TITLE: Love Hurts
FANDOM: She's the Man
RATING: T may change to M later
PAIRING: Olivia/Viola
SUMMARY: Olivia breaks down after the revelations.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, but I'm pretty sure this story is coming out of my head. Can anything really be yours after it's out of your head?
I kissed her, I kissed Viola.
As much as I wanted to get lost in this kiss… as much as I wanted it to last till I suffocated. I knew that I needed to take control of the situation before Viola freaked out. So I reluctantly pulled away. She looked like a very shocked statue version of Viola. Cause I kissed her!
"Bye Vy, I'll see you tomorrow."
Bi-Vy…. That's awesome. I pressed a quick kiss against the corner of her mouth, before I turned and quickly walked back to my room, smiling so hard I thought my cheeks were going to crack. There really is only so much smiling you can do in one day. I kissed her!!!
I collapsed onto my bed, without really feeling it. All of my nerves seemed to have taken a back seat to my lips, which were all tingles and tasted like her cherry lip gloss… How did I miss it? She's such a girl! I knew getting excited was a bad idea and that when she came to her senses she'd probably be mad at me. But my brain was stuck in 'I kissed her' land.
Focus, think about something useful! So instead of thinking about my reaction, I tried to imagine hers. Was she lying on her bed trying to imagine what I was doing? Was she freaking out? That was so much better than when I kissed her brother… Gee I wonder why? You just had the best date you've ever been on, and kissed the girl you've been in love with for like a month…
Maybe sleep is the best plan right now. Yeah, like that's going to happen…
Suddenly laying there basking in my Viola-thoughts, it strikes me… Who the heck am I? In the past month I have used Duke just to make someone jealous, I've kiss-kissed a total stranger, I nearly had a total mental breakdown, realized I'm gay, Screamed at Viola, Shot down Sebastian without a thought. And I'm currently in the process of seducing a straight girl…. Wow… I may not know who I am anymore. But my life is far more interesting than it ever has been before.
I managed to fall asleep trying to figure out who I'm turning into, I guess I'll have to wait and see.
I woke up happier than I've been, well… I think I was about this happy on Christmas morning when I was like 7… Basically good day for me, and my plan to get Viola was so far working perfectly. Which should have been my first clue that something bad was about to happen.
I got up and went to take my morning shower, I got a few weird looks. I just assumed they were because I was still all sick looking. But when I went in the shower and everyone took off. I knew something was up. I tried over and over to get one of the girls to talk to me, but they all just stayed out of my path, shut up when I got near, or shut themselves in their room. This is ruining my happy-day!
Finally getting frustrated I knocked on Maria's door.
"Maria, am I going insane or is Everyone talking about me?"
She looked kind of nervous. Is she scared of me?
"Okay Liv, you should probably come in and see this." Opening her door wider I stepped in.
I was surprised to see a laptop sitting on her bed. I didn't even think she knew how to use a computer.
She spun it so I could see, and pulled up youtube. Youtube is making people avoid me? That's new.
Then the video started playing and I felt my blood run cold.
I heard a quiet 'Viola' come from the speakers, but that didn't even register. Then right there on the computer screen was my happiest moment. It was filmed from a kind of awkward angle, and you could tell whoever was filming had zoomed in to the point of low quality to catch it. But it was still good enough to easily identify both Viola and me. Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap! Viola is going to freak!
Quickly thanking Maria, and promising to explain everything to her later. I rushed to Eunice and Viola's room, hoping to at least do some damage control.
When I got to the door I heard crying inside. I sighed and ran my hand through my hair a few times before forcing myself to knock.
"Hi." Eunice said opening the door. She sounds so subdued. I've never heard Eunice not excited.
"Viola, I…" I started but stopped when she jerked her head up to look at me.
"Olivia, go away. You made your point you got your revenge. Just leave me alone… Just leave me alone."
"But Viola…" She jumped up and was in my face glaring down at me before I could even react. She really is a lot taller than me.
"Don't you dare try to apologize!"
"But I'm sorry… I didn't mean for" I felt my cheek burning and winced, before I even realized that she had slapped me.
When I looked up she was gone.
I wish I could say I went after her. or that I was able to pretend that nothing had happened. But the new slightly more confident version of me that had been hanging around for the past few days… she decided to leave.
I just curled up on the floor of their room and cried.
I'm sorry!! You knew something bad had to happen though, cause otherwise chapter 6 probably would have been the last.
I went back through the previous chapters and corrected some spelling and grammatical errors. Please review!! I doubt I would have been able to motivate myself to write this much without you guys reading it!
