BPOV
I was walking to my car when Jacob stopped me
"Bella, I know you care for him and he cares for you, but I need to tell you something that might change your opinion."
"Jake I don't like him, but if you really want to tell me, can we wait till we get to my house?"
"Not your house, but mine, your dad called and asked me where you were and I told him you were sleeping over at my house, my dad is also at some business thing."
"OK."
We got in my car and drove to his house. I wondered what he had to tell me. When we got to his house I hopped out of my car.
"So Jake, what do you need to tell me?"
"Bella, your change has changed how I feel about you..." He paused. "Bella, I think I am in love with you, and I think your change changed how I see you."
I couldn't speak. He loved me. Since when? Should I change back for him? Can we still be friends? What was I going to do? before I could think of a plan Jacob kissed me on the lips. This was new to me but I kissed back. His lips were warm and soft, unlike Edwards. i liked this but I didn't want it to stop my friendship. I loved him, but what about the times we went out to the ocean to talk. I pulled back.
"Jacob, I don't want to have a relationship with you if it is going to ruin our friendship."
"Nothing could change our friendship. Bella, a real boyfriend would treat you just like I do. How many boyfriends have you had that treat you like I do?"
I thought about the times when I cried on his shoulder cause someone just broke my heart. I thought about the Christmases we spent together. Was that what love was suppose to be like? Warm and happy? Loving and caring? Kind and considerate? I never would know unless I gave it a shot.
"Jake, I think that we could have a chance toghether and I don't want to lose it. I will go out with you if you will go out with me."
"I love you Bella."
I ran up to him and kissed him. He kissed back. These were the best kisses of my life. He was so kind, and warm, but then they started to become more passionately. I let go.
"Jacob, i don't get further than 1 base on the first date." I blew him a kiss and walked into his house and crawled into my bed, the couch to be more truthful. That night I had a terrible dream.