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It's not my fault!
Going Crazy
I walked into my kitchen as part of my usual morning routine. I grabbed a bowl from the kitchen cabinet and got my favorite cereal, Honey Nut Cheerios, from the top of the fridge. As I was preparing my breakfast, I felt something slither around my waist from behind me. I looked down. A pair of bare, muscled arms were firmly holding me.
I turned my head slightly to see whom these arms they belonged to. Edward stood still behind me with his chin planted on my shoulder.
"Morning love," he said while smiling brightly.
I stood perfectly still, almost statue like. Edward's smile turned into a loving grin. He lifted his chin from my shoulder and leaned forward to kiss my cheek. His lips were warm and I never wanted them to leave my face.
Eventually, his lips left my cheek. I could feel my cheeks burning from the blood rushing to my face. He put his chin back to my shoulder; his arms never leaving my waist. His lips brushed against my ear as he whispered the words that would kill me and send me to heaven.
"I love you," he whispered in a seductive, yet husky voice, which made me melt.
"Huh," I gasp, trying to catch my breath. I was covered head to toe in sweat. I looked around my dark, empty room. No Edward.
It was just a dream, Jasper. Relax!
That was the first night I dreamt of Edward Cullen. I actually learned his last name. Ever since Friday, when we met at Starbucks, I just can't stop thinking about him. I don't know what's wrong with me, but there's something about him that just makes me, literally, melt.
You fucking asshole! Snap out of it, already! Jasper, you like women! Women, women, women! And let me tell you, Edward Cullen is no woman!
God, I really hate myself! I mean, I just met the guy and I'm already having dreams about him? That's not possible.
I stared at my ceiling for a while. I was covered in sweat and it was because I was dreaming about a guy! Ugh… I suddenly felt my dick twitch. What the hell!?
I lifted the sheets to discover I had a boner. A fucking boner! Why the hell am I hard!? I'm not gay! It was just one dream! It's not like I can control what pops into my head when I'm asleep. But why does my dick have to react to it!? WHY!?
Only one thing to do in a crisis like this.
I slid my hand down my sweaty body to my boxers and under the waist band. I grabbed at my erection and started to move my hand up and down.
I breathed in deep as I started to feel the pleasure wash through me. Out of nowhere, a sudden picture of Edward smiling flashed in my thoughts. I felt my hand get hot as I released myself and came into my hand.
I-I came when I thought of h-him.
What the fuck is wrong with me!?
I grabbed a tissue from the night stand on the side of my bed to clean myself off.
I have to talk to somebody about this, but I don't want them to think I'm fantasizing over some dude. Well, I was, but I can't help it! There was only one person I knew that could understand me; who had the answers as to why it was him. I knew who could make me feel better and not judge me by my weirdness. I just needed to talk to my good friend Jacob Black.
I got up, but too fast. My head started spinning. I needed to talk to him, and I needed to talk to him now. But I just can't get up. I looked at my alarm clock. It read 4:27 am.
I sighed. It was way too early to call him. I set my alarm to wake me up at 11:30 am. It was a Sunday anyway. Besides, Jacob always slept till late. He's always so sleepy.
I went back to sleep and only dreamt of blackness and silence. Not a single thought of Edward entered my mind; absolutely nothing from Friday at Starbucks.
FlashBack!
I sat completely dramatized over his perfect smile and white teeth. He looked absolutely gorgeous. I've never seen a man or woman as beautiful as this guy that was sitting right in front of me.
He looked back at me and noticed that I was staring at him. I averted my eyes from his. I could feel my cheeks getting hot as a blush formed on my face. He thinks I'm weird, I just know it!
"So Edward, have you met any other people here besides me?" I asked.
He looked out the window before he spoke. "It's just you and…Alice." Somehow, he had a problem with saying her name. He's probably afraid of her. I mean, who wouldn't be?
"Are you scared of Alice or something?" I just had to ask.
He shrugged. "She's alright. Very hyper and outgoing, but I will say that I'm a little afraid." He gave those puppy-dog eyes that he showed earlier, like he was scared.
I gasped. The sun had shown through the window, onto Edward, making him look like an angel. The light glinted off his eyes, making them sparkle. It was a breath taking sight.
"What's wrong?" He turned his head towards me.
"Oh, nothing," I assured him.
We sat there for about an hour talking about ourselves for each other. He had told me that his father was a doctor at the hospital in Forks, Washington. Edward said he wanted to be independent, so he moved when he got into college and got a new apartment. He said his mom, Esme keeps calling every five minutes to make sure he's alright. I really got a laugh out of that.
I had told him the whole story about why I was crawling on the ground, looking for my keys. About Emmett getting a girlfriend, Rosalie. That still really pissed me off. I told him how worried I had been for not hanging out with Emmett anymore and just being alone for the rest of my life. He just laughed and said that he would be there whenever I wanted to hang out. That made me really happy, I almost forgot to breathe. I assured him that he would be the one I would call to hangout with.
I was actually growing to like him. He had a good personality, he was nice, and he was handsome. The only thing is, those characterists can be very dangerous to me if I'm not careful.
End of FlashBack!
I awoke to a loud beeping going off in my ears. I kept hitting my alarm clock until it finally shut up. I glanced at the time. It was 11:30 am. I got up; slowly this time and ran to the kitchen. I grabbed the phone and dialed Jacob's number, hoping that he would get up off his lazy ass to actually answer the phone.
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