I'm not feeling so well. I'm kinda depressed actually. Okay, here's how it goes. At lunch, my crush was working at student store right? My friend saw him and asked him if he was going to piano class after school. She, knowing very well that I went to that class I might add. When he told her no, she invited him to the piano class nd he reluctantly said yes. When she told me this, inside, I was squealing with joy and worry. Was he going to hate me a little after our encounter, or is it just me being happy for him staying in the same room with me for an hour and a half? Anyway, she kept teasing me during that period of time and hinting him that I liked him. Thank the gods he didn't get the hints. But I got angry at her for trying to do that because him actually knowing that I like him would make it awkward because he is older than me by one year and my older sister is two years older that I was and he would become my boy and my sisters in-law if it were to work out so I was going to wait until the end of the year to tell him because he'd go to school with my sister next year and would be mature enough mot to tell her I like him. (But it's not like he like my older sister because SHE is older) Anyway, I yelled at my best friend! I felt really bad and cried that night. The next day I tried to apologize to her at lunch but she actually was really mad at me and wouldn't even look at me. I was thinking that she would be apologizing too if she were human, but then again, it was really my fault, so I feel awful for yelling at my sister-like figure. This story's going on a hiatus until I feel better. Otherwise it wouldn't be the romantic feel that you'd want right? If she was mad at me and didn't want to be my friend anymore, I tried to make it like it used to be without her, but I'll explain why in this quote of myself.
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"Everybody's a planet. But to every planet, another is a meteor, whether it be bigger or smaller than itself, others are meteors. Itself knows that to others it is a meteor. When two planets that see each others as a meteor, they collide like a person's life with another. A crator is put into one or the other, like an impact on somebody's life. When that other planet/meteor detaches itself from the other, the crator and damage, whether good or bad, will stay on either planet/meteor. So, when you walk out of somebody's life, see how it will affect the both of you.." Quoted by aicornduong.
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Just putting this note here to let you know why I won't be updating soon. Yes, the author has turned emo, so don't flame or the author will go even more morbid. I'm sure that many of you guys have had this happen to you one time or the other, I just feel better expressing it with people that are anonymous becuase they are less likely to bother me about it later.
XxPoisonDreamsxX - I feel even worse that I have to make you wait for the next update, but I just really feel well. If this story was taking away your own grief, then you can hate me for what I am doing.