Weeks had passed and still know call from Jacob. I haven't felt so low before in my life. I felt like drug addict just going into rehab. I was going into withdrawl. For the past couple weeks I've been locking myself in my room feeling like a complete fool. My throat had been burning for days but I couldn't bring myself to go. I always went with Jacob…it brought back so many memories. But for the sake of the people of forks I decided to go hunting…by myself. I left a note on the dinning room table and took off be for my parents could see me. I ran threw forest hunting for a mountain lion…I liked those better then deers. When I finally caught one I bit into and began to drink its blood. When I was finshed I threw it side and wiped my mouth. I then picked up a familiar scent I turned and saw Lucas standing there.I couldn't help to feel infuriated that he was there. I know that Carlisle said that he was welcome here but I just wanted to kill him for being in the same forest let alone the same world as me. "Why are you here?" I hissed

"I'm welcome on the land remember?"
"Yes I know that!"

"You haven't returned my phone calls."

"Maybe its because I've been ignoring."

" Why? I really don't understand why your mad at me."

" You stole everything from me! My virginity the trust with my family….my relationship with Jacob."

"Don't try to put the blame on me. You played apart in what happned."

"Really how is that."

" I don't remember you stopping me..you even said you wanted me that night."

"I was in a sensitive state. You took advantage of me!"

"How the hell did I take advantage of you?"

"You knew that I was in my right mind because of the fight me and Jacob got into! YOU KNEW!!!"

" You know I wouldn't try to do that to you! It wasn't liked I plain for it to happen it just did."

"What made you kiss me?"

"What do you mean?"

"There's a reason why you kissed me. I want to know why."

"I don't know why…I just wanted to."

"Why?"

"Maybe its because I like you… possibly love you."

"You cant love me…you don't even know me….You don't know how to love any one!!!!!!"

"I know how to love you…Better then that dog or anyone else for that matter!"

"You could never love me better then him!"

"How would you know? You never gave me a chance!"

"I don't need to"

"Why are you so hard headed!"

" I should ask you the same thing?"

" Has Jacob even called you ever since he found out?"

"I don't think that's any of your business."

"OH just answer the question."

"No."

"Have you seen him at all?"

"No."

"That shows how much he dosent care about you."

"JUST SHUT UP!!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HIM AND YOU DON"T KNOW ME!"

"I know you better then you think."

"What have you been doing spying on me?"
"Something like that…"

"What do you mean?"
"When I saw you that one night when that dog snuck out of your house I wanted to know more about you…"

"Go on."

"Your going to think I'm a stalker."

"Just spit it out."

" When I saw you that night I wanted to know you… You know my gift right?"

"Yes…"

"I went to the past and looked at your life…"

"Everything?"

"Everything… I looked at the day you were born…your first day of high school…when you told Jacob you loved him….everything."

"That's creppy."

"The only reason I did it is because you fascinate me…your mesmorising Nessie."

"How am I mesmorising?"

"You just are…its just something I can't explain in words."

" I just don't understand why you feel this way."

"And you think I don't? Nessie I don't want you to hate me…I don't even understand why I want you so much…your something that I can't have and I always get what I want"

"Well maybe its because your not used to being rejected."

"Probably." He said with a laugh. I couldn't help but smile at him no matter how bad I didn't want to. He had a hold on me like no one else had not even Jacob. There's something about him that I couldn't quite grasp about him…it seemed like how hard I tried to keep away from the harder it was for me and him to let go off each other. Maybe he was right… maybe I all I need is him…maybe he could love me better then Jacob could. I always thought that no one could ever love me as much as Jacob did…is it possible that I was wrong? I loved Jacob…but maybe I'm in love with Lucas to. Maybe that's why I felt like I hated him…maybe I was just hiding my true emotions. I went up Lucas I took his hand into mine. He smilied looking at our hands intertwined. He looked up at me.

"I think your not the only one who fell in love."

"What do you mean?"

"I think even though I have no clue why I am but…I think I'm in love with you…" He pulled me closer to him and his lips feel into mine. I grabed the back of his head forcing him to come closer to me. We kissed even harder pulling each other closer and closer. I loved him….even though how impossible it seemed even though we only met a couple days ago I was in love with him…nothing mattered that day…not my life before,not my mother not my father not even Jacob. All that mattered was me and Lucas…no one could steal this moment away. When we finally found the strength to stop kissing we smilied again.

"I should really go…my parents are probably wondering whats taking me so long."

"Ok…meet me right here tonight?"

"Ok."

"9 pm."

"Yep."
I kissed one more time and I ran into the woods. I felt like I was flying. It seemed so surreal. I walked to my house and into my house. I felt like I was gliding in the room. I walked in the living room when I felt my feet slam on to the floor sitting on the couch right next to my mother was Jacob Black.