AN: I suggest you listen to Brighter Than Sunshine by Aqualung while reading this chapter. :D [youtube(dot)com/watch?v=py3qDjr99O4]

I walked out of the nearly exit of the school, sobbing in my tears. Why was I like this? Why could I just take Edward for what he was? Did I really need this? All I wanted now was to run back to him and hold him close to me and tell him that I loved him. I loved him? Crap, was this really love? How could this happen? Didn't I just only see him today? Yes, I went to high school with him for four years. But it never felt like that. So I had loved him. The reason was still foggy.

He was beautiful. But it was not his beauty that made my heart pump in anxiety. Maybe it was his feeling. Or his touch. Or his taste. Or his pool of green, called eyes. Or maybe it was just by his presence.

I didn't dwell on it for too long. I was still so angry. But not at Edward. Never, at Edward. It was all me. 100% completely.

I found my car and flung open its door. I got in and sat there. It felt so alone. My mouth felt dry but my eyes were still wet. I looked at my distorted face in the mirror. My cheeks were burning red from the acidic tears. I rubbed them with my wrists.

I shook my head. I wanted Edward so much. I needed him. He was all I want. I did not desire anything more. Just him. I need Edward. Right now.

I opened the car door again and stumbled out. I needed to make things right. I needed him but not like I did before. I was so stupid. Something good, no, amazing, comes your way, Bella, and you have to ruin it just like that.

I ran back to the school. I tripped twice along the way. My palms landed on the cold, wet ground. I ignored the piercing pain and kept racing towards the door. I had to see hiim again. I needed to talk to Edward again. I flung the door open and ran quickly and less dramatically to his classroom. I wished he would still be there. I reached the door and opened it.

"Bella?" Edward sat at his desk, crying. Edward was crying over me?

He stood up and I walked towards him.

"I'm so sorry, Edward."

"Oh, Bella. Please don't be." he said.

"How could you say that? This was all my fault."

"I should have give you.."

"No, Edward. I was wrong. I don't want you in that way. Not right now."

"Bella?" he said, weakly. He pushed his soft lips to mine. We kissed for a long time. Then, he pulled away. "But, I want you."

"I want you, too, Edward."

"I want you. Now." his voice grew lower.

Tears of an uncertain emotion poured out of my eyes. "Oh, Edward."

"Please, Bella."

"I love you."

"I love you more than anything possible." and then he touched his lips to mine once more and moved his lips to my neck.

A sudden moaning sound escaped my mouth. I held onto his hair and pulled him closer to me. I moved my free hand down to his zipper of his pants. I unzipped it and let them fall to the ground. He pushed me to the wall that had the door so no one could see anything just peeking in. He unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his chest.

Now it was my turn. I pushed up my shirt and let Edward pull it over my head and off. It landed on the ground with his pants. He kissed my neck and sucked on my earlobe. I moaned again.

I released his hair to unleash my bra. I let that fall to the ground too. He looked down to my breasts and I heard him take a deep breath. I laughed to myself. He cupped my right breast and touched his lips to mine.

He released his hand from my breast and dropped his hand to my leg. His rough hands hiked up my mid-length black skirt. His touch was thrilling.

"Edward." I whimpered.

"Yes, love?" he looked into my wet eyes.

I swallowed. "Touch me."

"I already am, love."

"Touch my..." he raised a finger to silence me.

Then, he moved his hand up and rubbed me. I moaned quietly, in case someone was near. I closed my eyes slowly, enjoying the pressure Edward gave me.

Edward kissed my eyelids. "Open your eyes, Bella. I want to see your beautiful eyes." I obeyed him.

He stopped rubbing me suddenly. He stopped rubbing me?!

"Edward..." I groaned.

"Yes?"

"Please, touch me again."

"Don't worry love."

He pushed me onto the empty desk and I laid down on it. He was on his knees now with his hands on my knees. His head was between my legs. He poked his tongue into me. A chill went up my spine.

I moaned out loud. "Oh, Edwarrrd. Oh..."

"Come for me, Bella."

"Edwarrrd. Ooh."

I embraced for my release. It was so close. Edward's warm tongue darted in and out of my folds.

And it came. "Edwarrrrd. OH. UHHH. Ed..warrd."

My breathes were heavy and my heart was pounding insanely.

"I love you, Bella." Edward said. He stood by my side, looking me over.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him to me. "Now it's my turn." I said and flashed him a smile.

AN: How was the lemon? Frankly, this was the first graphic lemon I've ever written. So tell me what you think!!! Review please. More soon!