I got a lot of reviews and they were so controversial that my head is spinnin . some want gaa/saku others want sasu/saku (pulls hair out and screams about indecisiveness and dumb writers blocks) (deep breath) OKAY!….Other than that I am good!! But the majority agreed that I shouldn't kill sasuke so I probly wont….maybe (shifty eyes) but since so many people are askin for something else im gonna surprise you all hehehehhehe - READ AND REVIEW!!
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Sakura rolled over in her bed and groaned. "OW! my retina's!",(couldn't help it had to put that -) she yanked the covers over her head when the light hit her eyes.
Cursing, she dropped the bed sheets when her eyes stopped burning and threw her legs over the side of the bed.
As she walked to the bathroom she flipped the stereo on.
I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for youOver and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try
So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to
From her place in the shower sakura heard the lyrics and punched the wall as the water poured down her face. Rage coursed hoarsely through her veins and swam through her head.
I don't love him I don't love him , I DON'T LOVE SASUKE UCHIHA!!
Not anymore
FLASHBACK:
"What do you mean you never left Oto?", Sakura looked at the last Uchiha, disbelief written clearly on her face.
He had to be lying?!….right?
"I never left the Sound Village, I was to busy training with Orichimaru", he had the nerve to look like he was the one hurt by all of this.
Who the hell did he think he was playing?!
There was no way in hell he was telling the truth. But a part of her whispered doubts.
The part of her that was still a little girl and believed in fairytales and happily ever after.
As if it understood her indecision, Sakura's scar started to burn and bleed, dripping blood onto the sand. Her hand wanted to cover it but she just let it bleed out onto the ground at her feet.
Not knowing what to do or how to handle this latest threat to her sanity, she retreated into the anger that had gotten her threw the last three years.
"Sasuke" her voice rivaled his stoic tone, "we are not here to reminisce about the past. It happened a long time ago and I am offering a truce", she nearly choked on the word, "we function as a team".
He opened his mouth to argue but she just cut him off, "But", before he could react she had a kunai to his throat, "If you hurt Naruto, Sai, Gaara or anyone I care about I wont have a problem slitting your throat like I should have done when you tried to leave the people who loved you".
And in a whirl of blackened cherry blossoms she was gone leaving him with a cut near his jugular vein and confused anger.
He had never left the sound dammit!!
END FLASHBACK:
Sakura climbed out of the shower pushing away thoughts that were trying to creep in.
Dropping her towel she walked naked to her closet to pick out a comfortable outfit for the day.
He wouldn't ruin seeing Gaara again.
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Sasuke toweled his hair as he grabbed his standard ninja clothes.
Sighing, he rubbed his cut and turned the stereo on while pulling on his pants.
(Again you should listen to the song while you read-you were my everything by Aviation)
(Talkin)This goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life. I didn't realize it at the time. I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so i don't really expect you to either. It's just... I don't even know
Just listen…
You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
Sasuke remembered how many times he made her cry.
That wasn't me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
She wouldn't even look at him anymore. His heart clenched.
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
When they were genin he used to sneak into her room just to smell her scent and play with her pink locks. They had always fascinated him.
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrongI really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart
ChorusI need you andI miss you andI want you and
I love you 'causeI wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you 2x
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
An image of Gaara kissing Sakura appeared before him and his fists clenched.
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heartIt breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it,
I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I need you andI miss you and
I want you andI love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you 2x
(Talking) I just wish everything could have turned out differently. I had a special feeling about you.I thought maybe you did too.You would understand, but…No matter what, you'll always be in my heart.You'll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times?
Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried,
I tried,
I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
(Talking)And I do miss you. just thought we were meant to be.I guess now, we'll never know.The only thing I want is for you to be happy.Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
And he did want her to be happy but there was no way in hell he was going to let her go without a fight.
Sasuke had to get her to listen to him…somehow.
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Moving from his meditation pose, Gaara opened his closet and pulled out his Kazekage robes.
He really didn't want to work today…not with Sakura here.
And that Uchiha.
His fists clenched and he thought of how easy it would be to exterminate the Uchiha clan from the face of the planet.
Tsunade would kill him, Gaara shuddered at the thought of the Lady Hokage.
She was probably the only woman besides Sakura and Temari whom had the ability to scare him.
Pulling on his robes, his arm bumped the remote for the stereo and music started to play.
(do I really have to say it again-the reason Hoobastank)
I'm not a perfect person
Memories of all the blood he'd spilled and screams he'd caused filled his head. But he couldn't stop listening.
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learningI never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for meTo change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Gaara remembered Sakura's face when he'd pinned her to the tree after the chuunin exams and nearly killed her.
It's something I must live with everyday
A part of himself always remembered and never forgave, but Sakura said it was before he had healed and didn't matter. She'd said she wasn't made of glass before laughing at him and telling him it was in the past.
And all the pain I put you throughI wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You x4
I'm not a perfect personI never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for meTo change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
Gaara no longer killed without reason, he protected just like he'd wanted to when he was a child.
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Sakura was his reason.
And there was no way he was going to give her up to the very person who had tried to kill her.
The one who had nearly destroyed her. No there was no way that Sasuke Uchiha would take away his Sakura, His reason to live.
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A song came on in and they all listened before leaving there rooms to start the day. (listen to this one please it makes it better it think -)
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to knowWith everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go'
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an endI want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go.
Sasuke pulled on his shirt, I wont let go of her heart.
Sakura opened her door, I wont let go of my memories
Gaara disappeared in a vortex of sand, I wont let go of her love.
Okay that's alll I got peoplez. JEEZ im exhausted its almost 11pm and this took fuckin forever so you better like it so yeaaahh ummm READ AND REVIEW ME PPPPLLLLEEEAAAASSSSEEE!!