WARNING: BOYxBOY fic. As in—KazunexJin. Don't like it? Don't read it. Beware, there is no sanity. Oh. Almost forgot. OOC.
DISCLAIMER: Life is a pity. . . Never will be owning. Nor the lyrics nor the bands where songs are gonna be posted in this chapter, kays?
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Just Right
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Chapter 3: As you sow so shall you reap
It was a dark and stormy night. The two children played with their little action figures against each other as they ignored the rain pouring on the glass window. The miniature Kazune could not help but take a glance to his friends' face. It was a face of paranoia almost reaching it's limit or extent. When the roar of thunder was heard to both children, Kazune was unfazed but Jin literally jump in Kazune's small arms for comfort. The blond felt his cheeks radiating heat, his hands grabbed a teddy bear that was clinging on for dear life on the corner.
"Are you scared?" The blond asked.
As a response, Jin just gave a nod. Poor boy, he was trembling.
"Here, take me favorite bear, Mr. Lulu. Whenever your scared always hug a teddy bear!"
Jin smiled brightly when he received the stuffed bear which was now his. And already he was feel better, "Thanks, Kazune."
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The alarm clock once again, made a loud, annoying sound to wake up the two in the room. Since he was in Karin's room most of the night, he did fall asleep late after being in such a state of shock when learning Jin Kuga was a bisexual. As his sky blue eyes adjusted to the light, he swore his heart just stopped beating when he spotted Jin right next to him; awake and smirking. "Morning, sunshine." Was the first two words of the day coming from the perverted guy himself. How he knew Kazune was awake must of been from sudden intense heat or the lack of breathing coming from his shoulder. Anyway. It was a slow reaction until the blonde's mind triggered an automatic scream with the reflex of jumping off the bed.
"W-wwh-why wa-was I-I ss-slee-sleeping ne-xt to yo-you?" His voice quivered.
"My, my, and a good day to you too. Seems like you brought yourself to the bed while I was sleeping. Through the night, you just kept moaning my name. Isn't that cute?"
Before Kazune could make another girlish yell, Jin grinned sheepishly at the ceiling, "Calm down. I was kidding about the moaning part. Someone was just sleep walking. It was so cute to see that!"
"You can't see. . ."
"No duh," Jin began folding blankets, "I can dream, can't I?" The last comment left behind a snicker. Kazune grabbed Jin's cane and tossed it over to his leg.
"Here."
". . .Somebody is going to have dress me, y'know. . .?"
Silence.
Kazune didn't say anything went he lead Jin to the bathroom, blind or not, he knew how to strip himself and get into a shower room. The blond sat in the corner of the bed, blushing madly red with so many thought secluding his trace of thought. I'm going to be dressing him? As in. . .I have to put his clothes on. . . while he's naked? The blond closed his nostrils to prevent himself from getting a nosebleed. His deranged hormones were getting to him—and at such an early age too. Hormones. DAMMIT! Sex Ed with this guy? Fuck, fuck, fuck.
The door made a creak and it almost made the blond slipped while he paced around the room. The black haired was holding onto the walls with only clean black boxers on. He made a face expression which looked like a wordless demand. Judging from the face expression, Kazune ripped the plastic bag open to reveal white shirt, a gray and white mixed plaid tie with combining pants. Lastly was a black blazer with the school symbol on the breast pocket.
"What does it look like, Zu?"
"Like a uniform." What the hell? Zu?
". . .Screw you. . ."
Why is he so skinny? Now that he's partially nude, his ribs sticks out like sore thumb. I could ask but I probably think it's not the time.
Jin stretched his arms out which made Kazune put on the white shirt first. He buttoned every single one of the white buttons until the very top where he just left the last one as it is. Jin began whining as soon the blue eyed boy put on the dark blazer: 'It's too heavy!' 'Is it ugly?' 'Answer me!' And yet the blond kept quiet. Jin put the pants by himself because Kazune absolutely refused to put them on when they need some adjusting. When three fourths of the uniform was done, all that was needed was the tie. As the blond currently placed the piece of ribbon around his neck, he was trampled on the bed. The cloth was tied around his mouth and Jin was just smirking due to his evil plan commencing. "Couldn't resist. I see. . .Someone is already wearing pants. Let me fix this for you." Jin purred.
One hand held both of the other male's arm while the other hand unfastened his shirt, then his hand crept along the blond's pants. Just before it was close to being unzipped, Kazune began squirming.
"Dammit, you two! Class almost beee—" Karin interrupted when she opened the door. Everyone was silent and Kazune was sending out pleading looks. Well, can you blame the girl for just staring? You have your best friend hands locked and his mouth covered with a tie and almost close to being naked. On the side note, you got the other guy right on top of your friend. "Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb."
As the girl closed the door, she started laughing so loudly it can be heard, "I knew Kazune would always be the uke in a relationship!"
Bitch. . . Kazune was finally released when Jin yawned, must of grew bored already. The blond wanted to shrink to a corner of the room and sulk admitting the fact he almost got raped. AND IT'S ONLY BEEN DAY TWO! He let Jin do the tie himself, much to his surprise, he did it perfectly. He could of done it himself this while time? Mother fu-
"Ey, Zu?"
"What."
"When I was unzipping your pants, I swear you had an erect-"
"Finish that sentence and I'll make sure you will sleep outside."
The chestnut colored eye boy put on the pair of glasses, grabbing his cane along too. When the blond noticed his reflection from the mirror, he felt so disappointed to see his eyes covered. He'll admit it, since his eyes were strangely lighter than the regular brown or honey brown color, they were still beautiful to see. "Jin, keep your glasses off."
The teenager held his checkered white and black book bag over one shoulder, he looked back at Kazune since he could detect the sound of the voice, "Why?"
"Your eyes are really nice, the glasses just kill it."
Jin held his stomach to control his laughing fit, "Oh god! You sounded so sappy. What? Now your turned on by me?"
I should of never said anything. "Go die in a ditch." The blond entered the shower quickly. Since he wasted most of the time this morning getting teased, getting Jin dressed, getting raped, and teased again, he put himself a time limit. In the meanwhile, Jin observed the room with his hands, trying to get a visualization of it in his head. The kitten awoke and followed her master around the room, meowing every time Jin almost hit something valuable. "Shi-chan, your my seeing-eye cat. Alright?"
"Shi!"
"Good. Now find me the key to Blondie's bathroom. I wanna see if I can break in."
"Hells no." Said blond. Speak of the devil. He already had his uniform on, it was just like Jin except the color for the middle school section was green. In other words, the tie and and pants are all different colors. "I'm not going to ask what you were planning because I probably already know—and stop making yourself a man whore and put up that damn tie and button yourself up!"
"It's called freedom of expression! I am no man whore. Oh, my bad. You just don't want to share me."
"Class is starting in a few minutes. Unless you want to go by yourself, I suggest you hurry up."
"So boring. . .Fine."
Both exited the dormitory and saw Karin giggling at both of them, "So, Kazune, did you enjoy it this time?"
"We didn't do anything! Shut up!"
Jin and Karin went arm and arm to the high school section, leaving behind the blond, oh, he couldn't be any more glad being left alone for once. He sat down on one of the long rows of other cherry trees and waited until the bell rang. I always attract the most oddest friends. Why don't I ever make normal friends? He took out his homework and began doing it, which only took a few minutes since it was very easy. When he finished the last problem, somebody closed his eyes. "What do you want, Michiru?"
"Your no fun!"
"I've been told that plenty of times."
The brunette sat beside the blond, which caused the other boy to sigh. "Do you have anything to eat?"
"Hamburger?"
"Good enough. Gimmie." He was given half the burger, which was just enough to fill him. He felt awkward eating since Micchi couldn't stop staring at his neck. When Kazune flicked his head, he finally asked, "What?"
"You got a bright red mark on your neck."
"M-mark?! That. . .that. . . JIN!"
And from a distance away while Karin was walking the blind boy, she noticed him smirk. Of what? She would like to know. The only thing she heard him say was: "He finally noticed."
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I'm in hell. I'm in hell. I'm in hell. I'm in hell. God damn, I'm in hell.
His loathful class has begun; Sex Ed. The seats were in extended rows so it was all one table, it was like a college classroom. Headmaster thought it was a waste to buy individual desk for each student since they will eventually be broken. But a row above him, same seating as the blond was Jin who had his feet on the table. Already he was making friends, most were guys than girls. Non-shocking. . .
To his relief, nobody told Jin who was sitting in front of him. Plus, he was already distracted with some guys flirting with him which caused the blond a very strange feeling in his stomach. Must of been the hamburger. Everyone turned silent when the teacher came, she was a middle-aged woman, like most in faculty anyway. Her long brown hair was kept in a bun, she wore a suit for females and looked like a business woman despite her cheery personality. "Students! It tis moi! Every body enjoy their weekend?"
No. My life is just a misery with Karin, Michiru, and Jin all together in one classroom.
"Headmaster told me we have a new student! Well, he's two years older than everybody but went to school late. Unlike the rest, he's not in the middle school section but in the high school section!"
Tell us something we don't know.
"Please come to the front of the class, Jin Kuga!"
Jin only stood, somewhat confuse to where he can exit from the row. Karin ankled the blond next to her, forcing him to aid Jin.The ebony haired lad heard his name from the right side, where he just shoved everyone's leg without an apology. Though, they didn't mind in the slightest. When the ebony haired stood in front of the class, others muttered a few words to why the blond helped him.
"By now, most people should know me. I'm not into the whole intro shit, but since I can feel someone giving me a death glare, so, I might as well talk."
Damn straight.
"As you can see, I'm just a famous musician. So everybody could know, I'm bisexual so don't pester me about why I might flirt with guys. Especially that one over there. The blond dude with the sky blue eyes; Kazune."
It was a deadly sound to his ears, everyone began giggling and the girls just gave out a squeal of delight. Now it was definitely one of those moment where he wished he can hide in the corner. Someone, anyone, please, just kill me. Kill me now! Please!
"Don't get pissy faced with me if I'm not talking straight at you. I'm blind, but I don't need anyone damn help and I don't appreciate pity."
Yeah. I learned that the hard way of not being faced. . .
"That is all. Shi-chan, you can get out now. Guide me to my seat." The small kitten poked her head out of the bag, it jumped out of the bag filled with books and began meowing, telling it's master to follow her up. Kazune followed not to far behind, covering up the blush on his face. "Anybody do something to this cat and I swear I will send out a sniper—or some shit like that—on you." Jin took his seat, the cat was on his head. As for Kazune, he still just wanted to hide in a corner.
"Oh-kay! Let's try to keep the curses to a minimum, alright? Anyway. Today is a student pick to what they want to learn today!"
Jin raised his hand up and Kazune just slid down onto his seat. Expecting a rather stupid comment. "Yeah, um, I will like to learn how to get into his pants. He's being persistent about it." Jin pointed to the blond in front of him, now knowing he sat just below him.
I never want to go to school again. . .
And before he knew it, everyone was laughing insanely. When the blond sent a glare to the boy above him, his face was still serious.
"Let's watch a video about that then!"
Sex Ed will never be the same. . .
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Math went by like a breeze for the blond and now it was his free period. The best way to relax was always outside where not many people went. He heard some people but ignored it for a while. He laid down on the grass, noticing Headmaster talking to a teacher nervously. That man is never good when adults. I'll help him later. I just want to relax. Today went so horrible. Go into my pants, how sicker can he get?
"Ugh! Jin, harder!"
"Dammit! Now it's actually starting to hurt!"
"Harder!"
"Almost there. . ."
Kazune rushed to the voices, his heart was panicking to hear the despicable. He saw a pair of legs swinging up and down like. . .
"Finally! This little snitch is opened!"
The blond twitched to see Jin perfectly normal with a jar of peanut butter on one hand and the lid on another. His friend cheered and took it with him far away. The ebony haired examined the reddened hand, the pain impacted on the sensitive skin, there was a slight twitch when he felt his skin almost peeling. Here I thought something was actually happening.
"Hey Zu, what brings you here? How I knew it was you, your scent, stupid. Your the only fruity guy I know with a natural scent of lavender and peppermint. Don't deny it. Your fruity."
". . ."
"Sit. No point in standing for the period."
I didn't think he would have free too. . .
"What was with you? You were the only sicko."
"Freedom of speech."
"No such thing."
"Kazune, let's play hooky."
"No. Even if we do, what are we gonna do all day?"
"We can finally get you laid?"
"Hells no, now. I'm only fourteen."
"Wait, I'm consider a pedophile?"
"Yeah."
"Awesome."
A group of girls approached the chatting boys, who might of been arguing about nothing. They kept laughing to one another which of course meant one was to shy to talk. So only two girls actually approached them, "Hey, Jin. Um, like, we are going to skip school, so." The red hair twirled her locks, "Wanna come with us?"
The chestnut eyes gave a devious smile, he forced the blond into his arms where he stood silent and blushed red, "I would love too but my little precious here would get lonely without me around!"
"Oh contraire!" The blond spoke.
"You can bring him along!" The green haired girl said next.
"What do you say, Zu?"
"No."
The girls stomped off fumed with anger and defeat because of the certain blond who wouldn't be caught dead lingering out of school since he would get a hell of a long lecture from Headmaster. Jin sighed and pinned him down, loosening the blond's tie. Crud, here we go again. Anytime the bell wants to ring? Like, now!
Ding dong dong ding!
"Man, so close! Later Blondie, I have to get to class. Come, Shi-chan, guide me to class. I think I have lab."
"Shi!"
Jin took his cane and put on his sunglasses after such a long time this day. Kazune fixed his tie and took a quick nap under the tree. This is going to take a while to get use to.
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"-It still scares the bloody hell out of me and that is why I will never ever play with pumpkin dip ever again."
"I had a worse experience than that with the dreaded eggplants of purple horror." The blind fellow said back, obviously not caring of the teacher noticed them not paying attention.
It was just his first day of school, so far it's been pretty decent. Whoopee, I made a lot of stupid friends using me. Dang it, I miss Zu. Oh, what shall I do later? I need something new. Molesting him in not enough? Maybe I'll just tease the poor boy. Genius, Jin! The black haired boy was clearly not listening to the other male talking to him, he face formed a large, evil grin. During these times of school periods, it was always enjoyable to plan the diabolical on the unknowing blond. Jin turned his eyes toward the opposite side, his ears listened in on people. Gossip. Crushes. Himself.
"-Rain will pour today."
"-Plan the blackout."
Blackout?
It didn't take long for class to end, since the high school section always came out early than the middle school and elementary school, with no help in others, Jin followed the footsteps of his kitten. The seeing-eye-cat guided the ebony haired to his dormitory and his room—well, shared room. Not back, huh? The kitten meowed to its' owner. Jin approached the sound and felt a bag. Not all visible but was clearly readable was a little sticky note with text, 'Your stuff. -Himeka.' He sighed when he tried to open the knots, he touched everything and already knew what it was from the touch. As his hand touched a stuffed bear; fluffy as it's fur was, he smiled as he embraced the stuffed animal, "Mr. Lulu. . ."
"Hey, Jin, I'm back."
Jin was startled from the random voice that came from the door, he stuffed back the bear inside bag, knotting it tightly. "Oh, hi." He responded with a raspy voice that quickly became sugar-coated.
"Devised your little plan to get into my pants?"
He snickered, "Getting there."
"I'm going to take a bath. No, you can't join."
As a response, Jin only pouted. He didn't bother to fight since it will always be a disapproval. The room was once again quiet as only the sound of water was heard. The kitten meowed again to its' owner to come near the window and so he did, but Jin was displeased. From what he heard, the student should be priming the exact time to turn the power off the school, hence, the time should be now. It was like magic of mentality when the light flickered off. There was no difference if there was a blackout, he was blind so everything to him is nothing. At least being blind had it's benefit—you were never afraid of the dark.
But it did not mean he was not afraid of anything.
He had fears.
Childish fears.
Heavy rain with thunder.
Thunder storms. Every time it happened, mother was always toy with me. No more. No more, mother. Jin crept to the side of bed where he pulled the blankets over his head, "No more, mother. Please. . ." His fingernails clawed into the senstive earlope as he practically clawed his face. The pain of it all was all just a backup to fight tears—to fight the horrible past. To fight this dreaded fear of the thunder storms.
"Here, take me favorite bear, Mr. Lulu. Whenever your scared always hug a teddy bear!"
"Dammit. Lights out again this year? I can't even find my clothes!" The blond stepped out of shower covered in water with only a towel covering his waist. His eyes adjusted to the darkness but not fully. He looked around for his roomate, he almost fell when he startled to hear whimpering sounds. Is he. . .is he afraid of storms? Just like-no! Coincendence! Pure coincendence. The blond grabbed the blanket roughly, having only little guilt did he stir Jin a bit. Oh, freak. . .He is afraid. He is crying! No, I can't handle crying! Dammit, where is Karin? Oh geez. What do I do? Sympathy words won't help. Comfort. Yeah, comfort! "Jin. Sleep. This will be over soon." Kazune took a seat beside the sobbing black haired next to him.
A few minutes went by; the sulking did not cease since the storm just became worse.
Not working! Dammit, I suck at comforting.
'Let him sleep on your lap then, you stupid idiot.' His conscious answered to him violently.
But I'm in a towel!
'Who cares? He's blind and scared. You can see and your NOT scared. Do something or I'll give you a migrane.'
Try me.
'I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark'
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart. . .'
Okay, okay! Fine, fine. Just shut up!
'Yay, I win.'
The deprived soul sighed, Kazune took Jin's shoulder and forced his head onto the other boy's lap. He turned silent for a brief moment, "Sleep. I told you, it will be over soon." The blond managed to choke put the words.
Jin didn't protest, he smiled when feeling the warmth radiating out of the blonde's body; comforting and warm, "Thanks, Zu."
"—Whenever your scared always hug a teddy bear!"
In this little situation, Jin found comfort in hugging something beside a stuffed animal, alas, he found his real teddy bear for the night; Kazune.
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