Warning... Most of this chapter is about Hidan... And Akina... Well mean like not about Akina's life, Hidan's life... and her helping him... I guess... Their will still be more SasorixDeidara... just like a little bit though.. So I can build up the quietness that Sasori has been showing.. (if that makes sense...)

I don't own Naruto... ummm... yea...

With everything going on Hidan had a lot of time to think about... Everything. The whole fucking world was screwed. Well at least that's what he thought. Life pretty much sucked. He was alone at home, no one was ever home with him. Well his parents were dead, and who would want to come into such a shitty house like his? He didn't like cleaning, he didn't like buying things, he didn't like his house.

He never invited anyone from the gang over to his house, his parents had been dead before he had met the gang. He was used to being alone. Well actually he just tolerated it. Not many people liked being alone. Hidan didn't like silence, that's why he was so loud. He didn't like to think either. Every time he had time to think about things, every memory would come back. The happy, the sad, and the painful ones.

He missed Tobi. That annoying bastard. Everyone liked Tobi, he was annoying, but the guy had been through so much, and yet he could still be the cheeriest guy on earth. He had never seen anyone like that. Well in the gang at least.

Knock, knock.

He didn't open the door. It was probably the home owner coming to collect his late payment. He didn't have it. He never had it on time. He had a job. He worked during the school week from ten at night to five in the morning, at wall mart. (... I couldn't think of anything else... Hidan would be a funny wall mart worker..) It didn't pay that much, but hay he was still alive.

Knock, knock.

Damn, the guy was more persistent then usual. Maybe he should open the door. It would get the knocking to stop, but he didn't have the money. He would have it by the end of the week. The guy could wait till then, so he decided not to open the door. He went back to his thoughts.

"Hidan open the door please!" A voice yelled.

That voice was so familiar, he knew who it was. Her voice was a soprano, that sounded like angels to him. Others would say she sounded like a high pitched bird, that was never completely quiet. He smiled to himself. He would make her wait a little longer. Slowly he stood up from his couch, walking slowly towards the door. Smirking to himself he opened the door, hiding behind it.

Akina slowly walked in. No one was there. She continued to walk around. Who had opened the door? Maybe she had opened the door, maybe she's knocked to hard, and the door wasn't latched. She decided that she would walk around, just to see. She turned down the hallway. It was a small house with only two rooms. The first room she came to was full of candles, white chalk and, blood. This was probably the room where he prayed to Jashin. She was a little freaked out by the blood.

She continued to the other room, that she knew would be his bedroom. She opened the door slowly, she wasn't exactly sure what to expect. Finally the door was open, and his room revealed black walls. His bed was a full, and had black sheets with white pillows. His two favorite colors. She smiled and walked over to the bed. She sat down and smelled his covers. They smelled like him. Cologne, that smelt expensive, but was cheap. She giggled to herself, thinking of him actually quiet and sleeping.

She then looked up to see a bathroom. She smiled walking into it. It had a shower, toilet, and sink, like most bathrooms. She looked in his cabinet. There was tons of hair gel. She expected that. Searching through it more, she found his cheap cologne, that smelled heavenly, and his tooth brush, and tooth paste. Then she found something that she should have expected, but didn't. She blushed. She found condoms.

Suddenly she felt someone's arms wrap around her waist. She screamed. The mans head then laid on her shoulder, he kissed her neck. She struggled to get out of his grip.

"Calm down." he whispered in her ear. She felt herself melt into him. His warm breath against her skin. She immediately knew it was Hidan. She turned her head, so she could look at him.

"Would you like to use those right now?" He asked. Her face reddened. He nipped at her neck, pulling her shirt up. She gasped.

"Hidan." She whispered.

"Hmm?" He asked, kissing her mouth.

"S-Stop." She commanded. He backed off her growling.

"What're you doing here?" He asked, sliding his hand through his hair.

"I just came to see you." She said trying to smile.

"Listen, I'm sorry if that was a little out of line." He said smiling at her.

"It's okay Hidan, one day." She gave him a reassuring smile. He smiled back.

Hidan led her to his bed, and he sat down with her close to him. She laid her head down on his chest. His arm wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer.

"So I haven't seen you today, I thought I'd come by and check on you." She said kissing him on the cheek.

"Well that was very nice of you." He said.

"So how have you been?" She asked, turning to look up at him.

"I've been thinking." He said smiling at her.

"Wow, well that's a first. What have you been thinking about?" She giggled.

"Everything. Me and you, Tobi, the group, and my parents" He whispered the last part.

"Do you miss them?" She asked, not sure if it was a touchy subject.

"Who? My parents, yea. I miss them a lot." He said, his smile falling off his face.

"I'm sorry Hidan, I know it hurts living alone." She said hugging him.

"It's not that, well maybe it is, but... Just all this shit that's going down, it makes me realize how much easier our lives would be if our parents weren't dead, or just not there." He said.

"It would, but theres nothing you can do about it, your parents loved you, that's all that matters." She said looking out the window.

"It was my fault they died." He said, looking like he was going to cry. She snuggled closer to him.

"Hidan, whenever we talk about your parents you always say that. And I always tell you the same thing. You were thirteen, you were still young." She said rubbing his back.

"If I would have just shut up, so my dad could pay attention to the fire place, he wouldn't have let the gasoline leak into the fire, they wouldn't be dead. I shouldn't have been yelling at them. I shouldn't have told them I hated them." He said raising his voice a little.

"Were your mom and dad jashinist?" Akina asked.

"Yea my whole families been jashinist since the fucking beginning of time." He said smiling to himself.

"I thought that Jashin wants his followers to hate, kill, and torture. If I'm right then you telling them you hated them, was what you were supposed to do. Right?" She was curious now.

"I once asked my parents how I was born if they were supposed hate everyone. They told me it's different, all Jashinist should love each other. So me telling them I hated them wasn't what Jashin would have wanted. " He said sitting up and pushing her off of him gently. He suddenly realized that he couldn't love her because of his religion.

"So we can't be together." Akina whispered finally realizing why he pushed her off.

"I wish we could, but, we can't I didn't think about it before we started dating, but I just can't let go of my religion." He said trying to touch her but she pulled away.

"Hidan, don't do this. Please don't leave me! I love you! I love you more than life, do NOT leave me!" Her hands and shoulders were shaking, her eyes were watering and leaking.

"Akina, I can't, I can't love you anymore. I tried! I just can't anymore! This is where you go and find someone whose worth your time. Not a mother fucker like me. I'll always be here for you." He said trying to smile.

"I'll convert! I'll become a Jashinist, just don't leave me." She shrieked trying to hug him, but it was his turn to back off.

"No, I'm not worth it." He whispered.

"Yes you are! I would die a million times over just to be with you!" She cried.

"Akina, just please leave." He asked looking down at his feet.

"Fine! I'll FUCKING LEAVE! I don't even know why the fuck you wasted your time with me, when you obviously don't even like me! You lied! You don't want me because my dad touched me! I'm ruined for you! You just wanted me for sex, and then you decided I was ruined!" She screamed then stormed out of the house.

Hidan realized that she was really pissed, she never really cursed, but now remembering the look on her face, was killing him. He wanted to crawl under a rock and die! His life was over. He swore he felt tears run down his cheeks. He just swore and walked into his prayer room.

Deidara was worried. Sasori hadn't come over or even called. He already called Sasori begging for him to call him back, but no one ever did. He was almost happy when his sister came running through the door tears streaming down her face, as whimpers escaped her mouth. He wasn't happy because she was in pain he was happy, because it would get his mind off of Sasori.

"Akina, un!" He yelled following her to her room. The door was slammed in his face, and she locked the door. She didn't want to talk to Deidara, she didn't want to talk to anyone, life was over. Why? Because her heart was broken, and this time she didn't think she could put the pieces back together.

"Akina open the door, please, un?" He begged.

"No! LEAVE ME ALONE!" She shrieked.

"Akina what happened, un?" He asked quietly.

"Why don't you go ask Hidan?!" He voice was higher pitched then before. Deidara could tell she was broken. She never slammed the door in his face, not even after being raped. Hidan hurt her, and Deidara was going to kick his ass.

Deidara made his way to Hidan's house slamming through the door, not even knocking, he knew the door wasn't locked. He looked around and then decided he was probably in his prayer room. He slammed on the door, but he got no answer. He ruthlessly kicked and banged on the door until his hands were beginning to bruise.

"Hidan! Open the damn door, right now, un!" He yelled.

"Dei, I can't. Just go, please." Deidara could hardly hear Hidan.

"Hidan you hurt her! You promised me! I told you if you ever got her to go out with you, that you couldn't break her! What did you just do! For the first time in her life she slammed the door in my face, un!" He said banging again on the door.

"Deidara I'm sorry! I can't Jashin says I can't! My parents followed the rules, They would've wanted me to do the same!" He was a little louder now.

"Screw Jashin! You love my sister and she loves you! You don't come across girls like her, un!" He said as Hidan opened the door. He held his fist up to knock Hidan square in the jaw, but stopped. Hidan liked pain.

"Deidara, will you tell her I love her? I want her to move on and find somebody who will love her. Will you also tell her it's not because of her dad, it's because my parents wanted me to become a jashin, and I want to honor their wishes." He said pushing past Deidara.

"Where are you going, un?" Deidara asked as the door opened, but there was no answer, and the door slammed shut.

KK, so another chapter!! Yay aren't we happy?? it was out a lot quicker than usual! Sorry about all the HidanxAkina, but yea. You know it had to happen so, yea... Oh and where was Sasori?? He wasn't home?? Hmm?? I'll give you a hint, it's going to happen in the sequel and it has to do with Pein, Konan, Zetsu, and Kakuzu... Hmm?? Reviews make me happy!!

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