Before we get started:
Much thanks you Jeannaly and her fic Beyond Fiction.
-You inspired me the most I didn't know that there were others who were really just like me in ways-
I do not own Naruto or any Anime/Manga mentioned in this series, what I do own are my own thoughts and my character.
Long lost words whisper slowly to me…
Sadly it was like any other day, though half the day had passed. So I will give you a quick rundown. Alright so today is what we call a Gold Day which means we have the first four of our eight classes. Which in my case was Pre-AP Geometry followed by Pre-AP English (Don't ask how I got pre-ap I honestly don't know) then there was lunch at 11:55. This is where I will start in a little. Just so you know nothing interesting happened…the usually blah, blah, blah deal.
Now my lunch is never normal, or at least in my mind it is not but according to people I am quite predictable during this time. I would either go out to the ice-cream truck and get some hot cheetos with cheese and a soda (don't dis. Bish) Or I would go eat lunch food if I was lazy. Today I had lunch food, which I would later find out was not a good idea. So yes I got my food and now I am sitting at a table with one of my two usual lunch groups. This group consists of Jackie (yes we have the same first name), June, Tiffanie, and sometimes Christa and Lucy both of which were with me today. Now for my food of 'choice' school spaghetti.
"So how was your thanksgiving?" June asked Tiffanie normally I would space out but today just wasn't one of those days.
I know what it is you yearn…
"Did you hear that?" I asked out of the blue before realizing that not only had I drawn unwanted attention from my peers around me, but the group was obviously wanting me to answer some sort of question…or they were having fun just staring at me. Being myself I spoke once more before allowing them to answer, "Are you guys visually raping me or something?" Now if my last comment hadn't gained attention from all the peers in the cafeteria this one obviously did. For you see for some reason whenever the hell I spoke things were quiet in the room.
Never the less June and Tiffanie cracked up laughing at my comment while Lucy and Jackie gave me a disgusted look. Christa was saying something about not rolling that way. I shrugged before speaking once more.
"What is it you wanted me to answer?" Alright so maybe people called me a nut case or loony but I swear that normally I don't hear voices. Okay well I do but I named those three there was Ayano –Aya- the pervy side of me, Tsukiko –koko-the evil side, and Kimiko –kiki- the shy one…now this voice was neither of them…and now that I think about it they were unusually quiet today.
"Thanksgiving?" Christa spoke.
"Oh yeah, I was basically playing video games the whole way through…I almost forgot to eat and when I did I was stuffing the food between my five second respawn what you ma call its." I spoke before they continued on.
You are not happy are you? The voice continued before I stood up and headed off. I was not about to be called a loony.
I will not lie the voice was irritating me. Deciding that it was all in my head from the stress that Drill Team, Pre-Ap, ROTC, family and school brought I took note to play more games after school. Hell that was basically my anti-drug…many at the school would call me *Konata from Lucky Star. And I don't blame them. I let my feet do the walking as I spaced out for what had to be the tenth time in the last thirty minutes. I was racking through my thoughts to try and figure out what the heck the voice was all about. Am I really losing it? I thought.
"Jones!" A familiar voice yelled causing me to snap out of my thought and actually turn around on my heel. Seeing I had literally passed the ROTC building I blinked twice before cocking my head to the side, that has never happened before. I then thought before Acosta yelled out again. "Are you ok?" My expression instantly changed from its previous spaced out one to one of utter confusion.
"Yesh when am I not all right?" I then asked.
She shrugged before motioning to go over to the group, which was no one, knew. "I don't know you just passed by us all blanking us out or something. We were talking to you, you know."
"Oh sorry about that. I just had a lot on my mind." I then said as I rubbed the back of my neck and gave a hug to the following people. Acosta, Stubbs, Churro man, Judy, Parker, Arrington, Russell and mini Ordonez.
"Sure you did. Since when do you have a-" And sadly for Arrington I spaced him out as that dammed voice continued on.
You loathe this world, you wish for your own death…is this true happiness?
"Shut up…" I basically spat annoyed, of course it had meant to be a thought but you know how it goes.
"Make me." Judy said causing me to notice what I had done. Immediately I ran to her and basically glomped her.
"No, no, no I love you. Don't be mad…that was meant to be a thought." I broke out…the I love you thing was just something we used loosely in Ro.
"Meant to be a thought?" Ortega asked? "So you did want her to shut up?" Of course this comment caused the peanut gallery to start 'Oohing' and what not.
"No, look. BAH!" Heck I was a first sergeant and couldn't even complete a sentence. I was to be setting an example for the privates around. Yanking at my hair I spun on my heel readjusted my bag and started off. Sadly this time my captain Brown decided to intervene by grabbed my bag..." Ugh what." I whined.
"What is with you today?" He asked as I slapped his hand off my bag and groaned.
"I just have a lot on my mind." I stated not finding anything to be able to use to get me out of my situation. Luckily today there was an angel on my side.
"Hey don't bring her down. The person we base her off of on her favorite manga passed away two weeks ago." Thank you Vera! But what the hell are you doing over here? I thought before looking to face her.
"Died?" Brown asked.
"Yeah Kakashi Hatake…you should have seen her she cried for seve-" before she could speak anymore of the humiliation I put myself through when Kakashi had died I slipped out of my backpack and slapped my hand on her mouth.
"Jones cry?" He and a good majority of the other Rotc Kids asked. F---- I thought as those memories hit me again. What could I say I saw him as a crush if not a fatherly figure? Someone I wanted to be like, and he died! They killed him, about to break down again I did what I did best.
"So how about those cowboys?" I then asked, and instantly the conversation flipped to football. And to tell the truth I had no idea they actually played…I was just saying it to change the subject. Once that was done with I left my idiotic friend and walked to brown. "Yo can I have my bag?" I asked he glanced at me with an accusing look causing me to react, "what I didn't do it." And with that he rolled his eyes and handed my bag before jumping back into the competition.
I was going to walk with my idiotic friend but she seemed to have pulled like a ninja and darted. D--- Ninja these days. I thought as the bell rang and we went off to my next class.