Me: The beginning is also a dream I had. Or some parts of it, so it might be a little hard to understand. But it's just some few clips.
Again, this chapter didn't go so well... I shouldn't force a chapter out, when I'm having a writers block...
Tell me if it's bad! Then I delete it, and wait till my writers block is gone!
I didn't know where he came from or why he was there.
He just showed up on day, refusing to leave.
He said he didn't have a place to be...
After the first couple of days I just accepted he didn't leave any soon.
I was so irritated about him.
He was causing trouble all over!
When he was bored he could go down to the little local grocer's, take form as a big bird, and flew in to crash all the food on the floor.
I felt so sorry for the owners.
Then he decided to give steer attention towards me.
Why me?!
That was the line which ran through my mind thousands times in an hour.
Why did that insane – but oooh so beautiful – creature have to always stare at me.
As insecure I was, I felt like he was looking after mistakes.
I was always acting coldly around him, as I did with many others.
I didn't answer when he teased me.
Sometimes I would glare.
But else I would look down in the floor, finish what I did and walk away.
Somehow it didn't offend him.
It almost seemed to amuse him!
--
I was sitting in my bed. He sat in front of me.
Staring.
I finally snapped.
"Would you stop staring at me?! What's so amusing about me, that you keep looking at me?!" I yelled.
Envy laughed at my sudden outburst.
"You're so cute!" Cute?!
"With your ugly hair and eyebrows! And the way you're always wearing hooded shirts to hide it." He chuckled and messed up my hair under my hoodie.
I moved a little away, when he pulled his hand back, still laughing.
-So I'm ugly… I knew it…- I thought.
I never took the word cute seriously. I got the feeling he was just teasing me again.
"Let's go out to eat!" He said suddenly said.
The look on my face was rather shocking.
-No..! -
That was my first thought of an answer, but I didn't get to say it before Envy grabbed me and pulled me a little forwards and started to tickle me and nuzzle my hair a little (he had pulled my hoodie back).
"Come on We can go wherever you want." He purred in my ears.
I did my best not to laugh.
I defiantly not wanted to let him hear my laughter, so he could say that was ugly to!
But I still couldn't help smiling.
Apparently he took it as a yes. He grabbed my wrist and dragged me out.
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I was sitting on my bed.
It was in the middle of the night.
I hugged my pillow.
I was depressed.
That suddenly just happened sometimes in the night, when I realized how little I fitted in in this world.
I just wanted to disappear.
The door opened.
"Sulking again, huh?" He said.
--
"Why are you here?" I mumbled.
"I told you. I don't have a place to stay."
"But why with me?"
Envy patted me on the head.
"Because your almost as envy as I am. It can't be changed with me, but with you it might."
I was happy.
So happy to have one to help me from the envying, which was tearing me up in side...
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I came back to conscious, when I felt a sudden, maybe hard, movement.
I knew indistinctly the trip had been floating and relaxing.
The sudden stiffness had woke me up.
I opened my eyes, to look up at some trees.
I sat up.
"Finally you waked!"
I almost jumped in surprise over the irritating voice.
"And you call me lazy?!"
I looked at the mad green haired sin.
"I... I..." I started, but felt dizzy again.
"Oh no! Your not going unconscious again! I don't feel like babysit you, so suck it up!"
I looked at Envy.
He looked at me with a pissed look under the purple cap.
Know I remember how I could stand the sin out.
He had helped me.
He had maked me sure about myself.
I smiled.
It was like the brother I once wished I had.
The one I was fighting, yet he would help me when I needed it.
"What are you smiling about?" He growled.
"Nothing, nothing..." I just said.
"You know, if you ever will be revived from the death, I'm sure you'll come back as Sloth!"
"Please. I fell unconscious because I lack energy and food." I just said. I couldn't do it in a angry tone. I was still to weak.
Envy snorted.
"Humans are so pathetic."
I shrugged and look around.
My eyes grew big.
"You paddled us to the harbour?!" I outburst.
"Yearh, and it what a trip that was! But of course... When you're as powerful as me, these kind of things can only succeed." Envy said.
- Self-satisfied bastard...-
"Anyway, I figure out you can get something to eat on the ferry."
"Food!" I cheered.
Envy stared a little at me, before he laughed.
"Yes food! How smart of you. Now, can you say 'bird'?"
I raised my nose of his teasing.
Then I looked at him again.
"How do we got on-board?" I asked.
Envy smirked.
"Just let it all to me."
Envy: You know what, little miss emo kid?! You've gone to far!! Why have you maked me so out of character?!
Me: HEY! I have never been emo! I'm not even doing the style!
Envy: Well, I have never been nice!! What the hell is this crap!
Me: SHIT JUST HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A WRITERS BLOCK, OKAY?!
Envy: I hate this! Must destroy! -pulls out gun fire- MWHAHAAA!! BURN!!
Me: ... And you said I made you out of character?! (-tears- my computer...)