Another day, another argument, another hotel. Today the WWE was located in Jackson, Mississippi. Yesterday was a complete mess, im still not talking to either of those idiots and I have no plan to in the near future. Normally I would stay with Jason but as you can tell by our little battle yesterday im not going to the corner with that bastard so naturally that very night I asked Lisa to take me with her when she left and of course she said no. As you already know me staying with those two temperamental toddlers for the rest of the night was absolutely out of the question so I asked around until I got the answer I was looking for but unfortunately it wasn't from the people I wanted. So for two days it is me, Jeffro, Mattie, Shannon and of course to complete the cake, Chris Jerky and you know those four together are not a good mix but when two of those idiots are 'in war' with yours truly its not gonna end up well. If everything goes as plan Jeff, Matt and Chris are going to be a team leaving my dear Shannon to choose sides. If he picks my side then it we should pull a few pranks and they will learn their lesson by 3pm latest if not it might take a bit longer but they will learn…No One Messes With Hailey!

"HAILEY!!! HURRY THE FUCK UP!!!" I heard someone yell. I was currently sitting on the bathroom counter using Chris' prized possession, his blow-dryer and Matt's overprotected hairbrush, he is convinced that Jeff and Shannon have lice.

"I'M COMING, DAMN IT!!"

"Any day now Hai-ley" That was most definitely Shannon. He just got back and has been driving me crazy. I go to the bathroom he has to go too, I go to the kitchen he goes too, I bet you that if I jump off a cliff if he would too. CHEESUS!

"Hold your fucking horses!!" Now I was just bugging him.

"HURRY UP I REALLY HAVE TO GO PEE!!"

"I'm coming!" I yelled and returned to singing my favorite song. "Elmo loves his goldfish, his crayons too!! IN ELMO'S WORLD!!!!" I yelled smiling after I heard him muttered. "See all done"

"Yea me too" He said showing me his wet pants.

"EWWW YOUR GROSS"

"Why did we let you stay here?"

"Because you love and you want to marry me and I know you though about fucking me" I said moving out the way and giving him a wink.

"Adam was right, you're freaking scary." He said closing the door.

"You spoke to my husband?" I said trying to lighten to moment. Adam and I still weren't talking, he claims he forgave me but I highly doubt that.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!?!?!... HAILEY!!!" I heard come from both Jeff and Chris' rooms. I simply smiled. Obviously I knew what happened and most definitely I had something to do with it.

From my understanding, they always go running early in the morning. Only today Matt was too hung over from last night celebration, which was for my return yet I was excluded from, and Shannon didn't come to the room until two hours ago. So Jeff and Chris left on their normal run leaving me basically by myself in a big hotel room. Not a good idea. I walked into their rooms and looked at their comforters, which were pretty fluffy. With a big smirk on my face, I walked out of the room, took the keys, some money out of Matt's pants that were thrown in the living room corner, and walked down stairs. I walked a few block to the nearby supermarket and bought at least four cartons of eggs. I took my props and walked back into the hotel room and into Jeff's room. I knew for a fact that these to where going to exhausted when they got back and they where literally going to drop into their beds. I pulled back the fluffy bedcover and laid the eggs gently all over it and then cover it with the fluffy comforter. No sign at all. It looked perfected. I walked into Chris' room and did the same. This leads us to where we are now. Two beds filled with cracked eggs and yolk oozing everywhere. I heard two doors slam open and I ran to the safety of my room which was connected with Alexis and Candice's room. Quietly, I sneaked into the bedroom of the snoozing Candice, on the couch which her head lolled back, drool slipping out of her mouth giving me full view of her creepy pale tongue.

"So this is what guys want to wake up next to every morning…I don't see the appeal" I said smiling and trying my hardest as Candice turned into the pillow and gave a loud snort.

"Who are you hiding from now?" I turned around and there was Alexis in the dining area with a packet of peanuts.

"Jeff and Chris. I booby trapped their bed. You gonna tell?"

"Thinking about" I immediately dropped to my knees and crawled over to her.

"Pleaassse don't I will never make it"

"I really should you made us worry a lot"

"Im so sorry please don't"

"Fine... peanuts?"

"No thanks you got something to eat?"

"Again, peanuts?"

"No. Thanks. Got Food?"

"Come on" Alexis and I walked out of the room and to the food court leaving snoring Candice to deal with the screams coming from the room next door. For the next ten minutes I spent my time with Alexis shooting spitballs at guys in suits who kept looking back wondering where they were coming from. It was pretty entertaining but I knew that it would only last so long. Soon I was when I convinced myself that Jeff and Chris had cooled off I left Alexis and Phillip by themselves. Apparently Alexis has a major crush on him. I walked up the stairs and open the door to reveal the disturbing site of all four guys sitting in the dining area eating. I eyed each of them curiously; Jeff and Chris just had stupid smiles on their faces. Matt's hair was sprawled all over his plate and had some mashed potatoes in his curly brown hair. Shannon was texting someone and making lovey dovey faces at his phone. Yup dude obviously got laid last night. Not that I care. Really I don't. Oh shut up what do you know.

"Hey Hailey. How was your day? I hope it was as great as ours" Chris still smiling but not looking up from his plate.

"It was fine. Hung with Alexis" I said shifting my gaze between the four men before me. Matt mumbled something and a bubble erupted from his potatoes causing all of us to look at him.

"That was weird" Shannon said before looking at his phone and bursting into a fit of laughter.

"What the hell is his problem?" I asked, they shrugged and Shannon made his best effort to come over to me.

"When you fall in love you will understand my dear child" He said looking back at his phone. I grabbed his phone and started to burst in laughter. It was a picture of some naked chick eating one of those disgusting five layer hamburgers.

"You're in love with a fantasy Shan"

"So did I ask for your opinion?... no! Come on Emily were not loved here" Shannon said taking his phone and walking to his room.

"YOU NAMED HER!!" I said laughing again.

"hsufdh No Sleep oieye Piglet saduou Pocket" Matt said taking hot pocket and mumbling to his room. Only encouraging my hysterics.

"You about done?" Chris asked.

"Hold on" I laughed a bit longer just to bug him. "Okay im done" He just looked at him and Jeff smiled and shook his head.

"Just wait until you see your bed" Jeff whispered loudly.

"DUDE!" Chris yelled hitting him on the head. For a second I would have bet you that all sorts of colorful candy was going to popped out of the Rainbow head of his.

"What the hell did you two do to my bed!!!"

I ran into the bedroom but was shocked to see that they were right my bed looked perfect. Too perfect maybe. I messed up the bed a bit but still nothing. I walked out of the room and looked at the two giggling idiots suspiciously. "Christopher and Jeffery if you don't tell what you did to my bed I'll pour vinegar all over your food." I threaten grabbing the vinegar in front of me.

"You wouldn't dare" Jeff said staring at my hand intensely in disbelief.

"Wouldn't I?"

"…I can just get more"

"Oh please the only thing that's left has Matt's drool and hair in it."

"No there's not. I saw some in the microwave" Jeff said worried. I could instantly tell he was bluffing. I placed the bottle over his food and placed two fingers on the cap.

"I'll get the potatoes." I warned twisting the cap.

"NO, NOT THE POTATOES!!!" Jeff yelled. "ANYTHING BUT THE POTATOES!!!"

"One…Two…"

"OKAY!! Fine I'll tell, just let the poor potatoes go"

"Not until you give me what I want!!" I yelled at Jeff. It was pretty funny to see how attached he had become to the potatoes. "No jokes Irvine!!" I said and by the corner of my eye I saw him close his mouth.

"Okay fine" Jeff sighed.

"JEFF!!!" Chris yelled.

"No way man. She is evil in its purest form. Just look at her" Chris and Jeff both looked up at me. I had an evil smile on my face with a black and red spider web top and blue jeans with black and red chains along with dark makeup. I did look evil…COOOOL!!!

"I see your point but keep your mouth shut"

"But the potatoes"

"I'll give you mine"

"LIAR!!! You bed is filled with-"

"Jeff I swear if you tell her. I will-"

"It's filled with crap!!"

"WHAT!!"

"JEFF!!!" Chris yelled punching him.

"Chris slashed the end of the bed and stuffed manure into along with sauce, slime and other junk. I didn't want to but the bad man made me do it!" He pouring breathless and pointing at Chris who gave him a deadly glare. I, of course not believing that Jeff did this unwillingly, opened the bottle and pouring the vinegar over Jeff, Chris and the precious potatoes. I stormed off to my room to the sounds of Jeff screaming like a girl and Chris trying to calm him down. Entering the room, the smell attacked me immediately. How I couldn't smell that before I will never know, I pulled the cover farther off the bed and there it was the biggest slash with brown shit threatening to explode in my face. As I inspected the smelly damage I smiled and walked back outside, walking past Jeff and Chris's room. We were definitely gonna have to pay for this one. Three bed ruined before one o clock I can only imagine what the rest of the day will be like. I shook my head and walked to see well nothing.

"Hello? Silence "Oh well more time for me to plot my revenge." Which didn't take very long, soon I was in the lobby recruiting some chicks to help me out with my little plan.

"What do we need to do?" The tall blonde asked

"Nothing really. Just distract them for awhile but remember to look up at me. I don't want you guys to get hit."

"Hit with what?" The other blonde asked

"Don't worry about that. Just move ok."

"Okay" They said. I walked back up to the room the now smelled horribly. But then again what did you expect when they are at least four dozen broken eggs, manure, sauce of all different types and all sorts of stuff mixed in. After getting my entire equipment ready, I placed them in a bucket and dragged it to the balcony.

"What are you doing now?" I heard Shannon say behind me.

"Nothing" I said innocently.

"Oh really what this?" He said holding up a balloon.

"I'm planning my revenge against Hardy and Jerky you in or out?"

"In. God knows you sucked out all the fun of Emily."

"Im still mad you named her. There they are" I said ducking under the railing.

"Who are they" Shannon said drooling over the blondes.

"Don't be fool Shannon. They work for me" I looked over the railing and they were in the exact position I needed them in. I winked at Shannon who grabbed a balloon and I gave the girls the signal. I smiled, nodded and backed away and started singing to the top of my lungs. "BABE I GOT YOU BABE I GOT YOU BABE!!" We started to throw the manure, sauce, egg, hair dye and anything else I could find balloons on to the guys and they ran but lucky for me I had run into Shawn and Hunter who had absolutely no problem in helping with my evil plan and where now chasing them throwing their own batch at the two. Everyone around was either in stitches or looking at us like we were demented which I really didn't mind. It's not anything new. Me and Shannon were just laughing and walked back into the hotel room where Matt stood with three water guns. "Alright Matt!! And I actually thought that I was going to be against you." I said walking towards the guns but as I bent down trying to get one Matt grabbed it and tossed it to another and other than my arch nemeses…Jonathan Cena and Randal Orton. "What the hell are you to doing here!?!"

"What you think we forgot what you did to us?" Randal said coming closer. Shannon and I started to back up and he just stared at me.

"This is your entire fault. Why do I let you pull me into these things?"

"Excuse me Mister Moore but I did none of the sort. Talk to him, he is your friend."

"Oh yea now he's mine friend."

"Hey that not important. What is important is that I almost had to scrape my head off to get the green hair dye out of my hair." John said taking off his hat showing me a few patches that were shorter than the rest.

"You know there is removal for that right?"

"There is?" I nodded. "Oh I knew that. Hey shut up!" John said pointing the water gun at me while Randy's was pointing at Shannon and Matt was looking for something.

"Hey didn't you have a hangover?" Shannon asked. Matt stopped and smiled.

"Jeff and Chris told me last night about this so I joined." I glared at him and started mumbling something. What it was im not even sure, heck im sure if it was even English? "Sorry Hail" He said before wetting me with purple water, Shannon was being shot with green and John was just shooting the ceiling with pink.

"HEY WHY DO I GET PINK!?!?!"

"Because you're the fairy" I said hopping on his back and grabbing his gun.

"Hey!!" He yelled when I hopped off and kicked his behind into the wall. "That's cheating!! Matt she's took my gun!" Matt turned but taking that spilt second break off Shannon made him lose his gun as well.

"2 against 1. Randy just put the gun down slowly and back away." Shannon said pointing the gun at Randy while I shifted between Marky Mark and Liar.

"NEVER!!!" Randy yelled shooting at us. All three of us where shooting each other with the guns and the unarmed found weapons with ketchup, mustard and just about anything they could find.

"HEY!!! I WANNA PLAY!! HUNTER, MAKE THEM LET ME PLAY!!" Shawn said coming into the room with Hunter and the prisoners.

"Shawn if you don't grab something right now I will rip your balls off right now" I said ducking under the couch and crawling towards my room. "HUNTER!!! CATCH!!!" I threw my guns towards him and he immediately started with Chris and Jeff was with Shawn. Matt and John where with Shannon and Randy was right behind me. I ran into my room and open to door that led to Candice and Alexis' room. "Hey guys!!!" I really didn't know who is was saying hi to but I saw someone I ran into the kitchen loaded in supplies and ran back into the room. I saw Randy looking in the room and immediately up on him and squirted Italian dressing in his mouth he rolled on top of me. "Oh so you like to be on top? That's fine with me why didn't you ask?"

"EWWW" He got off and squirted me some more but then threw me on the bed.

"EWW NO GET OFF!!!" I said crawling off hoping that I didn't get any crap on me and ran into the battle area. Two lamps had been broken, color was everywhere and the battle ground had extended into the hallway. Ketchup John was ramping mustard Shawn into the wall and every time a mysterious blue squirt was flying into the air like old faithful. BBQ Jeff was hanging on water gun Hunter's back and gravy Matt was on his leg drawing some design. Unarmed Chris was running in and out of the hotel room with water gun Shannon behind him shooting him with some pancake syrup. I stood there giggling as us Randy grabbed me and squirted whatever colorful liquid was in the gun into my pants. It was so fucking cold. I grabbed some stuff out of my gear and shot him with everything I had. Dressing, yogurt, ketchup, anything you name it, it was on him. Everyone was now in the room yelling, screaming and laughing their heads off when all of a sudden the door swung open with the girls at the door, everyone froze.

"Do we even wanna know?" Melina and Stacy asked before Shawn threw mustard onto Alexis' outfit.

"Sorry. I…slipped?"

"YOU ARE GONNA SOOOOOO PAY FOR THAT!!" Five minutes later it was all of us in a colorful droopy mess. I don't even think we were in teams anymore.

"WHICH ONE OF YOU BITCHES BIT ME?!?!" Randy yelled at Melina, Trish and Candice who were hanging on to different parts of him. He was looking around and then looked down and freaked out apparently his shirt has ripped. "YOU RIPPED MY SHIRT YOU KILLED IT!!" Out of flippin nowhere he went Rambo on us and starting shooting at all of us.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!" I yelled after he ran out of ammo. He just shrugged and walked out of the room everyone was just quiet as he left and looked at each other confused. Then out of no where I saw Shawn and Hunter doing the conga in the corner with some of the girl joining in. Jeff, Matt, Chris, Shannon and I just sat in the corner and shook our heads as everyone in the room except us has joined in were making their way downstairs.

"Truce?" Jeff asked me extending his hand.

"Truce" I said taking his hand. "Let's just pretend this never happened"

"Agreed" They chorused.

"Good, I'ma take a shower." I said tapping Chris' knee and getting up.

"HELL NO YOU TAKE TO LONG. IM GOING!" Shannon yelled pushing back on my behind.

"WHY DO YOU GO FIRST I'M GOING!!!?" Chris yelled pulling Shannon down.

"IF CHRIS GOES FIRST WE SHOULD JUST HAILEY GO!!! GOD KNOWS HE IS GOING TO TAKE FOREVER WITH HIS HAIR!!!" Jeff yelled shoving Chris back on the ground. From there a lot of arguing started before I noticed that Matt was quiet the whole time.

"Umm guys where's Matt?" I said looking at all of them. We all got quiet and as if on cue the water started to run.

"THAT ASSHOLE!!!" Shannon yelled running to the bathroom door with all of us not to far behind.

"MATT GET YOUR FAT ASS OUT THIS INSTANT!!" Chris yelled. He got silence as a response. Jeff looked at us and we nodded our heads. Together we all rammed the door and it busted open immediately. I was in the front and I went flying onto the ground landing right in between someone's legs. I looked up and…

"OMG OMG OMG!!" I yelled getting up and turning towards the guys. "I… I… I… ding OH is that the door? I'll get" I walked out the door and onto the tie dye flipped and torn couch curling into a ball and mumbling to myself. "You didn't see anything, nothing, nothing absolutely." Moments later when the guys had come out of shock and Matt had pushed them out of the bathroom, I jumped and yelled "FIRST JAY HAVING SEX AND NOW MATT'S WORM!! I WILL NEVER STEP FOOT IN ANOTHER HOTEL AGAIN!!!"

Two hours later

"Nachelle im fine" I was sitting on the bed answering phone calls from all around the country. All my friends had called me and now I was trying to calm Nachelle down. She has made up her mind that the wrestlers are bad people and are trying to rape me. I think she is just trying to flatter me.

"Fine my ass. Ric called me in hysterics wondering if you were here! When I asked what was going on he told me your dumbass has runaway!"

"Nani calm down. Im ok im staying with some friends of mine. Ric was just being over dramatic!"

"What were you thinking?!?! Let me guess you weren't thinking! Hailey, do you ever think about things?!?! What about us?!? Did it ever cross your mind what a wreck this family would be in if something happened to you!"

"You have to move out of that house. I think Alex is getting to you" I said laughing after a while I head nothing in response knowing she was pissed off I made the smart decision to shut up. Unfortunately for anyone who had to deal with my big sis knew that she inherited Chris' short fiery dangerous temper. "Nachelle?"

"Hailey cut the bullshit for once in your life! Dad was freaking out. Alex called everyone you knew and Mom was driving us crazy!"

"Mom was there?"

"Sorry I meant Camille. Hailey don't you dare hang up on me!"

"Call her whatever you want but don't you dare call her mom…You know what call her mom I don't care. Just like Jessica doesn't care about us"

"What the hell are you blabbering about now?" She sighed.

"You know Andrew, our precious mother's new hubby?"

"Not in person but yea? What about him?"

"Turns out he was married and the day after his divorce was finalized he and our slut of a mother got married."

"WHAT?!?!"

"Oh that's not all now im in a fight with Jason and Damien because of it. That's why I ran away Nani"

"Hailey-"

"'Im sorry I didn't know' I know"

"I am sorry is that Dad was just-"

"Didn't know he cared so much" I said rolling my eyes and shifting myself closer to Phillip headboard bring my knees to my chest. He was with Alexis and the rest of them trying to sort out the mess we made.

"Hailey maybe he is a little harder on you-"

"MAYBE?!?! Nachelle he locked me in my room for days at a time, yelled at me for no reason and pushed my buttons until I broke down! Nachelle he tortured me, he basically pushed me out of the door and threw a party when I left!! He hates me and I hate him"

"Hailey that's not true"

"Oh really did he do that to you, he definitely didn't do it to Lex and I know for a fact that Nick isn't going through this! What possible reason could there be for him treat me like this?" I yelled. I heard a squeak and then nothing. She knew something.

"Nachelle, you know something don't you?"

"Hail I can't"

"Why not?!? Nachelle I have a right to know!"

"Hailey this is between Mom, Dad and you. I have nothing to say."

"Nachelle-"

"Im sorry talk to you tomorrow I gotta go to class." She said hanging up.

"Nachelle! Nachelle! Damn it!" What does she know? I sat there in Phillip's room wondering what the hell could make my father hate me so much. Hopefully I can get one of these idiots to drive me to my grandparents' house in Natchez. Maybe they can give me some answers. I got up looked out of the window wondering how the hell my life had gotten so complicated in 13 days. I am actually happy about leaving tomorrow. I can't wait to but all of this behind me and go back to my life where I don't have to be living with others coughjaycough. I got my travel companion and out the door we went. I didn't have to wait long before I ran into someone in front of me was a tall man with long black hair tied back in a neat ponytail in jeans and blue t- shirt under a black jacket.

"Hey Marker!" I said trying to put on a happy face.

"What? Oh it's just you" He said turning around.

"Yea, nice to see you too taker. What's up?"

"Nothing trying to figure out what to do with myself till Sara gets here"

"When's she coming?"

"7. Three hours with nothing to do and nowhere to go" He whined.

"What about Glen?"

"I. don't. know. Why do you always want us to be together?...You know we're not gay"

"Trust me I know that" I said laughing.

"Good. So what are you up to?"

"Why do you always think im up to something?"

"Sweetie I knew you before you were born" Maybe? It's worth a shot.

"Hey Mark I feel sorta weird asking this but do you have any why my father hates my guts?" Yup definitely weirdest question ever asked in the history of question ever asked.

"…uh no?" I looked him and he quickly shifted his gaze.

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yea positive" I looked into his eyes for a bit and saw an unreadable expression. Maybe he did know something.

"…Ok. Can I ask you for a major favor?"

"Sure" He hesitantly and with good reason I cant name the times I had gotten him in trouble.

"Drive me to Natchez"

"That's about 70 miles form here!"

"Please I need to see my grandparents. I have to know to truth"

"Get your stuff" I smiled and pulled my jacket out of my trusty bag and placed over my Metallica shirt.

"Ready. Thank you so much" I said giving him a hug and jumping up for a kiss on the cheek before walking away.

"You knew I was gonna take you didn't you" Mark said following me.

"You're old you never have anything to do" I said skipping towards the midnight blue Expedition.

1 hour later

"That's it" Mark slowly pulled up to the large yellow house. Walking up the cobble step memories ran through my head, I remember I had my first kiss here and decided to purse singing in this very house. It was my safe place it was tucked away from everything which made it so easy to forget the world. I knocked on the door and waited.

"Yes? Hailey? dear. Mark oh please some in." My grandmother said giving me a hug. "What brings you by? What happened to your hair? Wait! Aren't you supposed to be in Los Angeles?" She said looking at me as we walking into the mansion.

"Mom got married and went on her honeymoon leaving me with –"

"Ric gotcha"

"Actually I was gonna say my new stepbrother Jason Reso but sure that works" The former women's champion Nova turned to me and looked at my face to see if I was serious. Her brown eyes went wide and then started to mumble something about Jessie being irresponsible.

"Joseph!!"

"What now Karen?!?! God can't a man watch dome good all American porn- cupine documentaries. Cupcake I didn't see you there" He said chuckling nervously as Grandma glared at him, tapping her foot.

"Yes sure Grandpa" I said giving him a hug.

"Hey Joe" mark said giving a man hug thingy. You know what im talking about the hand shoulder tap thing.

"So what does this one want?"

"Oh so that's what you call me. It's ok I see how it is I love you too Grandpa."

"Not you precious that fat bitch" He said hitting Mark shoulder.

"Joseph!"

"Oh she's not eight anymore Karen. I guarantee you that this hell raiser does worst things than we ever did, isn't that right Hailey?" If he only knew. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mark looking at me and smiling. "Mark come on I got some Cubans in the back. I'll share my porcupine collection with you" Grandpa said walking back into the den. Mark just looked at me and mouthed 'Hurry please' and followed my unpredictable grandpa in the mysterious porn-cupine watching room. That's what he gets. He almost ruined it. In my grandparents eyes I was the complete package of innocence. My grandmother think Alex is a whore and my grandfather thinks Nani is spoiled. Funny isn't it.

"Grandma, Can I talk to you"

"Anything sweetie"

"Why does dad hate me so much?"

"Oh. Hailey. Come into the kitchen maybe we can make something during this ok?" I nodded and followed her into the large kitchen.

"Sweetie your father… your father…You had a brother." WHAT!! Grandma's cheese is definitely slipping of the character. I had literally had millions of thoughts and yet nothing was coming out.

"huh"

"What the hell do you think your doing" My grandfather said coming out of the den with his zipper wide open. Which made me even more curious of what was happening in that room, normally I would say something but I was frozen I mean how do you react when your told that you had a brother that you never even knew about. I wonder if Alex knows.

"Joseph she has a right to know!"

"This is between Christopher and Jessica." He said pulling her lightly towards him.

"And do you seriously think they are going to tell her?!?" She whispered loudly.

"Do what you want but you are going to explain to your son why you opened your big mouth." He said leaving with a six pack of beer mumbling 'im surrounded by idiots'

"Why wouldn't they tell me?" I asked breaking her thoughts.

"Honey you and Alexandria were triplets. You had a big brother. Lucas." I stood there speechless looking at her in disbelief.

"Wha...Whe…Ho…huh?"

"He died two hours after you were born." She has running her manicured hand through her golden hair, eyes bright blue eyes watery.

"…why"

"Alex was born perfectly healthy but you and Lucas weren't as lucky. You two didn't have enough blood to survive. I forgot the medical term the doctor used but your father having your blood type he was told he could only donate one of you-"

"And he picked me"

"Technically yes"

"Wait technically? What?"

"Jessie begged him. Chris loved her so much he did anything he asked of her."

"So he never wanted me?"

"Of course he did but you have to understand he had to pick in between his children. No parents would ever pick one over the other but unfortunately he had to unless both of you would die and he refused to let that happen."

"I can't believe this" I said throwing myself on the nearby chair.

"I guess with two girls already-"

"Choosing me meant letting go of his only son"

"Exactly"

"Why didn't they tell me?"

"They didn't want to hurt you"

"What...what happen to him? where is he?"

"Mountain View Cemetery, Boulder, Colorado."

"So that's why we always go to Colorado for our birthday" I said sorta still dazed. I can't believe this is happening.

"When you are all asleep Chris and Jessie visit him. Sometimes we go too. The truth is I don't think they ever got over it."

"……I don't know what to say" I said running my hand through my hair and trying to wrap my head around this…I don't know what to say I mean should I be mad that my father gave up his son to make my life miserable. It wasn't my fault. No one had a gun to his head. Or should I be thankful he gave me life in more than one way. And that isn't a bit unfair to me that for almost seventeen years I never knew about this. I just can't believe this is happening… I had a brother…Lucas.

(Thanks to goddess.0f.discord, cassymae, WWESupernatural102292, 68 stones from a broken heart, ExtremeXShinyXHeartagram, XxMAKExXitorbreakitXx, and 2 Die is 2 Live. Also thank you for the birthday wishes. I'm sorry for the sad update but it had to be done. Love ya –Genesis)