Tim-
Listen, I understand your concern for me and my partner, but please. Do not assume. Do not assume, McGee. Oh, what I would give to be with you, Gibbs, and my partner again. Life is pure hell in Mossad. Pure hell, McGee. Another operative gone the teensiest bit wrong, and you are getting shot at. By your own team members, McGee! I would like that address for my partner. I want to be able to contact him over…well however long we are gone for. McGee, I do not know how much more I can take of this crude behavior. They are a thousand times worse than they were when I was here before. I can not take this anymore. I miss America, and when I was in America, I missed Israel. Is there really no place for me anymore, McGee? Is there really no place that is quite suitable for me? Maybe I should be on a boat in the middle of the sea like my partner, between Israel and America, in a place where men are actually fair, and team members actually care about each other. This is going to be a horrible time for me. I do not want to live here. If I knew that I could get out of Israel alive, I would get onto a plane tonight and fly back to Washington. I would give anything to get out of here. I miss you all. So much, it hurts. For once, last night, when I was trying to fall asleep, I thought of all of your beautiful faces. Your chubby, cute one and your cu-tip haircut, Abby's loveable gothic features and her black ponytails, Gibbs' silver hair and that half-smile he always gives, Ducky's rejuvenated old-man's face with his glasses and his autopsy scrubs, even Palmer and that curly hair with those glasses….especially my partner. Oh, his short brown hair, his famous 'DiNozzo' smile, the way he laughs, that cute little dimple he gets on one side of his cheek. The little freckle that he has on his right forearm, and even the little brown hairs on his hairy little butt. And while I was thinking of all of you, I started to cry. And yes, McGee, I know what you are thinking. Ziva has emotions? Yes, I know, but I do miss you all, and I do deeply care for you all….even Tony.
-Ziva
