(A/N: Thx for the reviews)
When Lorelle arrived home from school she came home to find Chuck sitting on the couch looking depressed
"Hey" she said, he didn't reply
"What's wrong?" she asked
"I don't know, everything" he replied
"Chuck what happened?" she asked getting worried
"We lost it, Blair and I lost the baby" he said breaking down into tears. Lorelle couldn't believe what she just heard she didn't know what to do or say so she just bent down and hugged him
"I'm sorry" she said
"It wasn't supposed to happen" she nodded
"I know I know" after Chuck calmed down Lorelle asked
"How's she doing?"
"We haven't talked she doesn't want to talk she doesn't want to be touched all she's done is stare" he said
"Do you want me to go up and talk to her?" she asked
"Please try" Chuck begged. Lorelle nodded and went upstairs to Blair's room. She gently knocked on the door and let herself in
"Hey" Lorelle said softly Blair didn't even look at her it was like Chuck all she did was stare. Lorelle knelt down beside Blair
"I'm sorry Blair if you need me to stay with you here I'll be happy to" she said, Chuck appeared at the door watching
"I need you to go away" Blair said bitterly to Lorelle
"Blair" Lorelle said rubbing her arm
"Don't touch me" Blair snapped Lorelle put her arms up in defense. Chuck walked up to Blair
"Okay Blair come here" he tried to hug her but she kept pushing him off
"Get your HANDS OFF OF ME!" she yelled crying
"GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE…If my baby doesn't wanna be with me then no one else can either! Now get out of my room" she sobbed
"Come on Chuck let's go" Lorelle started to walk off but Chuck still stayed, Lorelle looked back she sighed
"Chuck come on just leave her we tried" Chuck slowly got up and left the room.
Blair sobbed and sobbed. Why did her baby have to go away? Why did death take her baby? It was her baby not their's. She never been so depressed in her life this was truly the worst pain to experience. She went to her dressing table to grab a tissue when something caught her eye. A small teddy bear with a white shirt that said 'I love my Mommy'. Chuck had bought the day after they found out Blair was pregnant she held the toy and cried even more 'If you loved your mommy why did you leave her?' Blair thought.
Chuck was downstairs, daydreaming. He'd wanted a baby so badly he was imagining being a father everytime he looked at a spot in the room he had a vision of him being a father as his kid grew up.
First he looked at the living room
There he was sitting on the couch holding a baby girl rocking her gently to sleep. She was holding to his finger tightly. He smiled and kissed her.
Then he looked at the kitchen
He was watching him tickle his two year old son. The sound of his son's giggle warmed his heart it was the most beautiful sound in the world.
Then he looked at the entrance of the house that had a big space
There was his four year old daughter in her pink tutu, leotard and tights. Ready for her first ballet lesson. She was showing Chuck how well she could twirl he had it all on video camera.
Then he looked at the dining room
His five year old son was eating his breakfast. It was his first day at school
"You ready for your first day?" Chuck asked his son
"I'm so excited dad" his son replied
Dad. That's what Chuck wanted to be. Dad. He didn't care if he had a boy or a girl he wanted to be a dad watching those visions made him want a child more than ever.
(A/N: Please review! I know does not sound like Chuck lol)