Summery: She's always been discriminated from everyone around her. Can one guy save her and befriend her? Can she find out his deepest darkest secret SakuraXSasuke a.u.
Disclamier: I do NOT own any of the shows , songs or copyrighted stuff in this story. Thank you.
A.N. – Sorry for not updating sooner!!1 forgive me. Also this is more about sasuke so sakura might not be in this one. :) Oh and underlined means journal enter thanks.
Love For The Dead – Chapter Five
Sasuke sat on his couch and looked at his dirty wooden floor. He could pick out different color lint's. Like black dirt from his wings and grey lint from his socks. He crossed his cold palms and placed his head onto them. He shut his eyes. All he could think about was…"Misaki". Back in the day when everything was simple. Sasuke was really born in the 1800's and she was his lover until he was turned that one night.
He was stabbed with a barber's switch blade. Well its supposed to be the blade he cuts hair with but at the time he called it a switch blade. But anyway he was stabbed and was barley alive till some stranger with a pale white face and long black hair changed him. He was then made to do his bidding for all of eternity.
Sakura reminded him a lot of Misaki. She was the same height as her and they where the same clothing and shoe size. Misaki's hair was softer and silkier but Sakura had a good figure. 'Damn' He though as he held his head in his hands. 'Why'd I lose control. She could still be with me right now.' He bite his lip and it started to bleed so he wouldn't cry. He pulled out a black book that looks old. Ironic No?
This was his journal he's had it for over 143 years. He started back in eighteen fourty-three when he was 14. He would jot down little poems and what not when he feels certain things. He passed the page from when he wrote back In eighteen forty-seven. He felt a tear fall down his pale cheek as he ran his finger over the letters he wrote. The day he killed her. The day he LOST everything. He read over the journal entry.
Dear Journal,
I cant believe I hurt her the way I did. All I wanted was us to be together yah? Is that too much to handle right now. I was changed while I was barley alive and I can still feel my heart beat slow in my chest. I told her I was a part of the undead now and she slapped me and I lost it. She told me about how fucked up this is and she says im on something. I remember grabbing her arm and pinning her to the brick wall and she bit me in the arm. She simple told me: "Sasuke babe I hate your guts. You fucking liar I hope you burn in hell where you belong". It hit me hard and I attacked her. If I haven't lost it and if she would have accepted me maybe we could have lived on forever. I need to sleep...if I can. Bye,
- Sasuke
Sasuke shut the journal before he could even write a journal entery and he kinda curled up onto the couch and started to shake. This always happens. Some think hes a really tough mean guy but deep down he's sensitive and caring. His eyes went a dark purple color as he looked around and stood up.
It was feeding time.
Im going to end it there. Suggestions?