a/n I really feel like writing more for this story…expect it to be done REALLY soon, hopefully by the end of this weekend, maybe even by later tonight or tomorrow!
Face Down
"We won't stop unless we need to hunt, right?" I asked Carlisle, anxious.
"Yes, we will keep going except for hunting, but we should still get there in a few days or so."
"Thanks," I said.
Carlisle started thinking of a plan of what we will do to get there, and would tell everyone later, from what I could tell. I started thinking of what I would do, once we saved him. Or if we didn't.
I knew for the first one, I would stay with him, unless he sent me away, and I knew for the second one, I would have to kill myself.
I don't know how though. Alice wouldn't let anyone in the family help, so I'd have to find another way. I know there is something in Italy, called the Volturi, I could go to them, maybe they'll be willing to kill me!
But should I? It would kill Alice. She doesn't need me to die now, when she just found me. I don't know. I'll leave it for a later time.
I didn't get a chance to think more, because Carlisle spoke up, having finished his planning.
"We will get there by running, obviously, but we're going to stick to the trees. We will hunt all together, and we will swim when we need to, and stay together and away from humans," He informed everyone.
A lot of 'K's and Ok's came from the others, and we were running in silence again.
This is when I needed to think of a bigger topic.
Would I stay with the Cullens? With or without Ian? For now I don't know, but I'm still sticking with staying with them, especially now, when I need them to get Ian back.
Is Ian my love? I don't know. According to him, he is, and I am his, and I want that to be true, but I just don't know. If he dies, will I be able to live with seeing Alice's face and not thinking of Ian? Or seeing the glass wall? Especially in the dining room.
I just don't know what I can do or who I am right now. I wish I did.
A few hours of running later, Alice stopped abruptly. She was having a vision.
Jasper went to her, and everybody else crowded around her, to find out what she was seeing. I was one of the first, hoping it had something to do with Ian.
"Oh!" she said, when she came out of it, and hugged me.
Her vision had something to do with Ian, and it was good. What was it though?
a/n sorry for another short chapter…just a bunch of thinkings and clearing out the plan and junk…anyways…the next 3 people to review get mentioned in the next A/N, if they want!(unless the next chappie is already up, so if you know it is, don't bug me about it, please!)