Chyler went to the fridge, saw her everything but the kitchen sink ice cream, and took it out smiling. "Becca remembered my ice cream!"

"No I did… but that can't be healthy to eat that for breakfast." Leland replied

" I need to put on weight and John says as long as my calorie intake goes up a little I can eat what I want for a while so I am taking full advantage of it for as long as I can." She smiled pulling out two spoons.

"I know how you are about germs so you get your own." She sat on the island in front of his barstool.

"So…" Chyler said awkwardly.

Leland took the ice cream from her opening it handing it back to her he dipped his spoon in.

"So…" Leland replied.

"We're over right?" He asked.

"Yep, pretty much… listen I am sorry I never meant to hurt you. With the exception of last night it's only happened once before not that, it makes it any better I was still wrong. I am wondering though how long?"
"Three months."
"Wow I'm naïve… I didn't suspect anything until two weeks ago."
"I never meant for it to continue… but it did and I am sorry and I love you and I want you to be happy even if it's not with me… I mean I'm not stupid… I knew going into this that I had the cards stacked against me… I know you look at him in a way you have never looked at me and it's not really anything you can help I get that because you love who you love. I've always been one of those people who loves to touch the flame even when I know I'll be burned. You come by your nickname honestly…I have no regrets I don't regret knowing you or loving you because it was worth what I got out of our time together is that you liked me and not the guy on TV. you saw the real me and I saw the real you. Cena, is lucky and I hope he knows it. Just so you know though I don't regret the affair…" Chyler wiped tears from her eyes and spoke

.
"I learned a lot from you. I learned I'm okay being just Chyler that I'm enough just as I am that I was more than John's pretty baby or the wwe star Chyler Ashton that my interest mattered because its what I love… I'll be okay on own I can have a life separate from him and the world won't come to an end that means a lot me because there is a rather large chance John and I won't make it. I'm grateful to you because I know if we don't make it that I am capable of letting someone new into my heart. I let you in even if you don't believe me when I say that. Later when the wounds of this heal. Please know that I care for you deeply and in my own way I love you…just not enough or in the way, you deserve to be loved. Becca loves you though I can see it in her eyes. I gave my heart away at fifteen on a balcony in the rain and somewhere along the way Becca gave you hers… I know you though and I know you're not sure what you feel… so be careful with her… regardless of what happened she is my friend and I love her."

"Okay…" He said.

He took her face in his hands "One more for the road." he kissed her tenderly taking his time. His tongue found its way into her mouth tasting her one last time She kissed him back imprinting the moment on her brain for eternity.

When they broke a part, he said. "When things get tough and you feel lost take a deep breath and remember who Chyler is alright."

"okay and when you finally do decide to give yourself completely to someone I want meet them because it's going to take a hell of a person to deserve you." he nodded and turned and left the room.

That would be an image she would carry with her for forever.

"So when you popping the question?" Becca asked.
"Her birthday since we are going to Paris then I thought it would be perfect."
"Awwww I'm so proud… that's sweet and romantic."
"I made reservations at Le Ciel De Paris for after closing so we will be alone." he said holding the to Cartier open for Becca.
"When did you do that… you didn't tell me to schedule it."
"Last week don't worry we don't have anything on the docket for the night." John walked up the salesperson

"I'm here to buy an engagement ring.," he said with a big grin becca took out her camera and snapped a picture of that grin. "what was that for Becks?"

"To show Chyler after you propose that you were actually smiling in a jewelry store instead of frowning like oh shit there goes my paycheck."

they sat down at the table where the sales person was setting out his display

"I have idea of what I want. I want it to be different from the normal engagement ring."
"Colored stones might be the way to go then." the sales man said they looked through the rings before John settled on a marquee cut canary yellow diamond center stone with emerald cut diamond side stones. "Wow that's a big rock don't throw her into a pools or anything she'll sink!" becca said

Leland was going to ask becca to come back to the islands with him.
"Becca I can't stay here in her presence knowing I lost her one day we will be friends again but I can't yet I would love it If you came back with me."
"I can't just quit and leave Chy high dry…you are not even sure about your feelings for me… its just sex for you… "
"it is not just about sex."
"Oh really whets my favorite color or what book do I read over and over again? I get it Le I was just a release for you… Chyler was your emotional love I was just way too fulfill what she was lacking and good way to get even I was stupid and let my heart get involved I can't change my life based solely on sex."
"Fine… you're Just like Chyler scared of your feelings so you run back to what you know… you are a coward I'm done with the games
"You are not a game to me I love you please stay I'm not a coward I'm a realist I need a job and I was incredibly lucky she didn't fire me in the first place… and you can avoid Chyler and just be with me we'll get separate rooms. Please you can't let this end before it starts." she strode forward and kissed him passionately if you do if you let us go you're the coward not me."
"Fine I'll stay until you train your replacement. But then I'm gone."
"Okay and I'll go with you!"

Becca told Chyler she was quitting after training her replacement. Overall, it went fairly well she left with her ego unscathed and her friendship with Chyler intact.

John and Chyler went to the arena together that night becca rode with them being the third wheel but it wasn't that bad except that Leland wasn't with her. Typically, becca didn't go to the arenas but tonight was Chyler's first solo match and she didn't want to miss it. They pulled in and parked in the private parking section. John carried their bags in so for once Chyler wasn't loaded down with crap. Once inside they found their dressing room and their little makeshift family already waiting for them.
"Good news travels fast around here doesn't it?" John said with a smile.
"wait you are back together? We're just here to freak Chyler out about her match!" Maria said
"we are." Chyler replied
"yay the gangs all back together I'm so happy." Maria said giggling back to her usual bubbly self since she & Duane Lee were still going strong!
"You are such a ditz Ria!" Becca said from behind john
"You're happy… I'm really happy now that cena will be getting laid on a regular basis… he will be a lot less bitchy and sad…I unfortunately am his room mate he either acted like someone shot his puppy or he wanted to kill someone so thank you Chyler I am once again safe." Randy said
"Glad to be of service… now everyone out except Maria Becks and John… I have to get ready… so scram all of you and Jeff quit ogling Becca!"
"I wasn't ogling I was admiring!"
"Whatever you don't stand a chance!" becca said

"Stop staring Hardy She's had a taste of the legend killer and has never been the since. You could never satisfy her." said randy winking at becca

"Ewww gag me… you are married you cheated and lost." Chyler said.

"Now get out! I have to work!" Chyler growled exasperated.

Randy leaned down and whispered in becca's ear "When you're tired of the bounty hunter you know where to find me…"
"You are married…"
"It didn't bother you too fuck your best friend's guy."
"How did you…"
"You are not as careful as you thought at least make into the damn room before you rip each others close off!" with that he left.

The wardrobe department brought her new out fits to choose "I hate to sound like Diva but… I hate all of these."
"try the black one on." becca said
She tried on the black pleather short top and pleather pants. "I feel like a dominatrix in this damn thing I will fall out of the god awful white thing." and the other will make you look like daisy duke." Maria supplied. " I know…" a light bulb went on in becca head. She called Leland.
"Hey babe… can you bring me the off the shoulder corset and black jeans from Chyler's traveling case it is hanging up in it… we are having an out fit crisis."
"Sure."

"Thank you."

"But I like the black one… you can spank me I'm fine with the dominatrix thing." John said

"Shut up!" all the women shouted at him "God jump down my throat why don't you and to think that I got you a gift for your first solo." he pulled a rather large gift-wrapped box. "Go on open it." She did as he asked she opened it and saw a black leather motorcycle jacket with flames up the sides and sleeves. "thought it would make you look tough I took care of your entrance music too."
"aww thank you I love you!"
"Listen… I have a promo in a few so be careful out there think before act stay as relaxed as you can… always be aware of your body and your opponent. I love you please please be careful."
"aw… Johnny I love you too…but I have done this before."
"I know but never alone."
He kissed her. "Love you good luck pretty baby." he left looking a little emotional.

Chyler stood in the dark part of the entrance waiting for her music to hit. What she heard made her blush and she vowed to kill john when heard moaning…

she went out… her music blaring.

You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex
I can tell you're trouble but I'm still obsessed She stopped a rolled hips and with a sly smile on her lips. The pyro went off as she rolled left to right .

Because you know you're
SO HOT I wanna get you alone
SO HOT I wanna get you stoned
SO HOT I don't wanna be your friend
I wanna fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again

she strolled down the ramp leisurely. She eyed her opponent Ashley massaro. She stepped through the ring ropes the last of her music was heard as she took off her Jacket.

You're like the kiss of death, like the hand of faith
I can tell you're trouble but I still wanna taste

The bell rang Ashley eyed her waiting she wanted Chyler to move first and she was sadly mistaken… Ashley got tired of waiting stepped up and slapped her hard. Chyler grabbed her hair and slammed her head into the nearest top turn buckle. She threw in a few chops to the chest. Ashley and Chyler went back and forth for a while before Chyler hit her spinning drop kick off the top turnbuckle it was her new move the ignition. John was watching backstage with becca randy and Leland. "she hit without killing herself we can all breathe now." Leland said then next Chyler pulled Ashley to her feet by her hair. Pulling Ashley arm through Ashley legs and picked her up over her left shoulder she carried her a round the ring for a few seconds before slamming her down and getting the cover.

Everyone congratulated her on victory.
A production person came up Vince needs to see you.
"Okay."

Chyler walked into his office
"you needed something?"
"The things you do in your spare time shocks me…"
"what are you getting at Vince?" he flipped on the TV as he closed the door her stomach dropped when she the night vision green image of both becca and Leland she and john having sex split screened.
"So… that will be bad for ratings your crazy if you air it."
"Some bad some good."
"it will never see the light of day if you sign another contract. If you break our agreement, I will air this for the whole world to see on a pay per view. "Chyler felt sick but signed it Chyler never saw becca enter his office to distracted by her own predicament.

"What did you need me for Mr. McMahon?"
"You're as dirty as Chyler aren't you… just not as loud."
"Huh!"
He turned on the TV and the images of the night before filled the screen.
"If you want that lovely little boy toy of yours to keep his squeaky clean image. You will sign a contract to be my assistant. Otherwise its one night in Vegas for millions of fans to see on a pay per view.

Becca felt a piece of herself die the moment the ink dried on the paper.