"Umm…maybe I should let you guys talk." My mom said. She left the room with a sigh and went out of the house. She most have known that world war 3 was going to take place in her home. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I haven't seen him in weeks…almost a month and when I finally move on he's sitting on my living room sofa.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked folding my arms.
"I came here to talk to you."
"To talk to me…you could have done that over the phone. But why would you seeing that you couldn't even pick up the phone at all over the past weeks!"
"I need time to think ok. I didn't think it would be fair to me or to you if we would be talking to each other at that time. I figured I would have given you the wrong impression."
"And what impression would that be? That you wanted me back?"
"So you don't want me back do you?"
"I didn't say that."
"Well it sure as hell seems like it."
"You know I hate it when you jump to conclusions."
"Well hate it when you don't call over a period of time. I've been threw hell because I felt so worthless when you left"
"I didn't want you to feel like that… but you cheated on me. Apart of me thinks that you deserve it."
"Well that's nice Jacob."
"But I want you back…Renesmee even though you cheated…I'm willing to forgive you."
"Well I'm happy your forgiving me but."
"But what?" He said trying to put his hand on my check but I pushed it away.
"You're to late Jacob."
"What do you mean?"
"I waited for you. I knew I was wrong for what I did. And when you left that night I thought my world was crumbling apart. But then I realized that I could survive this. So I'm dating Lucas."
"You're unbelievable. You're going to date the man you cheated on me with."
"Yes."
"How could you. Nessie you're supposed to be my soul mate…that's why I imprinted on you…because were meant to be with each other."
"That's the thing…you keep saying that you imprinted on me…I was a baby. I didn't have a choice in matter. I should have had a choice. It isn't fair how you can just choose who you love just like that."
"I know it isn't fair but don't just leave me like this."
"I love him."
"You love him? YOU JUST MET HIM!"
"YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH ME ON FIRST SIGHT!!"
"That's different."
"How is it?"
"It just is."
"No Jacob the only reason why it's different is because you felt it and it was special to you. All you care about is your self. You want me when you want and when you don't you just push me aside. I'm not trash!"
"I know that Nessie."
"Do you?"
"Yes I do."
"You know I don't even understand why I loved you."
"Because I imprinted on you."
"Well maybe the imprinting didn't work. Maybe it was a mistake."
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying that I'm in love Lucas."
"So you don't love me anymore."
"I didn't say that. It's just maybe I love Lucas more."
"Fine Renesmee go to your knew bloodsucking boyfriend. Just don't come back to me when he breaks your heart." He yelled. He walked out of the house slamming the door behind him. I grabbed glass full of water and threw it at the door. I slammed my head into the couch screaming at the top of my lungs. I hated him so much. He thinks he can just leave me and then come back and expect me to take him back. I heard someone walking into the room I looked up and it was Uncle Jasper. Even though he seemed so quiet he was kind and loving. He walked over to me and sat down. I put my head on his shoulder and he put his hand on my head.
"I saw
Jacob leaving the house. He looked pretty pissed so I figured you
needed someone to talk to." Uncle Jasper murmured putting his chin
on the top of my head. Uncle Jasper always knew when I needed someone
to talk to even when I didn't think I needed anyone to talk to.
"I and Jacob started arguing…again."
"Why?"
"He wanted me back..."
"I thought you wanted him back Nessie."
"I thought I did to…but then I saw Lucas…and I kissed him and were together. I figured Jacob wouldn't come back and then he was in my house."
"I thought you hated Lucas."
"So did I. But I figured out that the only reason why I thought I hated him so much was because…I wanted him…I loved him."
"And now you're not sure whether you want Lucas or Jacob."
"Yes. But I pushed Jacob away."
"Renesmee, I understand what your going threw is very hard. But you're going to have to choose."
"How can I do that? I can't do that."
"But you can't have both."
"Why do you always have to be right Uncle Jasper?"
"I have no clue…I just have to be." He replied smiling at me.
"Now I have to go..."
"Why?"
"Well your Aunt Alice just has to go shopping…again. She needs a new Prada bag and some Gucci shoes…you know how high maintenance she is."
"Oh yeah." I replied. If Aunt Alice had a choice she would live in the mall. Uncle Jasper gave me a hug and he headed for the door. But then he turned around and looked at me.
"If you need to talk to me at all…you know were you can find me."
"The mall, Grandpa's house, or out hunting." I said with a laugh. He left the house and shut the door. I got up and got some towels to clean up all of the water and glass. I didn't want my dad to see what I did. I cleaned up the mess and decided to go in my room. I started looking threw books and music anything to take my mind off of Jacob. Everything in my world seemed to change…I wasn't Jacob's property. It felt like Jacob didn't have the hold on me like he did before. For the first time…I didn't want Jacob beside me.
