Things have been a little foggy for the last couple hours. I could sleep last night I just seeing the picture of Lucas that Grandma showed me. I felt horrible to know that my very existence brought death along with it. I kept thinking of what would have been like for my family if Chris had gone against Jessie and kept Lucas. Maybe half of the shit that happened would have never occurred. Yet considering all of this I could help but feel a deep anger towards my parents. Why did they tell me anything what to protect my feelings? I don't buy that crap if they wanted to do that they wouldn't have given me the punishment of having your parents, the people that you were supposed to depend on, hating you for a reason that you could never understand. For years I thought that Chris hated me because well I was the only people in that household with a brain to defend myself against his stupidity and childish remarks but it turns out that he just upset that I wasn't his ticket to a father and son football game. Looking back at it Jessie was overly affectionate to me was it to balance out my father's anger or was it pity. I pick the latter. I think told Nachelle because I hardly think that she would be able to remember that but I just can't get out my head that the whole way my life has been lived is because of one day that I had no control over. It not like I wanted him to die heck I would prefer him instead of the next Miss. America Alexandria Belinda Kellerman. Maybe he would have had the balls to help me terrorize the family.

I sighed and zipped up the last of my belongings. Unfortunately the once small suitcases grew in size because of gifts my newly found friends had given me: shoes I would never wear, pants that were to small, shirts I couldn't fill, games I could play and tons of pictures ranging from my cat scan from my fight with Jillian to me, Jay and Adam doing a pyramid in the snow and you had to know that I never leave anywhere with my skinny jean John pic. I see every time I see that thing. God im gonna miss these fools. Today my suitcase would go back to its comfy dust infested home in the back of dark mysterious closet and I would go back to mine a home filled with crazy friends, slutty mothers and cheating step fathers. Staying a bit longer didn't seem like a bad idea. I quickly threw the thought out my head realizing that I would get in Los Angeles early tomorrow morning, be asleep all day and arguing with Jessie and that cheating blob named Andrew would take up the rest of my evening. Sunday would most definitely include the unpacking, remising and missing my time here along with catching up with my friends. Monday it was back to school, what a terrible painful joy that was. I shook my head knowing that one more day, no one more minute was impossible. By the time I got home SuperSlut and Cheater Mc.Cheat would already be there and were probably half way there. Two things could happen they would be so happy and in love that they will completely ignore me or be completely pissed I would even get I word out in either case I was ready I was going to make them pay. Until I turn 18 their lives will be hell. It either me or them and I never lose.

I took one last look around the room before deciding that I had everything. He was originally scheduled drive me the airport but he didn't want to and really I could careless I would let that stuck up dipshit drive me anywhere. No way was he going to give me my last memory here. Some of the wrestlers were going to fly out to Kansas tonight so I asked Uncle Ric if he could drive me. It was me, Uncle Ric and Shawnie off to the airport. Everyone was supposedly 'stuffed' but I knew that they were just cutting off my options so I had to go with him, who was the only one with space. Ric being such a pushover sometimes all it took was a few hugs and tears and I had secured myself a spot. I was not going to take that spot. I refuse!!!

Knock Knock

I dragged myself over to the door, Shawn was crying on Uncle Ric's shoulder. "They grow up so fast and now she's leaving the nest."

"Not forever im never leaving you. Here I want you to have this" I said giving him the bill that the guys had to pay for trashing the room. We were so closer to being banned from the hotel. Pretty funny if you think about it. He looked up at me smiling.

"Its just so sad." He said crying harder stuffing the bill back into my hand and walking into the room. Uncle Ric just looked at me giving me a hug.

"You're always welcome to come back you know that right"

"Of course. Im gonna miss ya."

"Yes you will… so see a few weeks?" He said smiling

"Most definitely" I said giving him a hug as well. These two are making so much harder to leave the hotel and I can't even begin to imagine what it like at the airport. With Shawnie's childish personality and Uncle Ric's orange skin I was definitely going to lose a lot of good laugh I just know it. Talking about Uncle Ric I swear he is SHEDDING! Mostly around the boob-cal area but shedding none the less, its only a matter of time before those thing fall off.

"Ready pumpkin?" Ric asked. I had to hold in a laugh wondering Uncle Ric and the pumpkin would be the same shade but held in the strong desire.

"Yea" I sighed as the guys took my luggage to the car. Everything seems to be going in slow motion at that moment and I had the strongest urge to sit on the floor, chain myself to the door and never leave but my feet obvious had different sentiments because they were somberly trudging behind the nature boy and the showstopper pulling the last piece of luggage left.

"That's all of it" Ric said which once again made Shawn burst into a river of tears and drool which left their mark on my black jacket.

"Don't leave me!!!" Shawn said grabbing my shoulder tightly and pushing into his chest.

"Shawnie stop making this hard for me. I will send you picture and promise to visit when your near Cali. Ok?"

"IT'S NOT THE SAME!!"

"Come here" I said taking out my Polaroid and snapping a picture of us giving it to him. He stared at the picture for a while.

"I look like girl!!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!"

"How about I buy you a big chocolate bar at the airport? Huh?"

"Okay" He said shrugging, releasing my shoulder and hopping into the car. I turned back to stare at the hotel before doing the same just I was leaving this behind me forever.

At the Airport

There they stood twelve of my closest friends. Each with a different expression of sadness the girls Amy, Trish, Lisa, Torrie and Carly were straight up crying even though some didn't want to admit even though they would burst into tear every time they did coughCarlycough. Some of the guys Chris, Hunter, John, Randy, Matt and Jeff had watery eyes but refused to turn on the waterworks in order to 'be strong of the little ladies' as Matt put it. I really did prefer them not crying though guys crying in some weird way just make the situation come even more real than it already is. There was one whose sadness was felt by all of us even though he had a blank expression and refused to look me in the eye. Adam. My best friend, my trainer, my brother. I stood in front of the group two weeks ago I would have told that this was going to be the worst 14 days of my life and if I recall I did say that but now here I am eating those words… well partly. I never could have imagined that I was going to be friend with the very people that I considered self centered and shallow. I was completely wrong well not in Randy's case as he looked at his reflection in the take off window. I still love him though, I love everyone.

"I can't do this" Torrie said

"Then don't. It's not like we'll never see each other again" She smiled and gave me a long hug.

"See ya" I nodded and she when back to Carly's embrace.

"Damn and I thought we finally got rid of ur ass" John said smiling.

"Nope your stuck me. Come here John" I said opening my arm and moved forwards but then stopped.

"Did you just call me John?"

"Well that is your name isn't? What do you prefer you mini Vanilla Ice" He smiled and picked me up in a hug.

"Aww here come the water works. I promised myself I wouldn't do this" Hunter said fanning his eyes and dragging himself towards me.

"I'll miss you too" I replied trying to rip myself from the airless bear hug.

"Hunter, let her go she's turning blue" Lisa said laughing. "Im gonna miss your dumbass" She said giving me a hug.

"I know but don't lose sleep over it even through im so worth it. Here something to remember me by" I said snapping a picture of my behind.

"I will keep it forever!" Hunter said taking to picture and running away.

"Someone thinks highly of themselves" Randy said causing all of us to laugh.

"Orton you're supposed to say something about the kid. Come here my child" Carly said giving me hug and giving me the WANTED sign we made of Sean. "Here keep it. God know we got a ton. Im gonna miss hanging out with you"

"I'll miss you to but im sure someone else will deal with you"

"Oh why not come on I know you want to. But this is a one time thing" Matt said sighing and opening his arms.

"Im gonna miss you, Mattie" I said coming out of Matt's warm sweater.

"My turn Bucko. I'll miss you. I already miss you" Jeff said jokingly before giving me a hug. "Here something to remember me by" He said giving me a small skittles bag.

"What? I can't get the big one"

"I don't have big one"

"I see in your pocket Jeff" I said reaching and taking out the perfectly package big skittles bag.

"Who put those there?" I looked at him and then at the bag I held in my hand.

"Can I have them?" I asked innocently.

"Please you ain't that special" Jeff said taking the bag and giving me a quick hug before walking behind Lisa.

"Please excuse him we haven't fully trained him yet. Im gonna miss you so much!" Trish said giving me a hug that last a little too long.

"I'll miss you to but you got my number and you can talk to me whenever you want." She nodded and sulked back to her place.

"Same goes for you. Thinking about I definitely should have charged for my services." Chris said pondering the idea for a second before charging at me with open arms. "When ever you need to talk –"

"I got Trish gotcha." I responded smiling, pulling away as he just looked at me and shook his head smiling before whispering that the Leafs were the best.

"In your wet dreams, Irvine!" He stuck his tongue out at me and then hide behind Adam who was standing there the whole time observing. He turned around and looked at Chris before moving to the side.

"Go get'em" I looked at Adam and he just smiled down at me. I walked towards him and Chris slowly back away and worked his way behind Hunter who had return and was standing next to Adam passing my ass picture around. I stepped right in Hunter's face before turning into Adam. He seemed a bit surprised but then returned my hug. "Im gonna miss you and I know he is too" I smiled up at him before giving him a peck on the cheek.

"Yea whatever if he does why isn't he here?." Silence "I'll miss you too and give this to him please." I said giving Adam a envelope. He nodded and gave me another hug. I could sense everyone just staring at us that is until…

"I DON'T THINK HIGHLY OF MYSELF!" Randy yelled after a good few minutes of hard thinking. I hope he didn't hurt himself.

"THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY 5 YEAR FLASHBACK CAPTIAN OBVIOUS!" I said pulling away from Adam.

"Shut up and .hug me"

"You were gonna say kiss me weren't you?" I said smirking.

"Oh sue me" he said giving me a hug causing me to laugh.

"You should take him up on that offer." Amy said giving me a hug.

"Which one the kissing or the suing?"

"Both" She laughing as Randy puckered his lips and close his eyes. Everyone started to laugh. YES THE TIME WAS HERE!!!!! I reach into my carry on and pulled out a super soaker filled with a mix that a found on the floor of yesterday's battle ground. What was in it im not sure but I looked and smelled horribly. I pumped all of its content of the laughing bunch who yelled, scream and ran around trying to not get hit. Every single one was soak with black green fluid, they looked down at their clothes and then back at me. SNAP I quickly took the picture and ran to my entrance gate giving the woman my boarding pass and entering the passage that took me to my plane.

"BYE GUYS!" I yelled poking my head back out as the woman tried to block their entrance.

"HEYWAITYOULITTLEYOUDON'TUNDERHAILEYDEADSECURITY!!!" I heard behind me I walked back into the passage but before I got far I heard the whole lot scream "HAILEY WAIT!!" I turned around but a few men were blocking it so I had no way to get back to them. Maybe wasn't that important anyways. I got on the plane and looked for my seat which on course was infront of a screaming child and next to and a loud arguing couple. Just my friggin luck. I plopped my ass on the seat and quickly put on my headphone ignoring the world around me.

In Los Angeles

Javier came and picked my up and we had just pulled up to the house; he told me that Jessie and ANDREW had arrived a few hours ago and were waiting for me back house apparently they were impossible. Javi would tell how just that they were driving him crazy as they were everyone else. We got out of the car and I stood there looking at the house with my carry on bag in hand when Javier went over to get the rest of the luggage.

"Don't"

"But-"

"Go I'll take care of it" He looked at me confused. "Don't worry I got this" He smiled and shook his head.

"Good to have ya back Kellbell"

I smiled at the nickname. "Good to be back. I missed ya" He smiled and walked inside.

I stood there for awhile and them walked to the door knocking and waiting for a response. Yay look it's the happy couple.

"Hailey dear" Jessie said opening her sunkissed arms. Andrew just stood behind her looking me supiously for a second but quickly replaced with a smile when he noticed I was looking at him. I shifted my glare from both of them and walked into the house pushing my bag into Jessie arms.

"You my bags are in the car get to it" I said snapping my fingers at Andrew.

"Hailey you just got here aren't you gonna say something to your parents." I stopped as soon as I touched the first step.

"One your not my parents. A parent would have worried about their child!!! A parent would have called!!! A parent would tell their kids if the got married!!! A parent would have not spilt up a family and parent would most definitely tell their child if they had a brother!!!" Both of them just looked at me in shock opening their mouths instantly but closing just as fast, looking down at the floorboards. "Yea I know about Eand I don't know who the fuck two asses are but YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE NOT MY PARENTS especially you" I said glaring at Andrew before walking up the stairs. "Oh and don't forget to get the bag and maybe while your at it, some morals." I said finally going to my room proud of myself. It wasn't before long that I heard yelling downstairs. I looked out the window and there was Andrew pulling the bags out of the car. I smiled and pushed the little bit of guilty out of my mind, looking around the room my smile widened and I skipped to stereo and put on my old sum 41 CD. It always made me happy and today it made me go through the roof that is until I tried myself out and fell asleep.

"Hailey" Jessie said through the door waking me out of my sleep. I rubbed my eyes and turn to the other side but her loud knocking persisted. I finally got up and crawled to the door.

"What" I said not bothering to waste my energy opening my eyes on these clowns.

"We need to talk"

"Yea ok" I steeped back into the room and slammed the door in their face this time making sure it was locked and walked back to my bed falling back asleep.

"Hailey!!! Get out here!!!" I heard Andrew yelled causing me to fall off my bed and on to the unforgiving floor. I yanked the covers off of me and stormed to the door.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!!" I yelled staring right in his face he stood his ground. I smiled I knew exactly how to break him. Chris was the same way he would be no different. You will learn now all I need is help and I knew exactly where I was gonna get it. I walked back into my room but he grabbed my arm.

"Your mother and I need to talk you!"

"Leave a message"

"NOW"

"Oh im so scared. Listen and listen good im not afraid. You may think your big and bad. YOUR NOT! If you haven't noticed I run things around here and you will do as I say so get the fuck out my way!!!" I said pushing him out of the way but he would budge. "Move! Now" He looked at me and then back up.

"Your gonna learn soon"

"Not before you though"

"Where are you going?"

"Lesson one I don't have to tell you anything."

"Where are you going?" He said sternly.

"To hell see ya there Satan" I said walking out the down giving the finger to Jessica in the process. I ran to my weird BMW and drove to a very my best friend's house. Max! At the door Max's mom opened up and gave me a huge hug.

"Look who's here"

"Hello Mrs. Nutter is Max home?"

"He's doing homework" We just looked at each other and started to laugh.

"MAX GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE NOW!!" Seconds later Max came into view and ran to me giving me a hug.

"What are you doing here? What did you do?"

"Nothing im hurt that you would think I need reason to visit my best friend!" He just looked at me smirking. "Fight with the cheater and the slut." He just looked at me and I dragged him outside knowing that Jessica would know I was here.

"Huh?"

"We need to go to Steven's. Mom if anyone asks I wasn't here."

"Hailey"

"Please. I bring him back in one piece"

"Nah I don't want the mouth it getting too big" She said laughing and turned to Max and shook my head shaking my finger.

"Tis Tis"

"Oh shush look at yourself"

"Don't worry I won't tell"

"Thank you so much, mum" I said dragging Max into the car and driving off to Steven's. Yup this was gonna be the rest of my life there is no way I will ever gonna get along with them, I would never forgive them. And he will learn you can bet your ass on that one.

(A/N: As you can probably tell im not in the best of mood and sorry if Hailey came off as a brat. Next update might take a while but the fun will definitely resume sorry about the drama filled couple chapters. Read and Review. Love ya- Genesis)