I know it's kind of a long time later not really though just read!) (p.s Jasper's writing in the note is bold and italic and Bella's writing is italic.)

I walked down stairs and opened the dor to a smiling Jasper.

"Hi, Jasper." I said and kissed his lips.

"Hey Bella." He said on my lips and I smiled.

We got into his car, and sped off to school.

We started walking to school with entwinned fingers.

I went to my first class and then my others went threw effortlessly, all I thought was about Jasper and me for the time we've been together.

I was walking to lunch and something caught my eye, I turned around and saw nothing.

"Bella..." Someone whispered my name.

I turned around and once again I saw nothing.

I just shook it off and walked into the lunch room.

I saw Jasper sitting down at our table and I waved to him.

He smiled and I sat down next to him.

"What took you so long?" He asked.

"I don't know..." I said trying to firgure out what happened when I was walking.

"Anything you want to tell me?" He asked knowing there is something wrong with my puzzled look.

"Uhhhh...no not really how about you?" I asked innocently.

He gave me a look that said I'll-that-slide, and I smiled sheepishly.

He laughed and kissed me.

"Your lucky you are so beautiful and I love you." He said.

"I am lucky." I said.

I kissed him again and his hands went into my hair and down my arms, as my hands knotted in his golden hair and we kissed passionately until we were interrupted.

"YEAH JASPER!" We heard Emmett yell from other table in front of us.

I blushed scarlet and looked down and I could have swore I heard Jasper growl.

I looked up at Jasper and he looked down at me and smiled I little annoyed though.

"It's ok" I said and grabbed Jasper's hand from under the table instead.

He kissed th top of my head and I looked at him.

I saw that he was focusing on something. I examined closer ad I saw him nodd slightly to something that was there. Then I saw his expression change so quickly. It landed on grief, and sorrow with the smallest bit of hope.

I looke at him a little more intently and then the corner of his eye caught me staring and he turned to me.

He smiled but it didn't seem to reach his eyxpression very well, and he opened his mouth to say something but then the bell rang.

I picked up my stuff an started walking to my next class.

But, as usual Jasper was next to me in a second and followed.

He snaked his arm around my waist and he looked like he was focusing on something but I got into the biology room before I could examine any closer.

We sat down and he didn't look focussed on whatever it was before but now his expression was sorrow...sadness.

I had the urge to wrap my arms around him to comfort him but I didn't know why he was sad I was about to ask him when the teacher walked in the room.

I took out a scrap of paper and wrote on it.

I wrote What's wrong?

I placed it in front of him and he wrote something on it.

nothing

are you sure?

yes.

then why do you look so sad?

I'm not sad.

Well your expression is sad, so tell me whats the matter

Nothing is the matter.

Jasper please tell me.

Nothing is the matter how many times to I have to write that?

100

very funny

I'm not laughing just tell me!

Nothing is the matter!!!!!!

promise me.

why

so you won't promise me?

Bella!! Come on! can't you just trust me and not make me do all these promises?

But if nothing really is the matter then why can't you just promise me or is there something the matter with you (which I already know there is) so why can't you just tell me?!?!?!

Why can't you just trust me?

UGH! Fine I trust you!!! you're not sad then.

exactly.

sure.

He didn't write anything on the peice of paper and just slid it back to my side of the lab table. So I crumpled the piece of paper and put it in my pocket.

I sighed and looked away trying to find out what could he have been focusing on and why it obviously made him sad.

I felt a cold, hard reassurring hand on mine but I quickly shook it away.

I didn't mean to make him feel more anguish, so I instantly felt bad about shaking his hand away from me.

The bell rang and gym was next and I wouldn't look or talk to Jasper only because I was still deep in thought.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked me and I just lost my train of thought.

"Nothing." I murmured

"You're a terrible liar." He said

"Maybe I am but can't you just trust me?"I asked sarcasm was thick on the last two words of my sentence I just spoke.

He didn't say anything after that and we were back to not talking again.

I got ready for gym and I walked out of the locker room to see Jasper in the middle on the gym room waving at me to come over.

"Whatever." I mummbled

I walked up to him and I came and stood next to him.

We were silent again and I stood in the back round in gym and I managed to trip only twice (with the exception that Jasper always caught me) and made three people fall, A new record!

I got out of gym and Jasper was waiting for me as usual because he is just so fast at things it's hard to imagen and we walked in silence to the school parking lot, I got in his car and he drove in silence.

The silence was unbearable, I was going to crack any second because I haven't heard Jasper's musical, soft, soothing voice and it was starting to make me sad.

But before I was after to open my open Jasper beat me to it.

"Are we going to ever talk?" He asked concerned.

"I don't know are you going to talk to me?" I asked

"I already am Bella what's wrong?" He asked concerned.

"Nothing." I said and I started to get lost in thought again.

'Why was he so sad before, what could he must have been focusing on that made him feel that sorrow? What could he possibly be thinking of that he won't tell me about? What could it be?' I thought to myself until I felt the car stop and we were at my house.

"Bye." I murmured and I reached for the handle of the door when Jasper's stone icy hand grabbed my arm.

"What?" I snapped a little to harshly then I intended to and I instantly regretted it.

"I'm sorry." He said sincerely.

I sighed and reached over and lightly kissed his lips.

I smiled and got out of the car.

I got inside and started working on my homework but I kept thinking of what Jasper was thinking about and why it made him sad and most of all, why he wouldn't tell me.

A/n- I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry for not updating!!!!! i was writing a story and then it had so much fluff it made me want to THROW UP!!!! so then I was into my anti-fluff mood and I was in a killing mood so then when I was starting to write this chapter I ended up killing Jasper, Alice, Emmett, Edward and Bella...soooooo then I deleted that chapter and after I got out of my anti-fluff mood I started writing this chapter and here it is!!! lol I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!!!!!! forgive me?