Hi! Yes, it is the elusive me with an update! I know I've become really bad at updating i.e. not doing it, but I think I have a plan. Basically, I can get internet on my phone, like, whenever, so if I use the email on that I can type up the story in an email on my phone, and then send it to myself. This means that I can then open up the emails on the computer and copy and paste them into word Genius, no?
Anyways, shout out to "Seddielover" who reviewed with a suggestion for a song. Thanks, because I was writing an argument song for this and it stunk, so I wrote another one with your snippet at the end and voila!
On with the show!
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Neither Sam nor Freddie had gotten much, if any sleep given the problem weighing down on them like a huge rock that couldn't be shifted. They were madly in love, they both knew it, they just didn't know the other knew it. It was Freddie who eventually plucked up the courage to contact Sam, albeit via the slightly cowardly way of texting. SAM, PLEASE. I NEED TO EXPLAIN. I LOVE YOU. F X. It was a simple enough message but behind it Freddie was as nervous as anything, debating with himself about whether he should send it or not, then contemplating what he was to say should she come over. He didn't know how big the chances were of her responding to the text but he had to make an effort.
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Sam hadn't moved in hours, so as she rolled over to see what had made her phone bleep, her back stiffened uncomfortably.
Nothing compared to how it's hurting in my heart, she thought.
She looked at the screen of her phone, and saw it was a message from Freddie. Her better judgement told her to simply ignore it, that she was right, he was wrong and to move on. However, she didn't listen to her better judgement this time, and ended up on her way to Freddie's in half an hour .She was trying to rehearse what she wanted to say in her mind but she honestly didn't know what he was going to come out with, so she was stuck.
Outside his apartment, she used her special knock, as if she was in any doubt whether Freddie would come running or not. He obviously did, as he answered just as she got to her third tap.
'Hey,' he greeted slightly sheepishly.
'Hey,' she echoed. Looking him up and down, she couldn't help but notice how he was wearing the t-shirt she'd chosen as her favourite when rifling through his wardrobe in happier times.
'Um, come in,' he said, attacking the awkward silence that was looming. Sam entered, thinking about how she'd been in this apartment countless times but the atmosphere had never been this crappy. Freddie shut the door behind her, and sat next to her on the couch where she'd chosen a spot. 'Freddie-'
'Sam-'
They started at the same time. The moment would have been funny if it weren't for the dire tension in the room.
'Sam, I don't know what to say,' Freddie chose to speak first, most likely feeling the guiltiest. 'I know what you think you saw, but it wasn't like that, seriously. I-'
'Freddie, you cheated on me!' Pent up rage was releasing out of Sam. 'I know what I saw, I know what it was! It was you making out with Hannah!'
'Sam-'
Sam sighed, and her feelings started coming out in a moody song.
SAM
I thought I meant something to you
I guess our true love isn't true
Can't believe I didn't see
You never liked me, obviously
FREDDIE
How could you even think that, please?
You're the only girl for me
The Hannah thing is in the past
Can't we try to forget that?
SAM
You don't have to give me that crap Freddie
I know that you made it all up
You were the best thing in my life
Now everything is gonna suck
FREDDIE
It's not my fault!
I didn't kiss her; you're what I want,
I'm not ever gonna miss her, Sam it's true
I'm never gonna stop loving you
SAM
You say you love me but I should have known
You were lying all this time
FREDDIE
I was never lying when I said I love you
SAM
Then why'd you cheat on me?
FREDDIE
If you'd just let me explain!
SAM
I don't wanna hear it!
Why don't you just admit you never liked me?
FREDDIE
But I do love you...
'But I don't know that...' Sam said, wiping a tear from her eye. 'Smell you later, Freddie.' she said glumly, before leaving the apartment.
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There we go... I wrote that one last night. It's weird, the only time I can write moderately good stuff either in lessons or at night. Huh.
So I've got the first part of the next chapter written, but I've got more to do (next chapter has 2 songs!) so there's a possibility it might not get on today, but I'll try. I only have an hour before I have to be ready for football, so we shall see.
Also, if any of you are on Facebook, I started a Seddie appreciation society, so if you want, could you join it? I want members! Thanks!
Reviews are love!
Charz
Xoxox