A/N: Song Perfect Situation by Weezer, why I picked it, because Its the song I would like to hear before I die.

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'No one can help me. And I wont let them either. This is the end. Im going to do it today.' I say under my breath as I fumble with the lock on my locker, not noticing Lana three steps beside me, also putting thing in her locker.

"What did you say?" She asks. I look at her and am just fed up with it. Fed up with her act. I roll my eyes.

"You know what Lana, you have Clark wrapped around your finger for godsakes, Why dont you make up your godamn MIND, If you dont want him, give someone else a chance." I practically yell. Its not all about Clark, but god, I cant stand the on and off stuff.

I look away from her gaze to my locker. "Fuck it." I say and drop my books too the ground. I look Lana right in the eye. "And fuck you too." I say and walk away, smiling. My last word's to Lana were probably the only thing that has put a true grin on my face.

I walk onto the roof of the school, a little out of breath from the walk up the stairs, especially carrying a stereo. I know, why the hell do I have it? Because I have one last song to hear before I die. I let out a soft sigh as I walk up towards the roof edge. I put the stereo down and press the play button. The music comes out blaring.

whats the deal
with my brain
why am I so obviously insane
in a perfect situation
I led love down the drain

People from the ground hear it and look up at me. I didnt want a crowd. But o well. What's it matter?

theres the pitch
slow and straight
all i have to do is swing
and i'm a hero
but i'm a zero

I step closer to the edge, ready to drop. I look down over the crownd. Oh no. There he is. I didnt want him to see this.

hungry nights
once again
now its getting unbelievable

cause I could not have it better
but i just can't get no play
from the girls
all around
as they search the night for someone to hold on to...

and just pass through

But he is apart of my reason for pain, not just my father. I look up at the sky. I cant wait to be with him again. I hear a voice.

"Chloe what are you doing?" Clark asks. I smile and let out a soft chuckle.

"Superspeed Clark?" I ask, and he doesnt answer, obviously dumbfounded. I turn around. His expression almost makes me laugh again.

get your hands
off the girl
can't you see that she belongs to me?
and i don't appreciate
this excess company

"Yes I know." I pause. "About you." He starts speaking, but I shut him up by taking a step back towards the edge.

"Chloe dont!" He says panicking.

though i can't
satisfy
all the needs
she has and so she starts to wander
can you blame her?

"Promise me Clark, you wont save me." I ask.

"Chloe ,dont you dare do this to yourself." He says.

"You never cared, no one did." I say and take off my sweater, showing my bare arms, which show my slit marks.

He looks at them from the four feet distance, but im sure he can see them anyways.

tell me theres a logicout there leading me
to better prepare
for the day that something really special might come

tell me theres some hope for me
i don't want to be lonely
for the rest of my days on the earth

I look at the stereo, the songs almost finished.

"Times up Clark." I say. "I always loved you." I say a whisper. "And dont you dare think im selfish, theres no one here for me to keep me from doing this."

"Im here." He says.

"No. Your not." I say and take the final step of the ledge.

THE END.