AN: I need more reviews. Okay so this chapter, is dramatic. It kinda cuts off, but I have up to chapter 7 typed out.

Chapter 5
Just Leave

Then I opened my eyes again and said goodbye to the sweetest daydream my mind had ever concocted.

I stepped out of the shower and dried off quickly, I had taken way too long. As usual with me, especially when I got to think my human minutes would turn into a human hour. I dried my hair a bit and ran the comb through it and fluffed it out a bit.

I picked up the night time outfit Alice had bought me at Victoria Secret, I asked her not to but it's really cute. I couldn't say no. I slipped on the pink underwear and bra and looked at myself. I was actually cute in these.

The bra hung just right upon my chest, shaping me well; the lace tailored the shape it gave me in a delicate, soft and feminine way. I picked up the light pants, the material reminded me of scrubs and it was blue, Edward's favorite color on me. The t-shirt was matching, cute. I put that on, flipped the light off and headed into Edward's room.

"Hello, Bella" his purr rang in my ears, and drew me in close.

"You are just too cute, delicious." He smiled holding me.

"Then try me," I tried to sound seductive; I climbed on him and he wrestled his way on top.

"Get some sleep Bella; you have had a long day."

He kissed me, and it was much better than Jacob who had the appeal of warmth and felt alive. Edward felt intoxicating. I crawled under the covers; Edward followed curled next to me. His arms were wrapped around me and I lay on top of him, slightly. The night drifted by me as sleep took me over.

Dream

I was running along the beach my hand in Jacob's we came upon the pier and approached it slowly. It was raining, yet I wasn't bothered by it. We ran back and down to the base of the pier and sat under it.

"Jacob I missed you"

He said that he missed me as well. We watched the rain pour heavier now. Humidity filled the air and I cuddled closer to Jacob. I kissed him, and then again, and again. His lips were light and buoyant, they were salty, and felt so alive. I straddled him continuing, he pulled me closer, closer, closer. I could barely breathe, yet I was beyond just comfort.

He laid down pulling me with him as we continued to kiss. A few moments passed and I rolled down beside him and allowed him to pull me close.

"Jacob, you're amazing."

He replied with, Not half as much as you are. He was just a complimentary as Edward and he was so alive and warm. It was irresistible.

I woke up. Edward was staring at me ready to say something. Oh no I must have talked in my sleep.

"So you missed Jacob?" He started off with.

Anger rolled off his tongue, but he suppressed it and just purred.

Stupid seductive vampires.

"I must have been talking in my sleep."

A crimson wave breezed onto my cheeks and through all my willpower it remained until noticed, only to deepen. Edward chuckled at this.

"You never mentioned my name…but you seem to think Jacob is amazing," he sounded rather hurt.

"I'm sorry," I felt awful. My dream was almost a replay of yesterday, minus the rain.

"Bella, its okay," he smiled, "You're my fiancée, I love you."

But there was something untold behind that smile, something angry. I felt unsure, and wanted to ask but Alice stopped me.

Alice came in, overly excited.

"Bella! We're going shopping today!! Its Friday."

How could I forget…?

"I just need a couple of human minutes to get dressed and brush my teeth and…"

Alice interrupted, "And I'll do your makeup today!"

I was slightly dreading that but without Edward around I could talk to Alice about things that were definitely annoying. I blushed, and an even deeper blushed escaped knowing Esme would be going with to shop for what would solve my annoyance. She would be objective, though.

"Alice…once we leave I…"

"Hang on," she paused, obviously visioning my choice to talk to her, "you're going to talk to me about…you know."

"Yea."

"Well we will buy something for that."

She was hinting at something obvious and something that I wasn't sure I would be comfortable with. My almost mother-in-law going with me to get lingerie, something her son will see me in and then take off that was bound to be awkward.

Alice began with seating me in front of a plethora of make up, beauty products and creams. She loved playing Barbie doll with me, and thus took the first beauty cream which was to moisturize the skin and lathered my face with it. This process was going to be long, at least Alice would be quick and I was beyond thankful for that.

My mind wondered as I was being made into Barbie. I thought about how the trip would play out, lining up different scenarios. We walk into Victoria's Secret and Alice goes straight to the lingerie, she finds different things that she swears Edward will just love. I wonder how she knows, my mind blocks that thought. Edward is definitely a virgin. She has to know with visions. Why is my mind concocting all this? I should think about something else….

I began to think about how angry he seemed, how hollow his I love you sounded.

Alice swept blush on to my cheeks, as if they needed it, then applied a shimmer powder. I glanced in the mirror, I looked so natural yet every feature was enhanced. I was anxious at that moment.

Alice bounded down the stairs acting more human than ever, she called Emse.

"Esme! Esme! Esme!"

In between the second and last calling of her name Esme materialized in the living room.

"Bella, we're going in the Porsche." Alice announced.

"O-okay, I'm going to tell Edward good-bye."

He was in his room sitting on the leather couch, I entered slowly. He seemed so tense. Was my dream last night bothering him that bad? It couldn't be. I was scared though I knew I hadn't done anything wrong, except for…kiss Jacob Black and he would never know about that he doesn't talk to Jacob. It had to be something else, but all thoughts evaded me as I approached the silent statue whom seemed to neglect my presence.

"Edward?"

"What do you want Bella?"

His hostility overwhelmed me, I wanted to break down crying but remembered that having on make up and crying didn't go together too well. I couldn't control myself, tears welled up as he wouldn't even look at me.

"Edward," I choked a little, and he turned around.

"Bella why would do this to me?"

It must have been that kiss, which I hadn't stopped, I hadn't told him but I kissed back.

"Is it Jacob?"

"Bella, just leave."

I stumbled out and forgot any previous notion to keep my make up in tact. I didn't even make it down the stairs before I collapsed and wrapped my arms around myself. Alice was waiting there for me. She picked me up and held me. I was oddly at ease in her arms; my love for Alice was infinitely strong.

"Bella, he's pretty mad I asked Jasper. Let's go somewhere, and we'll postpone this about a week"

I nodded and Alice carried me to her Porsche. It was comfortable but I couldn't get the image of the statue whom I loved, the one that told me to "just leave", out of my mind. Fresh tears rolled down as Alice drove. She didn't speak, or tell me where we were headed she just drove. I didn't notice scenery or even the speed at which Alice's prized possession reached, I didn't care. Alice touched my face with her cool hands, stroking my cheek and wiping away the tears.

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