TITLE: Love Hurts
FANDOM: She's the Man
RATING: T may change to M later
PAIRING: Olivia/Viola
SUMMARY: Olivia breaks down after the revelations.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
Warning: This chapter is really dark. I don't think I'll have to change the rating to M but let me know if you think I should.
I wonder if this is what dying feels like..?
When I woke up, (God this makes me feel ill just to think about) I wished I had died on the roof of the science building. I don't even know how to describe the amount of fear I was in.
I tried to scream, I wanted to run so bad that for at least an hour I didn't even notice anything about my surroundings. I'm tied up!!, Oh my God, Please help me!! I can't move, I can't feel my clothes, OH MY GOD, I'm not wearing them!! Did someone rape me? Are they going to rape me again now that I'm awake?
I really started shaking after that. I don't think I could have stopped the tears right then, I wanted to throw up, but something was stuck in my mouth, and I couldn't get it out. Oh God, if I puke I'm going to choke to death… which of course made my stomach turn even worse.
Absolute terror, combined with pulling on my bound arms and legs, is way more exhausting than it should be, considering I haven't been able to move. As my body was forcing itself to calm down, I tried to get my mind to go along for the ride.
Okay Liv, focus. I can't get out of this right now, so calm down. What are you supposed to do in a situation like this? Think happy thoughts? Viola, our kiss… oh god I wanted her to be my first, maybe my only. Please don't let me lose my virginity to a rape! Okay happy thoughts not a great idea. Are you supposed to try to be all logical and try to figure your way out? If I end up pregnant Daddy's going to kill me… wow where did that come from? Okay, focus Liv, check out the room.
When I looked down finally and saw that my panties were still there, I was so relived that I started crying again. I'm tied to a bed, Oh God, why is my picture on the pillow next to me? There are pictures of me everywhere. This isn't just a random kidnapping, this person has been spying on me, for years it looks like. My favorite sweatshirt, the one I lost almost a year ago, is pinned to the wall… this is the single scariest place I've ever seen. Oh Jesus... there are pictures of me getting dressed through my window... I don't this they have any intention of letting me go. I'm going to die here. I just shut down, I was exhausted anyway. My wrists and ankles were bleeding and rope burned. My stomach hurt, my eyes burned, and I fell asleep hoping that when I woke up this would just be a bad dream.
A really, really bad dream.
It was dark again when I woke up. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew that meant I had been here for an entire day. but what woke me was a hand running up and down my legs. I tried to jerk away from it. But I was still tied down to tightly. My screams were so muffled they sounded hardly louder than a whisper.
"Don't worry Olivia, I'm not going to hurt you, I just needed to keep you away from that bitch that's trying to corrupt you. At least until I show you that your supposed to be with me."
My stomach dropped when I heard that voice.
Malcolm.
I thought he just had a crush on me. The 'Stalker Malcolm' thing was just a joke with Maria. But this, this was real life, violent, and terrifying.
"I'm sorry I'm sure you could use something to eat and drink. But I can't risk you screaming. So you're going to have to wait till tomorrow night. I'll take you up to my uncle's hunting cabin. I've got it all set up for us." he smiled at me. and slid his hand up my thigh.
I tried to throw up, I honestly would rather choke to death than do anything he was planning on.
"You've caused me so much trouble lately, I had to practically blackmail that freak so that she would stay away from you. I had hoped the video would be enough but that only worked for a few hours. It took some pictures and your parents home address before she would finally listen and stay away from you."
She doesn't hate me? He's been keeping her away from me?! For a few seconds I completely forgot where I was, or what was happening. I was just happy. I still have a chance then. Maybe I can get her to go to Cesarios with me… Now if possible I wanted away from here even more than I did before.
Malcolm finally took his hands off me, and just ignored me as he got ready for bed, fed his spider. And went down the hall to the bathroom.
I hoped someone would see in his door while it was open, but no such luck. Maria should have tried to call me a few times by now, she knows I'm missing. Who would she tell? Where would she go?
Malcolm came back in, and again no one was in the hallway.
He laid down next to me, pulled a blanket over both of us, then curled up around me, making my skin crawl "Good night sweetie." He kissed my forehead, threw one leg over mine, and put his hand on my breast. I'd give almost anything for a bra right now, seriously please?! He snuggled up and fell right asleep.
What kind of monster can sleep after doing this to someone? Doesn't he feel even a little guilty?
I want to go home. The tears started again, and I knew they wouldn't stop anytime soon.
I'm almost positive I'm not in the same Olivia's head anymore. but if anyone can think of a way to make the end of the last chapter and this chapter flow better with the previous ones, I'd appreciated it.
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