Before we get started:

Much thanks you Jeannaly and her fic Beyond Fiction.

-You inspired me the most I didn't know that there were others who were really just like me in ways-

I do not own Naruto or any Anime/Manga mentioned in this series, what I do own are my own thoughts and my character.

Still can't find what keeps me here

Okay I myself have no idea how we ended up in the conversation we were having in German class. (My third period class) I mean one second we were watching the Shrek 2 movie in German and translating what we could understand. –jack s--- for me- Then suddenly the teacher stopped the movie and made us write down songs that we thought described everyone in the class excluding yourself of course…five per person. This was by far a much easier thing for me to do, for even though I was in German II I had about as much German knowledge as a German kindergartener. So far this is what I had down for everyone in the class, or at least those whose names I remembered.

Tamara: Don't mess with my man, Hazard to myself, I'm a b--- I'm a lover, Keeps getting better, gunpowder and lead

Latesha:Love don't cost a thing, Girl Fight, Misery Business, Already over, Ring the Alarm

Ray:Womanizer, Diary of Jane, Time of Dying, in the shadows, Shut up and sleeps with me

That one girl behind Latesha sister: All the things she said,

Wildaqueer:Bug a Boo,

Kat:unpretty, Runaway love, who am I,

Nicole:Freak on leash,

(Note I am a rocker gal, so this was pretty hard for me in the end…and I have about twenty kids in this class D=)

Okay so maybe that was not many, but you know what…shut up! And she only gave us ten minutes; you know how hard it is to think after lunch. D= Alright now we were told to pick one song out of those five and stand up and say it out loud. Things seemed to be going well, or at least when it was at my corner which is where it started but the second that, that one guy that sat in front of the teacher got up and got to my name I knew all hell was coming. My senses were just tingling.

"Okay up Next…" He began before his eyes set on me and he grinned, instantly my blank Konata expression ( ) went to one of total horror. (o.o) in my entire group, which was six people I got these songs...

-Trouble by pink

-Sharada by Skye

-My world by SR71

-Love story by Taylor

-One step closer by Linkin Park

- Must be dreaming by Frou-frou

They all seemed decent to me, everyone had seen a decent side of me the first time we met and I guess they based it off that. Sadly I never thought of how the rest of the class would think of me by how I acted the first time they saw me. And here were a couple of replies the first being that one creepy guy. Followed by my expression/action.

- Dirty by Christina [=ω= *snicker* dead on]

- You're my daddy by Benni Banassi [._. ok then?]

- Do you know (Ping Pong Song) by Enrique?[=ω= *sigh* sadly yes I know]

- Simple and Clean by Utada [=ω= *nod* damn straight]

- Around the world by ATC [=ω= … no comment]

Overall I suppose they were pretty okay. But I mean seriously did they have to give me some of the worst perverted songs I knew! Now remember that is only a few and those were the common ones. Once all this nonsense was over the teacher gave an overall opinion on how she thought we thought of one another. And I became the game-aholic, anime/manga corrupted perv. Which was just fine by me, too many preps dismay. Then we continued the Shrek thing again and I went on to drawing. I mean it was that I didn't like the movie, it was simply that I preferred scary on edge movies over family. I don't really remember what happened much until about thirty minutes till the bell.

*Life is 10% what you make it, and 90% how you take it. That annoying voice spoke.

Well I can't make it into what I would take it by, so I suppose I have no life.I thought before thinking about what I just thought and utterly confusing myself. Don't get all riddle-y rhyme-y on my ass. I then thought.

What's wrong? The voice then asked, and it sounded concerned.

I can't find what keeps me here… I mumbled in my thoughts, I wasn't going to lie this was ticking me off…why couldn't I find a way out of this living hell I am living in.

If I say "Everything I tell you is a lie," am I telling you the truth or a lie?That voice continued and I had to admit I thought about this one… I didn't want to seem like a total idiot to whatever the hell it was. I then had to hear it again so I wrote it down and asked Latesha to read it to me.

"So you want me to repeat this?" She asked, I simple nodded not wanting to lose my train of thought. "Okay then, here it is." She said catching Ray and Tamara's attention. "If I say "Everything I tell you is a lie," am I telling you the truth or a lie?" She repeated before the three looked at me.

"A lie." I stated before pausing and nodding some to myself. "It can't be the truth without contradicting itself and therefore being a lie," I started as the others gave me odd looks. "But some of my statements can be lies, and this is one of those statements." I finished as the voice in my head slowly chuckled.

"Wow and why did I say that?" Latesha asked.

"Oh sorry I had to get an answer down before Ro…and I wanted to be sure it sounded smart to confuse Rene that's all." I said lying to some extent. She looked at me funny before nodding some and turning back to talk to the two that had overheard what was going on. I then set my head down ready to take a much needed nap, of course though with my luck I kinda had to sit back up thirty seconds later when the bell rang. What a pain… I thought.

*Life is 10% what you make it, and 90% how you take it. That annoying voice spoke. Quote by Irving I found and really liked at .org/categories/life/9/