Disclaimer: I dreamt a dream about this girl named Bella, and this really hot guy Edward and some other people, most of who are listed in the below! Too bad Stephenie Meyer had the dream before me! Which means these are not my characters cause she has the rights, and the real dream…(I didn't really dream that, that's kinda creepy!)

Fainting Spells

BPOV

8 months, 2 weeks, 5 days since I've been diagnosed, and let me tell you, cancer is not a fun thing to have. I've had it for almost a year, and I still get the glances full of pity and sorrow everywhere I go, and, from everybody. Yup, even that exclusive clique of "popular" girls. But I think they feel sorrier for my lack of hair rather than my actual "condition". People feel bad for me so much it doesn't even leave room for me to feel bad about me. I try to ignore it all, and push it all aside, but it doesn't help. My now short spiky brown hair, slender figure, and unnaturally pale skin remind people why I had to miss countless numbers of days of schools and brings back those glances I love… not.

Thankfully though, I have Alice, My pixie-like of a best friend. She is the greatest. I can be who I was 9 months ago, who I am now (just people don't see that anymore), without seeing her feel bad for me every minute of the day. We've been best friends since grade school, which doesn't say much in our small town of Forks since most people here you knew from nursery school, but unlike everyone else we sticked together and stayed together while everyone else drifted apart or moved. Well, actually there was a time when Alice and her family, moved to Alaska's Juneau for a few months, but her mother Esme missed the small town (thank goodness), but that's besides the point… I digress. She is my best friend and I love her, she even has the same hair as me! She cropped her black hair short and spiky just like mine so I wouldn't feel bad when my hair started growing back from when I was balding from my chemotherapy. What a great friend, except when she goes shopping, then she's my own personal devil, which brings me to my situation at the moment!

"No Alice! No! You can't make me go in there!" I protested, as her almost 5 foot self dragged me into the pinkest hell on Earth.

"Stop being such a baby Bella! We're just here to get you some cute pajamas, I mean come on! Have you seen what you go to sleep in? Please show me one article of sleeping clothing you have that does not have a hole in it!" She said exasperated. I couldn't even argue with her, she was right, and I hated that. So I just answered with a

"Hmph!"

"Stop being so stubborn!"

"But I don't wanna go! I mean, I can barely handle going into Abercrombie! What makes you think I would go into Victoria's Secret?" I sneered the name as if it was the foulest word on the planet. "And to the lingerie section for goodness sakes! Not even the lotion and body spray side!"

"Bella, hon, they don't sell pajamas with lotions but we could get you some later if you want! Just a pajama set, okay? Then we can go to a store of your choice after this."

"For at least 30 minutes and no longer than 30 minutes here, you got that? Oh and pajamas no lingerie, or any of the sort, agreed?And pajamas, fyi, include one comfy pair of pajama bottoms and a top… and if its satin, silk, or lace you can just forget you saw it cause there is no way in hell I'm wearing it or even considering wearing it, okaaayy??" I compromised making sure to try and leave her with no loop holes, but knowing her she would find at least one.

She agreed with a "Fine!" and strode in the store with me being held by her wrist.

So for exactly 29 minutes and 48 seconds we were in that dreadful store. And Alice found the loop holes. I ended up with 5 different outfits to sleep in! Alice claimed that I said pajamas and that my only terms were what each pajama set consisted of. Smart-ass.

She knew my weakness though, she agreed to let me have a bit of freedom after I endured her fun, on my expense, so therefore I couldn't stay mad at her for long because in the whole day of shopping I would finally get to go to a store I wanted to be in, instead of the fifteen she dragged me into and I wouldn't spend those 30 precious minutes sulking.

Now I know it sounds like I couldn't do this any other day, but the thing is I can't. I have random occurrences of fainting spells sometimes so Charlie, my father, doesn't think its safe for me to go anywhere without someone. The only someone I would choose to go anywhere with is Alice, and she happens to be one of the people that argues with me, and is reluctant to give me what I want. Like a day at Barnes and Noble! Is that so much to ask? She gives me 30 minutes! So I take it.

"Magazines" Alice said as she headed over to the rack.

"Fiction" I responded heading towards a shelf of books.

When I found some I was interested in I sat down on one of the big comfy chairs and began flipping pages. I got through one chapter before I heard,

"Oh my gosh! OhmygoshohmygoshohmygoshOHMYGOODNeSSGRACIOUS Bella! Look!" Alice squealed when she reached me seeming oblivious to the fact that there were other people reading around us.

"LOOK!" she commanded again as she shoved a glossy page in my face.

I was suddenly looking at a picture of The Eje. Pronounced like 'edge' which I thought was an insanely lame name for a group of very decent looking guys with very talented skills. The Eje consisted of Edward Masen (E) a singer/songwriter/guitarist/keyboardist, Jasper Whitlock (J) a singer/guitarist/bassist and Emmett Mason(E) a drummer/bassist. They were the definition of a teen girl's dream. Exhibit A: Alice. She is crazy in love with them, but especially with Jasper for some reason. She's been telling me they were meant too be together since she first saw them on TRL, but I'm fairly sure about a million other girls in the world say the same. My opinion on them is that they're okay. They're music is really good, I'll give them that, but a group that's as mainstream as they are, like with they're songs on every station and at the same time, with their life stories printed in every gossip magazine ever, makes me lose some respect for them. I'm just not about the fancy things and the "all eyes on me" mentality.

My eyes were grazing the page and I finally saw what Alice was squealing about. Tour dates. And in 2 months they were going to be having a concert in Seattle.

"We have to go!!" Alice, once again, squealed.

"You have to go, I can't go to that concert Alice. Do you know how much those tickets are?"

"I'll pay for you, silly!" Alice stated matter-of-factly.

"No Alice I can't let you do that. You've gotten way too used to it." She was about to cut in but I cut her off, "Whether or not your father is a surgeon and they have money to spare considering you're an only child I can't let you guys spend money on me. Not only do I feel bad but so do Charlie and Renee they're my parents they feel bad enough that they don't have the money to get me the things I want anymore, so you're parents doing that for me would make them feel worse. I'm sorry Alice I just can't do that" I said as I ended my little rant.

"Ugh! You and your selfless self! Ugh! You know your fighting with my fate here right?" she whined.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Uhhh Hello?! How can I meet Jasper if I'm not going to his concert?"

"What do you mean not going? You have to go! You can go without me! Don't let me ruin your fun! Let alone your fate!" I chuckled at the end.

"Shut up Bella. I can't go without you!"

"Uhmm, yeah! You can!"

"But I want you to go! And it would be on a Saturday and those are our nights!"

"So spend one night meeting the guy you've been dreaming of instead of a movie and some junk food-"

"And gossip!" she chimed in.

"Yeah. Well please, go for me at least!" she frowned when I insisted she went so I had to knock that last part in.

"Fine… what if I buy you a ticket? You won't go?"

"Nope, I'd sell it then give you back the money, now please, tell me you're going so I know I won't have to strangle you." The truth was I wanted to go with her, but I seriously didn't have the money. No one in my family did. These medical expenses were eating away at our pockets, this would be one experience I'd have to let go of. I never did get to go to a live concert yet in my 18 years.

"Okay", she said reluctantly." Thanks Bella, I love you, you're the best, you'd be even better if you came though! I promise I'll bring you back a t-shirt… and a hat!"

"A shirt and a hat? I was expecting you to say a band member! I mean you would let me meet that guy of yours, your fate you say, wouldn't you? I thought we were best friends!" I said jokingly with a sad pouty face on.

"Haha! Well finally you're beginning to believe the psychic skills of Alice the Great! And I won't have to bring him here because you're coming with me to the concert!"

"Huh? But you just agree-"

"Yes." She cut me off. "Until you said that you believed in my powers, but now until the day of the concert I'm not giving up that hope that you're coming to the concert with me, which you are!"

" You are not paying for me"

"Fine I wont"

"Or your parents-"

"Okay."

"Or anyone else but-"

"OKAY! I get it no one but you miss stubborn pants are gonna pay for your ticket, alright!"

"Thank you, and I'm not going."

"And you can't sense the future"

"Neither can you oh Alice the Great." I replied sarcastically

"That's what you…" her words then became a blob of incoherent nothingness to me, my head was spinning and I was wondering if I ate breakfast that morning. Then the lights started fading into black, and I was took over by unconsciousness.

Author's Note: Hi! I hope you like my story! I had to explain some things in this first chapter but it'll get better as the story progresses! And yes, this is my first story, and I'm new on this website. Review Please!

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