AN: Kara alissa thanks for reviewing but you have no idea the trns this story will take so stay tuned! Hope you like it! R&R also I own Carly Lacy Drake Piper and Alana they are fictional!
Chyler came out of the bathroom and found the gang deciding on a movie.
"I say Texas chain saw massacre," Jeff said from his spot next to Becca on one of the couches.
"I vote for how to loose a guy in ten days." Becca said
"I second that."
"Guess what you ladies do not get a choice you chose last time." john said
"No fair Leland had to work I have no one to cuddle."
"Too bad so sad pretty baby."
"asshole." she said plopping down on the other side of Becca Maria and John were on the other couch Sam and Randy laid on the floor.
Chyler hated scary movies and John knew it.
She knew he was just making her watch it for a shot to cuddle with her and or piss her off all at the same time. She tried staring at the walls and telling herself it wasn't real but that's the thing this was true at a particularly nasty scene she closed her eyes and fought the urge to climb in to John's lap. A blood-curdling scream from Jessica Biel was her undoing.
"Screw it." she quiet literally vaulted over randy and Sam and into John's waiting arms burying her face in his shirt.
"You are such a pansy Chyler." John said teasingly.
"Shut up and tell me when it's safe to look… and whatever you are the poster child for arachnophobia." Becca watched them out of the corner of her eye wondering what Leland would think and toyed with the idea of telling him.
"You are afraid of spiders?" Maria inquired.
"Traumatizing childhood experience."
"You date john you kill your own spiders… which just goes against the grain." Chyler said smirking at him playfully.
"Leland kills spiders like a real man! " Becca said taking an easy dig at John.
Chyler watched the movie tentatively slowly drifting off to sleep on John's shoulder that's how Leland found them. He shook John awake looking very angry.
"Listen dude it was a scary movie she just set next me and occasionally buried her face in my shoulder that's it. Ask your friend Becca or anyone else they will vouch for her."
"Becca and I are just friends!"
"Yeah and Chyler and I won't be married with five kids eventually."
"Confident aren't you?"
"I do nothing half assed! "Randy woke up interrupting their little exchange.
"I know Chy just as well as you do John she wakes to find you two fighting over her like first graders it isn't going to be pretty. Now one of you two carry her to bed she sleeps on the couch she'll be hurting in the morning and has a match tomorrow."
John nudged her slightly. "Wake up baby."
"No I don't wanna." she mumbled half asleep
"Wake up Chyler." Leland said forcefully. She was coming awake now
"I forgot where I was geez chill."
"Do you always sleep on top your exes?"
"Are you always this jealous I nodded off damn!" she stormed off to their room and went to bed.
The next morning Leland found Chyler in the bathtub.
"You wanna talk about last night?"
"Not particularly but I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that but I am just not used to not being able to be his friend anymore." she sniffed back tears.
"You can join me in here if you're not still mad."
"Oh I think a bath might be nice." he stripped down and got in with her. They situated themselves so that she was in his lap. He pulled her in for a kiss gently running his hands down her body gingerly touching the bruises left by her work. She kissed his neck the way she knew he liked. She ran her hand down his shaft causing a groan of pleasure. She kissed him roughly biting his bottom lip.
"I don't wanna play nice today lee."
"You want me to fuck you hard huh?"
"Yes sir." she saluted him playfully making him laugh.
"your wish is my command Anela." there was no fore play this time just down and dirty sex tinged with anger desire and lust.
He entered her in one hard swift motion. Sloshing water out of the tub. She rode him hard moaning his name with each penetration. He turned on the jets the swirling water making it that much more forceful. She was getting light headed as he pumped in and out of her slowly thumbing her clit with each stroke. The came together quick and hard shaken by the fierceness and desperation of it all.
The next morning
John had been awake all night he finally realized he had made a mistake letting Chyler go.
He turned on his Ipod and turned it to the play list titled Chyler.
Yesterday's rain by Garry Allan flooded his ears and she flooded his mind. He thought of her as he listened
.Sometimes I think about the touch of your skin
The taste of your lips and It all comes rushing back again
And I start to spinI
think about you when the skies turn grey
Always reminds me of the love we madeBack when you were here
Well, here come the tears
Of yesterdays rain
Yesterday's rain
Well, it's better to have loved and lost than not at all
But I still love to feel it fall
Yesterday's rain
It's just yesterday's rain
Well, I've been told I shouldn't stand in your rain
That's the only place I see your face
I can see you face
It took sometime to heal but I've moved onI still go back in time and stand in your storm's
Familiar's warmth
Always feels like home
Of yesterdays rain
Yesterday's rain
Well, it's better to have loved and lost than not at all
But I still love to feel it fall
Yesterday's rain
It's just yesterday's rain
Let your memory soak me to the bone
Reminds me that I'm not alone in yesterday's rain
It's just yesterday's rain
That's just yesterday's pain
Think I'll walk in yesterday's rain
He felt like crying now. Chyler had depressing taste in music."fuck it!" he said to himself he called her she picked up on the first ring.
"Are you ok?"
"Hello to you to yes I'm fine."
"You scared me you don't call anymore."
"I'm sitting outside your door now. Come out here please."
"I'm coming I'm coming."She slipped out and sat down across from him.
"What Johnny?"
"You need to marry me."
"What?"
"I made a mistake letting you go and I want to marry you."
"I don't have answer for you!"
"Why not we know we love each other."
"Because I'm confused about what I feel …and it doesn't solve our problem I don't want to do this forever… I have other dreams… I love the fact that you are so driven but our relationship pays. Where will you be when the lights go down and the fans cheers fade? Where will you be when it ends?"
"Hopefully with you! We can do this Chyler I will prove it to you and I will gladly wait for your answer. "
He pulled her into his lap kissing the stuffing out of her. Tongues teeth and lips colliding it was soon a full on make out session.
Becca steeped out of her room to go to breakfast and saw them she silently slipped out her camera and snapped a picture they kept going. She slipped back in the room unnoticed.
Randy found them a few minutes later. "I'm glad you guys are making progress but seriously stop making out in the hall like high schoolers you guys are bound to get caught by someone not as discreet as me." they broke apart Chyler gasped for air and scrambled into her room.
Three days later
Becca strode into the hotel room to find Chyler dressing for her day she had appearances, workouts with Maria and John, and a commercial to shoot.
John had found an empty boxing ring for Chyler to perfect her finisher the cherry bomb. She was wearing a red fishnet top with a black tank top underneath and black skinny jeans, and flip flops with a and white with black polka dots scarf style head band . Becca thought she looked like a hippie rocker.
"You look cute."
"Thank you Leland's still asleep… so tell him where I went."
"Always do." Becca looked at her planner
"You guys are headed home to Boston next week you want me to book rooms. You know it would be just as easy to stay in west Newbury it's only a thirty mile drive from Boston to there."
"Sure we'll all just stay at my parents."
"Also Sean called and said there was a joint Grey and cena family BBQ and you are to attend no excuses end quote."
"He hates me… he's going to stick me in one place I can not avoid my feelings toward john. His family is my family. His mother is more of a mother to me than my own and we both know she's going to want answers I don't have and the guys will put Leland through the ringer."
"Worry about it when the time comes… be careful today the new move you're doing is risky."She said referring to the flying drop kick off the top turnbuckle.
"You sound like John… but yes mommy I will be extra careful." she picked up her gear bag.
"Gotta Jet love ya."
the next week
They all decided to ride together to west Newbury john was driving Becca in the passenger seat and Leland and Chyler in the back seat asleep.
"I saw you kiss her." she whispered
."Yeah you got proof."
"Maybe…"
"Aw well Becca I know you and you won't say a damn thing because you're in love with him… and don't want to hurt him and that would. Besides she's your friend and you pride yourself on keeping her secrets and if he comes to you, you want it be of his on volition not as one of Chyler's hurt cast offs.'' " Nothing to say?"
She was silent
"Thought so."
The next day at the BBQ
Chyler wore a black and white print bikini with bright yellow shorts for a pop of color. She and Leland unintentionally matched with his black and white trunks. Chyler was walking around to the backyard of the cena home, which had a rather large pool and huge yard. She saw Sean first motioned for Leland to be quiet. Then ran up and jumped on his back.
"My Shawny I've missed you." she contorted herself around kissing his cheeks. "I always miss you we need to talk though…"
"I figured as much!"She hopped down and introduced Sean to Leland.
They were headed inside to meet the others when they found john standing on the back deck with a sniffling teary four-year girl on his hip his niece Piper.
"What happened? Where you playing to rough again?" she climbed the steps double time.
"Aunt Chyler you're here!" Piper gleefully dove into her arms.
"She thought you weren't coming she over heard Becca shoot off her mouth about you chickening out! So I brought her out here to wait for you."
"Thanks…"
"No problem…" he kissed Chyler's cheek and ruffled Piper's unruly curly long blonde locks. "As soon I fix daddy's truck I am gonna swim with you ok peanut."
"Ok Uncle Johnny." She turned and introduced Piper to Leland "Piper this is my friend Leland."
"Leland this is my niece by proxy Piper."
"Hi!" piper smiled at him happily big brown eyes shining."
Hi!""She is Danny's little girl that is John's older brother."
"Daddy's says Uncle John was an ass and now he's your new boyfriend." Chyler and Leland both laughed.
"that's about the size of it and don't say ass." lets go in and see everyone okay." Chyler hitched piper a little higher on her hip and in they went.
"Hey guys!" Chyler made introductions by pointing to people. The guy making hamburger patties is john's dad John Sr. the lady washing lettuce is John's mom. My momma Alana is making the potato salad in her power suit." Chyler laughed"My daddy is setting on the couch with Steve and matt you already met Sean and Danny is outside with john. Those two pretty blondes on the love seat are Carly Danny's wife she holding drake and the other pretty girl is my little sister lacy. "Did I miss anyone? Anyways this Leland Chapman my boyfriend."
"Nope you got us all!" john sr. repiled
Leland was met with hellos and hand shakes as Chyler was hugged within an inch of her life by everyone.
Leland and Becca were off somewhere by themselves she should have been concerned but was not she was currently setting on the grassy hill next to the pool leaning into Sean's chest. While watching John play motor boat with piper in her inner tube He was her engine power complete with motor like sounds.
He was wearing his red & black Hawaiian print board shorts, no shirt, and his favorite brown Boston red socks baseball cap, beer in hand. He looked good. He looked happy as he played with piper spinning, pulling, and pushing her in the inner tube as she laughed joyfully. Never spilling a drop of his beer
"Okay Chyler what are you doing with this Leland guy? You don't love him I know what that looks like on you."
"He's a good guy and he's fun it's not difficult. How do you know I don't love him?"
"Because you are watching John play with piper like you would gladly pop out one of his kids at any given moment… be fair to the guy Chy don't string him along when you know where you belong… you are still wearing the claddagh facing you…. And Chyler if you would rather take the easy way out rather than stand and fight for what you want then you don't love my brother as much I thought you did and you are no longer the woman I thought you were because the Chyler I know doesn't back down from a fight. Make him put you first make him work for it everyday. Its not worth anything to john if it comes easy to him you know that as well as I do. Marry each other and put us all out of our misery. Oh by the way I am dating Lacy and I love her." with that he get up and left!
She laughed wiping at the tears in her eyes that Sean's speech had caused
"You can't drop a bomb like that and leave!"
"I can and I will!"
"But I want details"
"Ask Lacy" She got up to go find lacy. She shouted to john "You owe me fifty bucks Sean and Lacy are dating… and don't throw her she can't swim yet."
"I know that."
"Just reminding you!"
Once inside after she had mercilessly pumped Lacy for details she was cornered by the moms. Alana and Carol had been best friends since her mom's law firm had transferred her from Dallas to Boston and they had moved in the suburb of west Newbury. You could not find two more opposite women to be friends but it seemed to work for them.
"What are you doing with that guy Chyler? He has kids and his own life and is too old for you!" Alana said
"Mama he is a year older than john." she replied irritated
"What about you and John?" Carol asked.
"I don't know he asked for a break I gave it to him and now he… um… wants to get married and I don't know what I want."
"Whatever you decide baby we all support you." Alana hugged her tightly
"Do what makes you happy Chyler." carol kissed her cheek causing her to tear up.She wiped her eyes as John walked by with the meat tray taking it outside.
"Meet me in the basement Ok? I'll be right down."
"Why""Just do it "
"Okay sheesh I'm going." Chyler stood on the stairs after closing the door to basement and wait for him he made it down in record time.
"Okay so why…" he silenced her with a kiss. "We can't… he's right upstairs… this is wrong."
"Shut up Chyler…" he kissed her again
"Now what do you want baby? Not what other people want for you or what I want or what he wants. What do you want now in this very moment? Screw the rest of it we'll figure it out later."
"You." he jumped on her knowing she didn't want to think just feel. He kissed her nipping at her full bottom lip. She kissed him back sucking on the tip of his tongue. She had missed his unique flavor. He got her out of her swimsuit top quickly. He turned his baseball cap backwards. He kissed the swell of her breasts as held them in his hands. Her body leaned into him on its own. He rubbed his thumb across her nipple peaking it. He took the other nipple in his mouth sucking it into hardness then teasing raking his teeth across it as he switched sides. Her knees started buckle and backed her against the pool table she held on to the edge for support. He kissed his way down her stomach and undid her shorts.
"Please tell me you locked the door."
"I did." he looked up and smiled at her while shimming her out of her shorts and slide the swimsuit bottoms off. He caressed the insides of her thighs before sliding his finger in tight passage she was hot and wet so much so that she coated his fingers. He rubbed the heated nub of her femininity he caressed her g-spot with is finger she tighten around him moaning her head tossed back eyes closed. Watching her come with such intensity turned him on even further making his already rock hard cock even more achingly painful. He shucked his trunks turned her around "Hold on." and entered her hard earning a gratifying breathy little scream from her they were both grateful for the loud music upstairs because they were always loud. He kept pounding into her causing the pool table to creak.
"I need to feel you on top of Me." she whispered She climbed on the pool table taking him with her. He entered her again softly this time slowing his pace making it last. He kissed her passionately. Running his fingers through her hair. He stroked into her slowly he buried his face in her neck breathing her in. She was tightening around him and moaning his name. Her spasms were slowly milking him of his seed they came together he whispered her name as though it were a prayer. He rested his head on her heart as the waited for the world to right itself.
"You have to marry me our last time can not be on my parent's pool table." She laughed lightly.
"Romanticism how very un-cena like don't worry I won't tell anyone you're a romantic soul."
"Only you know that about me…and your right cena is not romantic.""But my john Felix Anthony is…"He kissed her lightly and smiled
"Lets get dressed they dressed they will miss us soon." He laughed.
"Keeper of my secrets love of my life you have a felt burn on your ass."
Once outside they both took a dip in the pool to wash the smell of sex away.
When she saw Leland, she felt guilty immediately but couldn't make herself regret it.
They all played a game of touch football a card game of bullshit and ate and talked the night away
Later though Chyler got no sleep for she struggled with her choices and guilt.