Ten things about Edward Elric.
1. Edward's happiest memories are of the time before his father left, he doesnt remember much else about him, just the way he made his mom smile, and how everything else seemed insignificant when he was there. After his father left everything seemed tinged with saddness; a meloncholly that prevaded everything.
2. Edwad doesnt remember much after his mothers death. Or the thing that they created when they tried to bring her back. He keeps the date of thier departure not as a guilty reminder of his past but as a promise to never go back.
3. When Edward decided to join the military he never imagined the type of devil he was selling his soul to.
4. Edward will never admit it but he is greatfull to Mustang for keeping Alphose out of the military. He still thinks he's a bastard though.
5. When Nina died his heart felt like it was breaking and he swore that nothing could be worse.
6. When Edward killed Greed he thought his world would fall apart. He didn't know if it was from the shock of killing him or beacause if the joy he felt during it.
7. After awhile he didn't feel the deaths anymore. War is war, and he had something he needed to do.
8. Edward's first time was with Roy. It was one of those quick, spur of the moment things. The next time was sweet and slow and hurt worse than his first, but for an entirely diffrent reason.
9. Edward told himself that it would not happen again, that he would not give in again. And he didn't, untill Roy looked at him with those dark, narrow eyes, so diffrent from anything he had seen before, and he would find himself running his hands through his short spikey hair.
10. The night before he crossed over Roy told him he loved him and without thinking he said it back; he lied. Edward didn't feel anything for him, couldn't. he gave the part of him that could up a long time ago. All that was left was his goal, and he would reach that no matter what.