Wow, guys over 2200 hits! That totally shocked me when I checked that! Also I received a lot of great reviews for the last chapter; I'm very grateful for that, thank you! I'm so happy with the number of hits and reviews I have received! Thanks so much to all the people who have been reviewing. I've had quite a few people trying to guess who was at the door. I didn't say anything but I guess you'll just have to read and find out! Enjoy Chapter 9!
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Chapter 9
BPOV
I sighed and grumbled as I slowly got up to answer the door.
It was late, who could it be?
No one else seemed at all eager to get up so it was all me.
I wandered over to the door.
Just before I opened it I caught a whiff on an unfamiliar scent that wasn't all that pleasant.
I gasped as I opened the door.
"Bella?"
My mind was reeling. What the heck was he doing here? He shouldn't be here. Why is he here?
I tried to take deep breaths but when I inhaled I gagged. He smelled disgusting. So I just held my breath.
"Bells, you look so different!"
I couldn't let him get to me. Not know. Not after everything I've been through to stay with Edward.
I tried my best to put a cold look on my face.
"Why are you here Jacob?"
"Bella, I came to see you, aren't you happy to see me?"
I wasn't. I hated him for what he did to me. He could have been the better person and should up to my wedding. He didn't and I couldn't forgive him for it.
"Jacob, what makes you think I want to see you after what you did to me? You didn't show up to my wedding so why, after you hurt me, would you think I would want to see you?"
The look on his face was indescribable. It was a mix of confusion, and hurt.
It hurt me to see him like that but I couldn't give in. Not now.
He collected himself and looked down at my face. Another reason why I hated him.
He was too damn tall. I had to stand on my tippy toes just to reach his shoulder.
"Bella, I'm sorry for not showing up at your wedding. You can't hold that against me. I was still suffering after you broke my heart. I just needed time to forgive you and understand why you chose that lee- I mean Edward, instead of me."
I couldn't believe my ears, this boy was damn selfish.
"Jacob do you think that it was easy for me to choose between you two? That was the hardest decision I've ever had to make in my life. Your heart wasn't the only one that was broken. I've just mended mine so I'd appreciate it if you stayed away from my husband, my family, and most of all me." My voice cracked as I said this.
It broke my heart all over again, but it needed to be done.
I couldn't look at his face as he registered what I was saying.
"Is that really what you want Bella?" His voice was pained and so was his expression.
"Yes Jake, that's really what I want. Please don't make this harder than it has to be. Just stay away from me and stay out of my life. You'll move on eventually, it might not be easy and it will take time, but you'll find someone that'll be perfect for you."
He nodded. "Then just let me say goodbye properly."
Before I knew what he was doing, he grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me hard on the lips.
It was disgusting. He hands felt like fire on my cheeks and the smell was so vile I swear I was going to throw up right then and there.
I shoved him away and he stumbled back and smiled.
"Jeez Bella, you really are getting strong."
I couldn't keep the look of fury off my face and the venom in my voice.
"JACOB WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? I'M MARRIED! YOU CAN'T KISS ME LIKE THAT! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE AND STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!"
I heard a loud snarl from behind me and I saw a very angry looking Edward. He even frightened me, even though I knew he wouldn't hurt me.
"Edward!"
I ran to his arms and he hugged me tightly. He kissed my head and wrinkled his nose.
"Bella, no offense but you smell absolutely disgusting right now."
Oh right, I had dog scent on me.
"Sorry" I muttered.
Edward wasn't paying attention anymore.
His eyes were locked with Jacob's.
He pushed me aside gently and walked forward.
They were circling each other know and everyone else had come out of the living room.
"What makes you think you can come to my house, and kiss my wife without her permission?"
Jacob smirked "What's wrong blood sucker? Scared of a little competition?"
"I'm not scared of you if that's what your implying dog" Edward snarled.
Carlisle stepped in at this point speaking quickly in Edward's ear in a low tone.
"Edward now is not the time."
"Carlisle I need to finish this once and for all. He had put Bella and I through enough and it needs to stop now."
Jacob just stood there smirking as Carlisle and Edward continued to talk in hushed tones.
Oh he made me so mad. I just wanted to go over there and slap that smirk off his face, which is exactly what I did.
I stormed over and slapped his face hard.
He looked at me shocked as did everyone else in the room.
"Jacob, you need to leave." I glared at him "Now"
His mouth was still open in shock as he slowly walked towards the door.
He reached the doorway and turned around to face me.
It almost broke my heart again as I saw his face as he spoke.
He had a tear sliding down his cheek as he spoke "Goodbye Bella"
I could feel my eyes welling up at the sight of him.
I needed to keep my composure until he left.
I took a deep breath only to be met by the disgusting smell again.
"Goodbye Jake."
The door slammed and I turned around to face everyone else.
Everyone was still in shock at what I had done, I was too.
I couldn't believe it; my body had acted with a mind of its own.
Edward walked slowly to me and engulfed me in a huge hug.
I could feel him restraining a bit because of the smell.
I couldn't blame him I smelt awful.
I needed to cry, hard, but I wouldn't do it while everyone was around me.
I knew how much Edward hated Jacob and there was no predicting what he would do if he saw how much that scene had hurt me.
They all looked incredibly worried at the sight of me and were waiting for me to crack at any moment.
"I'm going to go take a shower" I whispered softly.
Everyone nodded not taking there as off me as I trudged up the stairs keeping my composure as best I could.
My eyes betrayed me as a tear slid down my cheek.
I quickly wiped it away hoping that no one saw it, but it was obvious that they did.
They were still all staring at me.
I made to the bathroom without letting another tear out and stripped quickly.
I entered the hot water and let is loosen my tense muscles.
That's when I let go.
I don't know how long I was there, sobbing.
They were loud really loud; I must have been there for at least an hour just trying to forget Jacob. I cried at the thought of his warm body next to mine. I cried when I thought how much I hurt him when I chose Edward over him. I cried when I thought that I had just lost my best friend. I cried when I thought that a piece of my heart would always belong to him.
After a while I used my favourite strawberry shampoo and body wash to cheer myself up. It didn't work.
I climbed out of the shower and dried off quickly.
I dressed in the comfiest sweats I owned.
I didn't really care what Alice thought right now, I needed to be comfortable; it was going to be a long night.
I stumbled out of the bathroom.
Edward was there by the fireplace.
I curled up in his arms and he stroked my hair and whispered soothing words in my ear as I continued to sob.
He was so supportive.
Tomorrow would be better; I knew that for a fact.
I knew it because things couldn't possibly get any worse.
Jacob's Point of View
I couldn't believe she just rejected me like that.
I went to apologize and all she did was slap me.
Was that really necessary?
I missed her, and it broke my heart to see the look on her face as she told me to get out and never come back again.
She looked so beautiful as a vampire, but she smelled disgusting.
She was still and always would be my Bella.
Okay, I admit it, I shouldn't have kissed her, but I couldn't help myself.
She's the one for me, but I guess she doesn't see me like that.
I would get over it wouldn't I?
I'm not sure, my heart was pretty shattered.
I started to shudder and burst into a run in my wolf form.
I ran and ran, hoping to get the thought of her beautiful face out of my mind.
Tadahh! Okay I know this is kind of an emo chapter, but it was necessary. Sorry to all you Jacob lovers but I'm a true Edward lover. I could have done much worse things to Jacob, believe me. Anyways a lot of you guessed it was Jacob at the door and you were right so congrats! I was originally going to make it some random character to throw you all off, but it didn't fit with the vibe of the story so I hope you enjoyed this anyway. PLEASE REVIEW! I will update soon, thanks!
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