Chapter 20

Bella's POV

I was pissed. How could he do that to me, cheat on me. I forgave him and trusted him and he throws it away like it was nothing. I guess he doesn't love me. The whole in my chest grew bigger at the sound of that thought. He doesn't want me, he hurt me again. How could I ever trust him again, how could I life on this earth knowing the one person I gave my heart to keeps ripping it apart. I love him and he just keeps hurting me without even thinking. Maybe it was his plan, to crush me all along. Sure, play with the little humans feelings then when she becomes a vampire, finish the job.

I didn't understand why I had trusted him with my heart again. Why did he say he loves me then goes and sleeps with another women. Why did he care when they were standing at the music room doors trying to get me to come out. Why did he stay there?

It had been days and he was still sitting outside my music room like if he actually cared. I had been sitting here staring at my beautiful white piano, I had learnt to play from being locked in here last time. I had even composed a song for Edward in case he came back to me. Then it dawned on me, he was sitting there and he would be able to hear it.

I got up and pulled off a piece of the wall before pulling the piano bench out of the door. There was a huge whole in the door when had taken it out. In a split second Edward was standing up, looking at me. I couldn't bring my eyes to look at him, I quickly stuck the wall piece to the whole and started punching the sides so it would stay there. As I walked back to the piano bench, I could hear Edward sigh. I pushed it away and placed the bench in front of the piano. I sat down and brushed my fingers on the keys and then started playing the song I wanted him to hear.

Edward's POV

I heard Bella walk closer to the door and prayed that she was going to come out. Instead she pulled out the piano bench leaving a huge hole in the door. I stood up hoping that she would look at me, but she just blocked my view with a piece of wall to cover the hole. I sat back down with a sigh. This was going to take a long time, who knows when she'll come out. Then I heard it, the beautiful sound of a piano. She had learnt how to play? The song was beautiful but the tone became angry and sad. They're wasn't an ounce of happiness until the end where she finished with a beautiful cord.

Before I could process anything, Aro and Victoria were standing in front of me having a conversation.

''She's playing again, maybe it will calm her down?'' Victoria said.

''No, I doubt it. She had written that piece for someone, but she wants to learn how to play this one song that used to calm her.'' Bella started playing another song, it didn't really have an emotion to it.

''Do you hear that! She's playing again for real this time, she hasn't played any other song in centuries!'' Aro was pleased but Victoria seemed smug.

''I can hear it, I just wished she'd let someone record it or actually watch her play.''

The piano stopped and we heard a little pop sound. Aro was in panic and so was Victoria, Demetri soon came down and replied to Alice's silent questions and mine.

''Where do you think she went?'' What was he talking about?

''What do you mean where she went?'' I was confused.

''You know that pop sound; it means she's transported somewhere. God knows where!'' Oh my god, my angel could be anywhere right now.

We were all in panic, where could she go? There were a million possibilities since she had friends all around the world! Leave it to Bella to create a panic. We came up with every possibility. Aro had asked her guards to stay in her room incase she came back there; Demetri and Victoria would take turns sitting outside the music room. Marcus would stay in the garage with her vehicles and Caius would go to the island. A ton of vampires were wandering around anywhere incase they say her. Alice and I would walk around together because I wanted to know if she would have a vision.

We were walking through the gardens when she was suddenly hit with one.

There were black leather seats with children and adults waiting patiently for their plane to be called. Bella was easily spotted on the right and side of the terminal. She was staring into space but then focused on something and a grin appeared on her face. The crowd of people started walking up to where the man would ask for your ticket to get inline. Bella stood up and the intercom lady spoke.

''Flight 341 to Greenston, Ireland now boarding!''

Bella then stood up in line and started walking forward to the man taking tickets.

She was going to Ireland. Alice turned to me knowing that we had to go tell Aro immediately, I nodded in return and we headed to his office. His office was farely large and had a black desk with two computers on each side of it. In front of the desk stood two red leather sofa's and a coffee table. On the right and left of the walls were bookshelves with literature since the 1600's. As we walked in, Aro turned his chair around to face us.

''Have you figured out her location?'' He turned to Alice for an answer.

''Yes, she's going to Greenston, Ireland. Do you know why?'' He hesitated to answer.

''Perhaps she is visiting Augus, he is her blood related step brother.'' My eyes widened. How could her stepbrother be alive? Was he Charlie's son or Renee's?

''He's a vampire; Bella changed him when he was dying of lung cancer. She is very caring for him. For one reason I do not know, is why he didn't join us.'' That was the least subject we needed to discuss right now. ''Do you know what time her flight leaves?''

''Yes, it leaves in 55 minutes.'' Why hadn't Alice told me already! I ran as fast as I could to the garage and jumped into my new car.

Next thing I knew, Emmett and Alice were already in the back seat. Just as I was about to say something Emmett nodded and Jasper came into the passenger side. I really didn't need a distraction right now! I pushed down on the pedal and started off to the airport in time. I needed Bella; I needed to talk to her. To explain myself, I couldn't hurt an angel anymore. If anyone should be hurting it should be me, I was the one to cause her depression and suicide. I was the one to cause her to lock herself up for 8 years. It was my entire fault.

Without noticing, we reached the airport. The others got out of the car as quickly as I did. We only had a couple minutes to spare. Emmett and I waited while Jasper and Alice ask one of the receptionists which terminal the Ireland flight would be. She told them gate 34C and without thinking twice we ran to it in human pace. I just hoped that we weren't too late. When we got there, there was only a couple of people sitting around and a still pretty big line. I stood on my tipy-toes to spot Bella but I couldn't see her at all. Suddenly a man came up to me with a confused expression, he was holding a page in his hands and spoke.

''M. Edward Cullen?'' This was odd.

''Yes?'' He gulped when I answered. Was I frightening?

''This is for you I believe.'' He handed me the page and took off. I looked down and gasped.

Hello lover boy,

So I'm guessing that Brennan gave you this page and you're at the airport searching for me. Well I'm sorry to tell you that you missed me. Enjoy the rest of life with that woman. I really don't care for you're little apologies so don't come back to me begging. You screwed up again, this time almost running a knife through my heart. I hope you're happy, I know I'm not.

See you on the other side,

Bella.

PS: I hoped you like that piece, it was for you.

I was too late, she thought I didn't love her. I was running a knife through her heart and all I was doing was pushing it deeper. I could people life with me knowing I'm a jerk. How could I hurt an angel and keep doing it. It pained me to know that she was in pain. Once I finished reading the note over and over again, I dropped it. But Alice caught it and red it too. She gasp once she finished reading it and I could tell Jasper felt pain and shock coming from us, Emmett just looked pissed off and confused. I'm guessing his anger is towards me. Alice looked up to me curiously before speaking.

''What does she mean on the other side?''

''I don't know what die there is.'' I turned to see if Jasper had any ideas but Emmett got one.

''She's going to kill herself, you in movies people say see you on the other side when they die or something.'' He was right, she was going to suicide herself. I fell to the floor and Alice hugged me tightly. Whispering words like 'it'll be okay' or 'we'll save her'. But I was angry, how could I let her kill herself. How could I save her.

''No Alice it's not going to be okay. Bella is going to kill herself because of me!'' I looked up to see Jasper shaking with the anger and pain her was getting from me, but I couldn't stop it.

Everything was silent until Emmett said something.

''Well we're not just going to mope here while se goes and kills herself?!'' With that we all got up and headed to the car. We were half way there when Alice gasped.

''She's home!'' She looked at me. ''That's a sign!'' Next thing you know, she was jumping in joy back towards the front desk of the airport.

We had followed after Alice with a confused look. She was at home? What home! I swear Alice gets crazy real fast, next time she does I'm going to lock her up in a cage if she doesn't calm down.

Don't think I didn't see what you were going to do. I won't go into a cage! I'm not an animal!

Ah, yes. The many perks of the evil psychic pixie. She always knows what we will do to her; it screws up our surprises to her all the time. Sometimes I wish I could block her out for a little bit. But she never stops surprising me with my own surprise. I remember back to our graduation in Forks when Bella was going to get us graduation gifts and Alice had to ruin it for Bella and me. I felt so horrible, especially when Bella didn't even know what she was going to get us.

I was pulled back from my happy memories when Alice was waving the tickets in my face and Emmett's sarcasm.

I swear that boys is weird. Firs the doesn't even think properly. I know you hear me Edward! You don't think about things like I do.

''Emmett, I think it's a good thing I don't think disgusting images of women like you do.'' Jasper was laughing at my comment and Alice was just going crazy about the fact that we could see Bella again.

''Why are you people all happy? We might not see her'' Alice smacked him on the shoulder.

''Jasper! Don't ruin our mojo! We can believe in what we want.'' He gave her an apologetic look and turned towards me.

You're lust is rolling off you like water! Are you sure you're not thinking like Emmett.

He gave a small chuckle and tried to cover it with a cough. Not the smartest thing to do. We headed towards our terminal when the hostess' were just boarding. Great more women to try to get my heart. I wish that I could put permanent marker on my face that says 'my heart belongs to BELLA' or 'I love Bella, so give up!'. I feel bad for Jasper though, he has to feel their lust for me every single time. It's a shame that humans have such horrible thoughts for beauty. They're so shallow, it disgusts me more than it annoys me.

We landed a couple hours later in Port Angeles, we reached our vehicles and took my Volvo too our house in Forks. Hopefully we could get there in time before she moved to another city.