Chappptter THREE:
A/N: Ok, thank you for the certain reader/reviewer that told me that the title was umm, well spelled wrong…Its both, funny, and cheek flushing worthy embarrassment. Hoping that this chapter is better, with those certain problems, if not, again (for the third time) I'm beyond words sorry. Thank you.
-Megmae
Recap: "So," I asked. "Then what are you?" I grabbed his hands in mine and sat on my knees anxiously awaiting his answer.
"I'm-I'm a…."
"Bella, I just don't," He paused, making me tense up even more then before. This was killing me deeply, and yet, my brain kept going to, 'I've known the guy for less then 24 hours'. "I just don't think I can do it." My figure relaxed and I sloughed before his perfect figure extremely disappointed.
"You had me going," I confessed. He smiled weakly.
"You've had me going," He said softly, looking away from my eyes. 'You have had me going…You have had me going…You have had me going…' What is that supposed to mean? That he likes me? That he loves me? That he is making fun of me?
"Have, had?" I asked boldly. He looked up shyly, and then looked away defeated. "What is that supposed to mean Edward?" My voice hinted anger but I felt nothing but compassion for this non-ordinary-might-be-human. He stood up suddenly and the train jolted.
"Maybe we aren't good for each other Bella," He said shortly. "I think that this should be the last time you see me." And just like that he walked out of the cabin, leaving me with nothing, not even a good-bye or a, maybe we will see each other soon. My life was upside down, and it was never straight. My mouth was suddenly dry, my head suddenly spun, and my stomach was churning. I have never felt so cold and so alone in my life. My skin started to burn as if I was on fire. I started to shake, and my vision became fuzzy. What was happening to me? Standing up, I stumbled around the cabin in search of the door.
"HELP ME!!" I screamed. My skin felt as hot as a thousand suns. I doubled over in pain and yelled out for help. I saw the light, a beautiful soft white light. My pain went away and all my fears disappeared. I reached out to it, and it grasped my scolding hot hand. It was ice cold. I blinked and I was back in my seat, with Edward in front of me.
"Maybe we just aren't good for each other Bella." My mouth dropped open. What the hell just happened to me? I stood up.
"Edward, WHAT ARE YOU?" I yelled. I was angry this time. I wanted to know and I wanted to know now. "You are not normal, and you are not going to keep this from me!" My voice rose with each word, but it only sounded like I had a sore throat. His face looked even and calm while mine was red and scolding hot once again.
"Bella, calm down," I wasn't going to calm down till he confessed, till he told me the truth.
"My skin was just on fire Edward. Fire!" People passed the cabin door with luggage in tow and gave a bewildered look at me as if I was a lunatic.
"Bella, I think that you should just forget about me and forget about what happened to you. It might save you a lot of pain." He tried to leave, but I grabbed his hand.
"I'm too far and to deep to swim back Edward." His face was thoughtful but it was set on leaving.
"You're strong," He replied, as he yanked his hand back and silently slipped out the cabin door.
A/N: Thank you to Dee-one-and-only for helping me with this chapter! I know the 12 hour poem kind of upset a couple of you and I'm sorry. That was stupid of me, so I wanted to make up for it. So I hope you liked this chapter!!
Don't forget to review! Constrictive criticism is great.
- Megmae
