Author's note
Late late late again! And I'm really sorry but this chapter should be better after watching Ouran again and again. And I know I have a late update but SCHOOL yes school is giving a ton of things to do radio plays, investigatory projects, and tons of projects for CLF, MATH and speaking of math I hate it more than ever that darn law of exponents and those algebraic expressions are making my head burst! Really when you go to the market or groceries will the store clerk ask you, what is x raised to the 8th power times 7 to the 9th power all over 789th power or something! All you need is the four basic operations!!
Chapter 21-Beyond all hope
Suoh mansion…
Tamaki couldn't sleep…he got out of bed and went straight to the piano…
Come to think of it he always went there when he had problems…
He pressed the keys slowly and played…played…
Ave Maria…
He imagined what it would be like if Haruhi was playing her violin…along with the piano…
His purple orbs began to water…and once again the tears fell…
+-Flashback-+
"Are you trying to say that you like me as well?" Tamaki said
"I guess so…" Haruhi declared with a calm expression…
+-End of Flashback-+
And then their first kiss…on that night when the sky was filled with fireworks…
Fireworks…sort of similar to thunder…and that time when Haruhi was scared of thunder and he comfortably hugged her…
Hug? How could he forget it on that same day before the party when Haruhi dangerously falling on the bridge…and him jumping and catching her hand…and giving her a hug which Haruhi graciously accepted…
The tears grew in number all their memories were linked together…since the first time they met…since the time he found out she was actually a girl…he was already strangely linked to her. Be it as a father, her boyfriend or her upperclassmen…no matter what he just didn't want to loose connection…even before when Kyouya said,
"You only take up a mere 3 in her life"
At least he was still in her life…but now was there still a place for him?
WHY ARE YOU STANDING HERE LIKE THE IDIOT YOU ARE!! He remembered Yuuki's harsh words…now it didn't even seem harsh…it seemed like a reality…
A reality…
"Yeah, yuuki I'm really an idiot anyway…"
"It's hopeless"
Tamaki Suoh was never a person who gave up easily how he could have established the all-popular host club. If he wasn't a fighter and a NO give up person. And all his accomplishments…helping people he didn't even know…Convincing the twins to join his club, being friends with the egoistic Kyouya, helping Honey-sempai discover what he really wants…and finding the cutest, smartest, funniest, innocent and cheerful girlfriend…(too many compliments for Haruhi…:)
It would be hard to believe that this was the same person…this was the same person who did ALL THAT and now he couldn't even play the piano properly…
It was because he lost something…something that he should never lose…
Something that he had when he did all those achievements…it was one of the other things alongside LOVE that should never be forgotten…
Something that we should always keep in mind…
To always have…
To keep in mind…
That there is always, and never will be not…
Always…every time…no matter what obstacle…
No matter what problem…
There is…always and forever…
HOPE…
Author's note
Well that's all for now…this is a somewhat something that is just an introduction to what will happen in the next chapter…only a few more chapters and you'll find out what ending will happen…it will end up…tamaki and haruhi but could it still be a sad one, a tragic one…dum…dum! Dum! Anywayz I'll try to update soon…